OMG....
i am pm shift today..
yet i have my mid assessment today with mr mara.
Havent prepare well though.
plus i should present my cme today.
and im still preparing the slide now..
omg, ainin ainin..
still take sometime updating blog...
oh should change should change.
hope im doing okay todAY
:D
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
dust to dust
Some song means something.
Sometimes they mean everything.
But they also can mean nothing.
I listen listen and listen to those songs.
Just to bring me away from things that I dont want to think.
Life isnt easy nowadays.
Got a lot of stress in ward.
I cant handle stress well.
Some peoples bring me smile.
Some peoples make me strong.
Some peoples make me stay where I should stay.
Somehow I know.
Ive learnt.
Ive learnt learnt from those lessons in the past.
Not to hook. Not to engage.
Not to hook. Not to engage.
Not to hook. Not to engage.
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
cOunT On mE
Oh uh-huh
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
[Chorus:]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Ooooooh, oooohhh yeah, yeah
[Verse 2:]
If you're tossin' and you're turnin'
And you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you
Oooh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
[Chorus:]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Ooooooh, oooohhh yeah, yeah
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye
You know...
[Chorus:]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Ooooooh, oooohhh
You can count on me 'cause I can count on you
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
[Chorus:]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Ooooooh, oooohhh yeah, yeah
[Verse 2:]
If you're tossin' and you're turnin'
And you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you
Oooh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
[Chorus:]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Ooooooh, oooohhh yeah, yeah
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye
You know...
[Chorus:]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Ooooooh, oooohhh
You can count on me 'cause I can count on you
Sunday, December 1, 2013
heaven call
time moves up. Im aging.
Im going through new things everyday.
Life changed.
But I have never learned.
" Young lady, U have never learned"
Tak susah. Tak senang.
Tapi aku tetap x faham.
x faham.
Im going through new things everyday.
Life changed.
But I have never learned.
" Young lady, U have never learned"
Tak susah. Tak senang.
Tapi aku tetap x faham.
x faham.
Saturday, November 16, 2013
aku suka sama orthopedic
assalamualaikum ladies
tup tup sudah hampir 5 minggu aku di orthopedik htaa.
aku suka aku suka.
aku suka sama doktor doktornya
aku suka sama teman temannya.
setiap hari ada saja insan yang buat aku ketawa.
setiap hari ada saja aku kontrol gelak sambil terhinjut hinjut bahu.
mahu gelak bahak bahak gaya aku, ada masa ada ketika.
bukan suka suka bila bila masa saja.
tapi ada ketika aku juga kena marah.
kerana aku insan biasa,
tapi kata mereka, masuk telinga kanan dan keluar telinga kiri.
okay.
apa mahu buat moto mereka moto kami ' keep calm and blame the housemen"
okay.
aku suka dia
tup tup sudah hampir 5 minggu aku di orthopedik htaa.
aku suka aku suka.
aku suka sama doktor doktornya
aku suka sama teman temannya.
setiap hari ada saja insan yang buat aku ketawa.
setiap hari ada saja aku kontrol gelak sambil terhinjut hinjut bahu.
mahu gelak bahak bahak gaya aku, ada masa ada ketika.
bukan suka suka bila bila masa saja.
tapi ada ketika aku juga kena marah.
kerana aku insan biasa,
tapi kata mereka, masuk telinga kanan dan keluar telinga kiri.
okay.
apa mahu buat moto mereka moto kami ' keep calm and blame the housemen"
okay.
aku suka dia
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
ortho lagi
Assalamualaikum ladies..
How I remember I love updating about love story one time ago.
Write about everything that I feel inside out.
Haha, now work change everything.
So true when people said, working life is much different with study life.
DAMN TRUE MAN!
Life totally changed. Upside down.
All the feeling that I have one time ago, now I lost it.
All that I worries day night is, how to survive tomorrow. Am I able to proceed with my carrier?
What challenge that Im gonna face when I wake up in the morning on the next day?
What ? How? When?
All these are the new challenges to me.
NEW NEW NEW!
Back to orthopedic.
Alhamdulillah I finally finish my tagging period.
I already start my shift work.
Wow, this is the real life man.
Khairil.
This man really inspire me,
Yesterday he really broke down, knowing he have to extend the orthopedic posting.
God, I really hope it does not affect him much.
Deep inside I feel so relieved since I still have a lot to learn from him.
I believed, whatever happened to us is merely God play.
He know what best for us. HE know. HE know.
Dr Md Adzuar.
He is the first MO that i worked with during my first A&E shift.
Lucky me, he is not as straight as other MO's.
* Siap boleh cubit2 bahu I lagi when I present so horrible ~ flirting much~
hahah.. Alhamdulillah, everything went well so far.
I just hope I can keep survive in this career.
Ya Allah, help me, help us to go through this. Ameen.
How I remember I love updating about love story one time ago.
Write about everything that I feel inside out.
Haha, now work change everything.
So true when people said, working life is much different with study life.
DAMN TRUE MAN!
Life totally changed. Upside down.
All the feeling that I have one time ago, now I lost it.
All that I worries day night is, how to survive tomorrow. Am I able to proceed with my carrier?
What challenge that Im gonna face when I wake up in the morning on the next day?
What ? How? When?
All these are the new challenges to me.
NEW NEW NEW!
Back to orthopedic.
Alhamdulillah I finally finish my tagging period.
I already start my shift work.
Wow, this is the real life man.
Khairil.
This man really inspire me,
Yesterday he really broke down, knowing he have to extend the orthopedic posting.
God, I really hope it does not affect him much.
Deep inside I feel so relieved since I still have a lot to learn from him.
I believed, whatever happened to us is merely God play.
He know what best for us. HE know. HE know.
Dr Md Adzuar.
He is the first MO that i worked with during my first A&E shift.
Lucky me, he is not as straight as other MO's.
* Siap boleh cubit2 bahu I lagi when I present so horrible ~ flirting much~
hahah.. Alhamdulillah, everything went well so far.
I just hope I can keep survive in this career.
Ya Allah, help me, help us to go through this. Ameen.
Monday, October 28, 2013
fear
I remember , i have a lot of fear before.
I hardly overcome all of my fears.
I took time. So lot.
I took longer time than other normal people to adapt.
This is true about me.
So, we have 4 new taggers last two days.
They are all 4th poster and they are doing good.
They work in a team which sometime I feel like Ive been left behind.
Yeah, tell U I took time to make friends.
Haha but I know, surely I can overcome this soon.
Thinking about my previous fear that Ive gone through.
1. Driving
I never thought that I can drive. Seriously.
2. Veinpuncture
So kacang goreng now maaa.. Jarum is my fear.. fear fear fear... now not anymore... hehheeeee
So the current fear that I must overcome now are
1. Presentation... remembering all the cases.
2. Branula.. Still havent get the rythm
3. To be independent. Not to rely on others.
Hohoho..
Life always give us surprise in various way.
The more U are aging, the more Allah give U.
Life and responsibility.
During my Universities time, Ive been tested with love and friendship.
And now, Allah gave me a new challenge to overcome.
Responsibility.
God, this is tough. tougher than Ive ever thought.
Hahha.. whatever pun, I believe I can do this.
I can overcome it. I just need to be patient. patient. patient and patient.
I hardly overcome all of my fears.
I took time. So lot.
I took longer time than other normal people to adapt.
This is true about me.
So, we have 4 new taggers last two days.
They are all 4th poster and they are doing good.
They work in a team which sometime I feel like Ive been left behind.
Yeah, tell U I took time to make friends.
Haha but I know, surely I can overcome this soon.
Thinking about my previous fear that Ive gone through.
1. Driving
I never thought that I can drive. Seriously.
2. Veinpuncture
So kacang goreng now maaa.. Jarum is my fear.. fear fear fear... now not anymore... hehheeeee
So the current fear that I must overcome now are
1. Presentation... remembering all the cases.
2. Branula.. Still havent get the rythm
3. To be independent. Not to rely on others.
Hohoho..
Life always give us surprise in various way.
The more U are aging, the more Allah give U.
Life and responsibility.
During my Universities time, Ive been tested with love and friendship.
And now, Allah gave me a new challenge to overcome.
Responsibility.
God, this is tough. tougher than Ive ever thought.
Hahha.. whatever pun, I believe I can do this.
I can overcome it. I just need to be patient. patient. patient and patient.
Friday, October 25, 2013
Day 4 tagging Orthopedic
Assalamualaikum wbt.
Oh, so free so free.
pagi tadi kena marah sebab present terabur cam ntah hape2.
OMG, y cant I remember all my patients complaint. seriously x ingat.
bile nak cek wound bagai.
ape2 pun at least today is better than yesterday
hari ni memang free memang free.
siap leh lepak2 ngan hadi ngan amirin lepas attend patient kat yellow zone.
OMG, amirin is so dedicated. rajin. pakar branula kot.
Hadi, the senior, he looks so cool and relaks.
N cute sometimes.
Khairil so supportive. tekun. baik. pak cik cina tu panggil die doktor pendek. jahat pak cik tu. td i da tlong ugut pak cik tu, lau die panggil kerel dr pendek lagi, x mau rawat sama dia.
jeremy, mane ntah, xpernah nampak die lagi since i join ortho.
neve n niran, 2 indian girls yg very nice... teringat si tamil aresi. rindu sama dia.
hari ni jugak teman uncle seong wat SU kat 7B.
bnyak gakla blajar sal HD and SU dr staffnurse.
so nice so nice.
siap tertido lagi 10 minit.
My god, malu gile..hahhaa..
tapi akak tu lepak je, faham kot.hehehe
then jumpe la my statescope ngn buku medkal yg I tinggal suatu ketika dahulu.
muahahhahha.
so far, im doing good in ortho.
cume kena kurangkan blur and read some more.
hehhee.. cayop2..
Oh, so free so free.
pagi tadi kena marah sebab present terabur cam ntah hape2.
OMG, y cant I remember all my patients complaint. seriously x ingat.
bile nak cek wound bagai.
ape2 pun at least today is better than yesterday
hari ni memang free memang free.
siap leh lepak2 ngan hadi ngan amirin lepas attend patient kat yellow zone.
OMG, amirin is so dedicated. rajin. pakar branula kot.
Hadi, the senior, he looks so cool and relaks.
N cute sometimes.
Khairil so supportive. tekun. baik. pak cik cina tu panggil die doktor pendek. jahat pak cik tu. td i da tlong ugut pak cik tu, lau die panggil kerel dr pendek lagi, x mau rawat sama dia.
jeremy, mane ntah, xpernah nampak die lagi since i join ortho.
neve n niran, 2 indian girls yg very nice... teringat si tamil aresi. rindu sama dia.
hari ni jugak teman uncle seong wat SU kat 7B.
bnyak gakla blajar sal HD and SU dr staffnurse.
so nice so nice.
siap tertido lagi 10 minit.
My god, malu gile..hahhaa..
tapi akak tu lepak je, faham kot.hehehe
then jumpe la my statescope ngn buku medkal yg I tinggal suatu ketika dahulu.
muahahhahha.
so far, im doing good in ortho.
cume kena kurangkan blur and read some more.
hehhee.. cayop2..
Sunday, October 20, 2013
good bye medical
esok hari ada date ngan dato marlia pasal pertukaran posting.
harap2 semuanya baik2saja.
jadi, tolak lebih ada sepuluh hari kisah suka duka dekat wad mawar 7b di kubikel aku.
pesakit 1.
wajah yang polos.
sakit.
tutur bicara yang ramah dan membelai.
membuat aku menangis di hadapannya.
ditegur aku lagak dia seorang ibu.
cukup untuk membuat aku bertahan di wad itu selama satu minggu.
setiap kali aku stress, aku duduk dan mengadu pada ibu itu.
pesakit 2.
masuk kerana sakit yang biasa2.
Satu hari, tiba satu result, HIV reaktif.
gadis yang baru berumur 18 tahun.
Aku cuba beriak tenang. Ini pesakit pertama dan pengalaman pertama aku berhadapan dengan kes fresh HIV.
Breaking bad news? aku seorang?
Akhirnya, di depan Afi aku menangis.
I talked talked talked to the patient to the parent. wajah dan suasana yang aku tidak akan lupa.
pesakit 3.
89 y.o Indian lady.
susuk tubuh yang sangat kurus.
badan yang lemah.
ditinggalkan pada waktu malam keseorangan tanpa penjaga.
Sedangkan segerembolan anak datang konon dari X , risau akan kondisi si ibu.
tetapi tetap ditinggalkan ibu itu keseorangan.
sayu aku, apabila ibu itu tetap mengatakan dia sudah tidak batuk, sedangkan di depan aku sendiri dia masih batuk2. hanya kerana tidak mahu tinggal di hospital.
duhai si anak.
pesakit 4.
RVD patient.
kurus. kulit berkudis kudis.
angkara si suami.
kali ini, aku lebih tegar.
kerana dia pesakit RVD kedua aku.
aku cucuk berkali kali untuk ambil darah tetapi gagal biarpun uratnya sangat jelas kelihatan angkara susuk tubuhnya kurus melidi.collapsed vein.
Akhirnya berjaya setelah vein pada bahunya yang dicucuk.
tabah wanita itu.
viral load .. HAART..
Ini antara kisah pesakit2 pertama aku yang aku ingat wajah dan kisah mereka. ditulis ringkas, namun kisah mereka lekat kuat dalam hati aku.
Aku mungkin lemah apabila aku give up medical as my first posting, but I did that after think so thoroughly. Aku akan kembali ke medikal selepas aku betul2 bersedia.
Tell you, suasana di wad medikal HTAA, those patient are yours. eventhough u r tagger. all their complaints, management are yours. u decide, you do it. u r not HO's, u r MO's. U r not the first poster, U r the 2nd n above posters. Everyone expect U to know everything already. Trust me, we have to run run and run.
harap2 semuanya baik2saja.
jadi, tolak lebih ada sepuluh hari kisah suka duka dekat wad mawar 7b di kubikel aku.
pesakit 1.
wajah yang polos.
sakit.
tutur bicara yang ramah dan membelai.
membuat aku menangis di hadapannya.
ditegur aku lagak dia seorang ibu.
cukup untuk membuat aku bertahan di wad itu selama satu minggu.
setiap kali aku stress, aku duduk dan mengadu pada ibu itu.
pesakit 2.
masuk kerana sakit yang biasa2.
Satu hari, tiba satu result, HIV reaktif.
gadis yang baru berumur 18 tahun.
Aku cuba beriak tenang. Ini pesakit pertama dan pengalaman pertama aku berhadapan dengan kes fresh HIV.
Breaking bad news? aku seorang?
Akhirnya, di depan Afi aku menangis.
I talked talked talked to the patient to the parent. wajah dan suasana yang aku tidak akan lupa.
pesakit 3.
89 y.o Indian lady.
susuk tubuh yang sangat kurus.
badan yang lemah.
ditinggalkan pada waktu malam keseorangan tanpa penjaga.
Sedangkan segerembolan anak datang konon dari X , risau akan kondisi si ibu.
tetapi tetap ditinggalkan ibu itu keseorangan.
sayu aku, apabila ibu itu tetap mengatakan dia sudah tidak batuk, sedangkan di depan aku sendiri dia masih batuk2. hanya kerana tidak mahu tinggal di hospital.
duhai si anak.
pesakit 4.
RVD patient.
kurus. kulit berkudis kudis.
angkara si suami.
kali ini, aku lebih tegar.
kerana dia pesakit RVD kedua aku.
aku cucuk berkali kali untuk ambil darah tetapi gagal biarpun uratnya sangat jelas kelihatan angkara susuk tubuhnya kurus melidi.collapsed vein.
Akhirnya berjaya setelah vein pada bahunya yang dicucuk.
tabah wanita itu.
viral load .. HAART..
Ini antara kisah pesakit2 pertama aku yang aku ingat wajah dan kisah mereka. ditulis ringkas, namun kisah mereka lekat kuat dalam hati aku.
Aku mungkin lemah apabila aku give up medical as my first posting, but I did that after think so thoroughly. Aku akan kembali ke medikal selepas aku betul2 bersedia.
Tell you, suasana di wad medikal HTAA, those patient are yours. eventhough u r tagger. all their complaints, management are yours. u decide, you do it. u r not HO's, u r MO's. U r not the first poster, U r the 2nd n above posters. Everyone expect U to know everything already. Trust me, we have to run run and run.
Thursday, October 10, 2013
Day 2 taggers
OMG, this is so stressful lifestyle.
Im gonna die . die. die.
stress level is increasing.
If I were U student, hell, I study really hard.
Ill make sure I can manage patient during my student time lagi so that I wont in real shock.
Tell U, I just taking care of 1cubicle only.
with 5-10 patient. With a lot of orders to be accomplish .
With a lot of energy needed to trace all those results.
With staff nurse every now and then, dr, bp patient naik, nak wat ape ni? dr, patient ni ade temperature during blood transfusion.
Nak insert branula, taking blood.
X payah mention PD, chest tube n so ngeng2 and the geng... complete this and that so that Ull pass ur tagging period. OMG die. die. die.
tagging period? two weeks? off tag means start call alone in the night. ? God.!
"New HO, how come u this small thing pun u nak mention kat I." kata MO
"Oh , HUSM, shud be terer. x payah orientasilah"
kekambing kekambing kekambing.
ape2 pun senyum jela..
pastu bebel2 kat afi ngn anwar.
bebel2..
pastu bebel2 kat sini pulak.
oklah bye.
InsyaAllah, we will be a good and best and humble doctor one day.
Time nangis kita nangis. Time kerja kita kerja.
p/s : Apa pun yang kita buat kalau sebab dunia, penat jelah yang kita dapat.
Im gonna die . die. die.
stress level is increasing.
If I were U student, hell, I study really hard.
Ill make sure I can manage patient during my student time lagi so that I wont in real shock.
Tell U, I just taking care of 1cubicle only.
with 5-10 patient. With a lot of orders to be accomplish .
With a lot of energy needed to trace all those results.
With staff nurse every now and then, dr, bp patient naik, nak wat ape ni? dr, patient ni ade temperature during blood transfusion.
Nak insert branula, taking blood.
X payah mention PD, chest tube n so ngeng2 and the geng... complete this and that so that Ull pass ur tagging period. OMG die. die. die.
tagging period? two weeks? off tag means start call alone in the night. ? God.!
"New HO, how come u this small thing pun u nak mention kat I." kata MO
"Oh , HUSM, shud be terer. x payah orientasilah"
kekambing kekambing kekambing.
ape2 pun senyum jela..
pastu bebel2 kat afi ngn anwar.
bebel2..
pastu bebel2 kat sini pulak.
oklah bye.
InsyaAllah, we will be a good and best and humble doctor one day.
Time nangis kita nangis. Time kerja kita kerja.
p/s : Apa pun yang kita buat kalau sebab dunia, penat jelah yang kita dapat.
Monday, October 7, 2013
BFMP
Assalamualaikum wbt ladies,
Actually bukak laptop sebab nak baca notes, tapi kite update dulu ape2 yg patut kat sini.hihi
Hari ni dah tau posting ape.
Pukul 5 tadi, berkejaran cari k. Radin.
So, afi, anwar and I dapat medikal.
Zurina dan hamidah dapat O&G.
Lai dan Wan Yi dapat surgeri.
May dan Yaseer dapat orthopedik.
Bukan dapat sangat lah pun.
kitorang choose and divide among kitorang ikot kuota given.
nampak sikit je slide tu.
padahal bersepah giler.
banyak kali trial tapi kena choose the best three je setiap sorang.
Ingatkan nak ambil gambar time slide banyak bersepah tu, biar nampak sikit gigihnya.
Tapi yelah kan, fon kite gambar dah x cantik.
Gambar ni sume pon, wat muke kesian pinjam ipong afi.
gigih nak ambil gambar. fotografer tegar katanya. haha.
Ada orang bagi gambar semalam.
haha. bukan dia bagi pun. tapi nak upload jugak.
suspicious kan korang? sape tu ? sape tu?
Friday, October 4, 2013
First week as housemen
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Assalamualaikum ladies ^^
Stukur Ya Allah, minggu pertama as housemen dapat survive dengan jayanya dan dapat cuti this weekend... yezza.
Day 1
Pergi Jabatan Kesihatan Negeri Pahang dan register kat sana
Pergi Jabatan Sumber Manusia HTAA dan daftar kat situ.
Pergi asrama jururawat HTAA dan daftar bilik dekat situ.
Syukur juga, saya dan May dapat bilik yang ada aircond.
Day 2
Dengar talk tentang Breast ca dan dapat makan sandwich telur..huhu
Dengar taklimat oleh staff nurse zubaidah (K.Zu)
Dengar taklimat lagi pasal wound oleh staff nurse jugak tapi x ingat nama
Amik darah untuk cek HepB
Day 3
Duduk dekat klinik darah bersepadu.
Dari pagi sampai petang ambil darah jugak.
Duduk dekat kaunter tolong K.Zah label bottle.
Time amik darah, hati tak debar pun tapi tangan gigil2.
Kan saya ada masalah tangan gigil.
Tapi Alhamdulillah, semua urat senang jumpe n x de masalah pun amik darah except part ketar tu.
Day 4
Sambung ambil darah lagi.
Each of us kena ambil 30 darah pesakit.
Hari ni semua dah cukup. Siap ada yang lebih lagi.
K.Zah kata excellant lah budak USM ni.. hahha (bangga juga sikit2.. astagfirullahalazim) hihiu
Abang Razi datang lawat. K.Erma pun ada singgah.
Day 5
Ambil darah lagi kat klinik darah bersepadu.
Pergi buat mantoux test kat klinik respiratory.
Sakit juga kena prick ooo..
Mau nangis2.
Hari ni K.Zah bagi balik awal.
Sambil tunggu punch card pukul 5, kami lepak library.
..................................................................................................
ok.. tadi uncle ong bagi kami cop... yeay!! semangat2.. comel copnye.. warna pink gitu.. hahha.. jadi kami main cop2 kertas..hihu
Assalamualaikum ladies ^^
Stukur Ya Allah, minggu pertama as housemen dapat survive dengan jayanya dan dapat cuti this weekend... yezza.
Day 1
Pergi Jabatan Kesihatan Negeri Pahang dan register kat sana
Pergi Jabatan Sumber Manusia HTAA dan daftar kat situ.
Pergi asrama jururawat HTAA dan daftar bilik dekat situ.
Syukur juga, saya dan May dapat bilik yang ada aircond.
Day 2
Dengar talk tentang Breast ca dan dapat makan sandwich telur..huhu
Dengar taklimat oleh staff nurse zubaidah (K.Zu)
Dengar taklimat lagi pasal wound oleh staff nurse jugak tapi x ingat nama
Amik darah untuk cek HepB
Day 3
Duduk dekat klinik darah bersepadu.
Dari pagi sampai petang ambil darah jugak.
Duduk dekat kaunter tolong K.Zah label bottle.
Time amik darah, hati tak debar pun tapi tangan gigil2.
Kan saya ada masalah tangan gigil.
Tapi Alhamdulillah, semua urat senang jumpe n x de masalah pun amik darah except part ketar tu.
Day 4
Sambung ambil darah lagi.
Each of us kena ambil 30 darah pesakit.
Hari ni semua dah cukup. Siap ada yang lebih lagi.
K.Zah kata excellant lah budak USM ni.. hahha (bangga juga sikit2.. astagfirullahalazim) hihiu
Abang Razi datang lawat. K.Erma pun ada singgah.
Day 5
Ambil darah lagi kat klinik darah bersepadu.
Pergi buat mantoux test kat klinik respiratory.
Sakit juga kena prick ooo..
Mau nangis2.
Hari ni K.Zah bagi balik awal.
Sambil tunggu punch card pukul 5, kami lepak library.
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Monday, September 30, 2013
nak start kejelah
hahaha...
I baru bangun susun2 folder seme..
Ntah pepe... nak wat semalam cam malas je..
seb bek je, all d documents dah ade. siap nak print out n susun2 je.
Semalam.
Jawapan yang aku cari, aku terima.
Kalau dulu jawapan ni aku terima, mungkin menangis meraung gak la.
Tapi semalam x tau what I should feel.
The feeling is not so intense. N lega pun ade coz akhirnya... terhurai~
I bet my instinct damn kuat.
Seriously. I can feel if something happen or gonna happen.
Lelaki,
dia mungkin x lihat lagi d worst scenario.
Ive been watching dying peoples.
Ive been clerking terminal ill patient.
Ive been seing peoples with hardship/ poor.
So I wish he could be strong and keep fighting.
nak tulis panjang2 lagi.. tapi nak g gosok bajulah.
later~
I baru bangun susun2 folder seme..
Ntah pepe... nak wat semalam cam malas je..
seb bek je, all d documents dah ade. siap nak print out n susun2 je.
Semalam.
Jawapan yang aku cari, aku terima.
Kalau dulu jawapan ni aku terima, mungkin menangis meraung gak la.
Tapi semalam x tau what I should feel.
The feeling is not so intense. N lega pun ade coz akhirnya... terhurai~
I bet my instinct damn kuat.
Seriously. I can feel if something happen or gonna happen.
Lelaki,
dia mungkin x lihat lagi d worst scenario.
Ive been watching dying peoples.
Ive been clerking terminal ill patient.
Ive been seing peoples with hardship/ poor.
So I wish he could be strong and keep fighting.
nak tulis panjang2 lagi.. tapi nak g gosok bajulah.
later~
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
write a bit
Assalamualaikum w.b.t ladies.
I am packing my luggage for convocation as well induction.
I bet all my free time is going to leave me soon.
Very soon.
Pin bUnga.
What the heck is that?
hahha... Little did I expect the flower brooch is booming -bOOOO-
I did for my young2 cousin two days ago.
What did I get in return?
OMG, abundant orders from their friends...
Hey budak2, I have no time to do all those anymore.
I rase x cantik pun - my mom kate " budak2... sukelah bende camtu"
Apelah budak2 ni....
Books
Ive lot to do with my readings..
Now I feel so rugi by spending my time for sleeping.
This is so rugi so rugi.
Relationships
I am happy with so many good news surround me..
News about Farah.. News about Ale..
And I am happy spending my time chitchatting with topies.
Love
I feel like Ive got one more shot to get it right.
I simply cant risk getting into another bad relationship because it's just too darn hard to get out again.
I havent got any more escape acts in me.
Okay, I wont be here for quite some time..
Gonna miss you readers~ cam artis lak~ dadaaaaaa~
I am packing my luggage for convocation as well induction.
I bet all my free time is going to leave me soon.
Very soon.
Pin bUnga.
What the heck is that?
hahha... Little did I expect the flower brooch is booming -bOOOO-
I did for my young2 cousin two days ago.
What did I get in return?
OMG, abundant orders from their friends...
Hey budak2, I have no time to do all those anymore.
I rase x cantik pun - my mom kate " budak2... sukelah bende camtu"
Apelah budak2 ni....
Books
Ive lot to do with my readings..
Now I feel so rugi by spending my time for sleeping.
This is so rugi so rugi.
Relationships
I am happy with so many good news surround me..
News about Farah.. News about Ale..
And I am happy spending my time chitchatting with topies.
Love
I feel like Ive got one more shot to get it right.
I simply cant risk getting into another bad relationship because it's just too darn hard to get out again.
I havent got any more escape acts in me.
Okay, I wont be here for quite some time..
Gonna miss you readers~ cam artis lak~ dadaaaaaa~
Friday, September 13, 2013
Life recently
Ive been trying to reread this book. As far as I remember I havent finish reading this book in the past. The story is quite boring and the plot is so slow expanding. Yeah, Ive been keeping this book as my company for the past one week and I am not able to finish it yet. How disappointing. One thing I love about this story, is the relationship between Joyce and her father. 75 years old father who keep calling Joyce as Graccie, in the name of his late wife. Yeah, when you become old and alone and all you have is a photo of your wife/husband in your pocket and everything goes cloudy when your memories fails you; it touched me most.
This Korean drama is good. I am still in my 9th episode. This drama is heart touching. Some of the episode cause my tears to roll down my cheek. Bulat bulat Gemuk Gemuk. And it is one of the way to increase my spirit before starting my journey as a housemen in about three weeks time.
Haha... Just feel to repost this picture. I think this is damn cool. I captured this picture around November 2009 and I still remember why I wrote those caption in the picture. It just a moment that bring some value to me. Yeah, as we know, every picture talk. That is why I love to capture all the moments that I have gone through and make a journal somewhere..
Ive been reading debumelukut and Abil Fikri blogs. Their stories is just a wow! They are enduring a great hardship and it reminds me that life is never easy. Everyone has their own stories and fighting to come up with to be happy. Like what Ive been sharing with my buddies, there is just a tiny line between happiness and sadness. The border is cloudy. But to wake up in the darkness, to fight the overwhelming feeling, to accept things that you dont even want to believe yourself, it need a great courage. Yeah, the line is tiny. When U get over the tiny line, then u will see the happiness on the other side. If you do that, U will be a different person. A stronger and better one.
Monday, September 9, 2013
wee hour
Assalamualaikum wbt ladies.
I have so little free time left yet I have much to do. I promised my bestie, khairunnisa liyana to hang out together since she is currently in Malaysia due to Mesir's riot, but somehow we still havent got the chance.
I promised my secondary schoolmate Husna, Lini and Ammar to meet them up in UIA yet I still havent do that.
Yeah beb, I know all what I want to do are hang out with friends. Yeah.. I know I know I know.
If you ask me what should we do with our left precious time, my answer is just do our routine. Our holidays routine while maximize it to the fullest. Read if you enjoy reading. Sleep if you enjoy sleeping just like what I did.. heeeee~
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Well, life is going on and on. It might not be easy or should I say damn HARD! but I bet it is not going to last forever at least. Yeah, I should bear it a little more. Go Ainin go!
I have so little free time left yet I have much to do. I promised my bestie, khairunnisa liyana to hang out together since she is currently in Malaysia due to Mesir's riot, but somehow we still havent got the chance.
I promised my secondary schoolmate Husna, Lini and Ammar to meet them up in UIA yet I still havent do that.
Yeah beb, I know all what I want to do are hang out with friends. Yeah.. I know I know I know.
If you ask me what should we do with our left precious time, my answer is just do our routine. Our holidays routine while maximize it to the fullest. Read if you enjoy reading. Sleep if you enjoy sleeping just like what I did.. heeeee~
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Well, life is going on and on. It might not be easy or should I say damn HARD! but I bet it is not going to last forever at least. Yeah, I should bear it a little more. Go Ainin go!
Friday, September 6, 2013
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Little She and Kain Felt
Alkisah aku dan kakak ke Daiso semata mata mahu mencari kain felt untuk little she yang konon mahu jual kraft feltnya kepada kawan2.
Semalam di waktu senja, semangat dia menjemput rakan2 di sekeliling rumah untuk melihat kain felt beliau dan mengambil tempahan.
Hari ini, dia suruh aku gunting sedikit dari kain feltnya untuk dibawa ke sekolah petangnya; konon untuk siapkan tempahan kawannya di sekolah. Mak tak bagi dengan alasan pergi sekolah untuk belajar bukan untuk buat kerja luar bidang, merajuk little she dengan muncung panjang satu kaki.
Maghrib tadi aku keluar, bila aku pulang di waktu malam, dia jemput aku luar rumah sambil melaporkan bahawa kakakku, k.ain dah tolong print out tulisan tetapi dia gunting huruf A hampir putus. Makanya, aku harus guntingkan tulisan2 tu untuk dia.
Itu cerita yang okay. Cerita yang tak okaynya, dia suruh aku gunting kain felt, jahit kain felt dan hias kain feltnya. Persoalannya, siapa yang sibuk nak menjual ni? Siapa yang semangat ambil tempahan ni? Siapa yang semangat dan bermangat mangat? Dan dia sibuk cari gambar misai kat internet yang katanya trend zamannya rantai misai, brooch misai dan semuannya misailah. Dan sampai masanya, dia masuk tidur sebab esok dia sekolah.
Jahitan insang pari yang sudah luput dalam ingatan. Teringat gambar dan caranya dalam buku kemahiran hidup ERT Form berapa x ingat.
Yang pasti, pada hari esok, dia mesti tanya aku, "doh siap ko hok kawe yah tepoh tu?"
Semalam di waktu senja, semangat dia menjemput rakan2 di sekeliling rumah untuk melihat kain felt beliau dan mengambil tempahan.
Hari ini, dia suruh aku gunting sedikit dari kain feltnya untuk dibawa ke sekolah petangnya; konon untuk siapkan tempahan kawannya di sekolah. Mak tak bagi dengan alasan pergi sekolah untuk belajar bukan untuk buat kerja luar bidang, merajuk little she dengan muncung panjang satu kaki.
Maghrib tadi aku keluar, bila aku pulang di waktu malam, dia jemput aku luar rumah sambil melaporkan bahawa kakakku, k.ain dah tolong print out tulisan tetapi dia gunting huruf A hampir putus. Makanya, aku harus guntingkan tulisan2 tu untuk dia.
Itu cerita yang okay. Cerita yang tak okaynya, dia suruh aku gunting kain felt, jahit kain felt dan hias kain feltnya. Persoalannya, siapa yang sibuk nak menjual ni? Siapa yang semangat ambil tempahan ni? Siapa yang semangat dan bermangat mangat? Dan dia sibuk cari gambar misai kat internet yang katanya trend zamannya rantai misai, brooch misai dan semuannya misailah. Dan sampai masanya, dia masuk tidur sebab esok dia sekolah.
Yang pasti, pada hari esok, dia mesti tanya aku, "doh siap ko hok kawe yah tepoh tu?"
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
jAlaM - JaLam UIA~
Oh yihaaa~
So, telling U , Ive been in Baghdad ~ ohooo a.k.a Istanbul~ today.
Tipuu jeee... Ive been accompanying my sister to UIA main campus for her English test.
So overall, I am so excited as this is my first visit there -jakun-
So this is what I do while waiting for her to finish up her test.
I love the structure here. Like what my sister said, it feels like been in Istanbul. Not to mention with various foreigners there. I feel like, O my, do I really in Malaysia ~ hhahahaa.. exaggerate here~
With very limited hours, I just able to spend my time in leisure corner and have no time to explore all the divisons.
This is what took my time and yet I havent finish reading the book. The book really caught my eye and I really lost in it. It is really a good book which bring me to skip to the last chapter to figure out how the story end.
K.Seha @ my sister's bff introduce us to this Ko Hyang Korean stall in MidValley. Haha~ bolehlaaaa, Untuk perut orang melayu macam kami2 ni, petang tu kena top up dengan nasi goreng kampung pulak... hahhahaa.
So, telling U , Ive been in Baghdad ~ ohooo a.k.a Istanbul~ today.
Tipuu jeee... Ive been accompanying my sister to UIA main campus for her English test.
So overall, I am so excited as this is my first visit there -jakun-
So this is what I do while waiting for her to finish up her test.
I love the structure here. Like what my sister said, it feels like been in Istanbul. Not to mention with various foreigners there. I feel like, O my, do I really in Malaysia ~ hhahahaa.. exaggerate here~
With very limited hours, I just able to spend my time in leisure corner and have no time to explore all the divisons.
This is what took my time and yet I havent finish reading the book. The book really caught my eye and I really lost in it. It is really a good book which bring me to skip to the last chapter to figure out how the story end.
K.Seha @ my sister's bff introduce us to this Ko Hyang Korean stall in MidValley. Haha~ bolehlaaaa, Untuk perut orang melayu macam kami2 ni, petang tu kena top up dengan nasi goreng kampung pulak... hahhahaa.
This is a photo of us enjoying the ice cream.. yummmmmyyyyhhh!
Till then~
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
starting business
Assalamualaikum wbt ladies and gentleman.
My little Sherah and I have been starting a business.. Huhuahuahua... So, today is my first day of sale. Emm, Alhamdulillah the profit for today is Rm7.50. Not much huh... Just as what my father said " bapo banyok jah la bulih" Hehehheeeee
Well, money doesnt matter. The passion and excitement in doing little things in life that matter most.
Of course our sale manager is little she. So today, she came back from school with few orders for the next day. Walawehhhhh, shes really good in promoting.
Well, what the hack am I not sleeping yet and still writing this journal. Ohhooo, telling U, I am just done with stitching things. My fingers hurts and my eyes doesnt feel sleepy as usual. Here's come the passion of writing and updating little sweet things of my life.
huhu. I have to get my sleep now. Well dears, lots of love
- hari ni baru pegi tukar mycard after 7 years - nasib x kena denda-
My little Sherah and I have been starting a business.. Huhuahuahua... So, today is my first day of sale. Emm, Alhamdulillah the profit for today is Rm7.50. Not much huh... Just as what my father said " bapo banyok jah la bulih" Hehehheeeee
Well, money doesnt matter. The passion and excitement in doing little things in life that matter most.
Of course our sale manager is little she. So today, she came back from school with few orders for the next day. Walawehhhhh, shes really good in promoting.
Well, what the hack am I not sleeping yet and still writing this journal. Ohhooo, telling U, I am just done with stitching things. My fingers hurts and my eyes doesnt feel sleepy as usual. Here's come the passion of writing and updating little sweet things of my life.
huhu. I have to get my sleep now. Well dears, lots of love
- hari ni baru pegi tukar mycard after 7 years - nasib x kena denda-
Monday, August 26, 2013
what matter
Convocation is just around the corner.
Have lots to think off.
Oh ladies.
what dress?
what shoes?
what hijab?
come on ladies..
Escapade.
This is what I dream of
Having google some of beautiful and breathtaking places in the world, I am sooooo craving.
This time my craving is not for food, instead it is for magnificent and romantic places ever.
I want to be here and there.
Haha... DAYDREAmING huh.
Someday I will make it come true.
Passion
One time ago, I am so in love with mystery and cute things.
Just like Pitts. Part of the favourite character that I can think of.
As much as my passion in writing and drawing.
Somehow, Ive abandoned them all for quite some time.
I think this is because of hormonal changes as part of my maturity process.
Matured huh? ahaaa... hahhaha
Have lots to think off.
Oh ladies.
what dress?
what shoes?
what hijab?
come on ladies..
Escapade.
This is what I dream of
Having google some of beautiful and breathtaking places in the world, I am sooooo craving.
This time my craving is not for food, instead it is for magnificent and romantic places ever.
I want to be here and there.
Haha... DAYDREAmING huh.
Someday I will make it come true.
Passion
One time ago, I am so in love with mystery and cute things.
Just like Pitts. Part of the favourite character that I can think of.
As much as my passion in writing and drawing.
Somehow, Ive abandoned them all for quite some time.
I think this is because of hormonal changes as part of my maturity process.
Matured huh? ahaaa... hahhaha
Friday, August 23, 2013
hAhA
This is really our favourite method of communication.
kan kan?
Lain lain manusia tak faham.
Tapi kita faham kenapa kita suka cara begini.
Menulis tanpa alamat tuju.
Bezanya, bahasamu telus, bahasaku puitis gitu... ihiksszz
Pernah kita ikrarkan, ukhwah kita lillahi.
Tercalarnya bukan ukhwah itu yang tercalar sebaliknya iman iman kita yang sedang sakit.
Aku tutup apa yang aku tidak suka lihat.
Aku tutup apa yang aku terlalu suka untuk lihat.
Kenapa?
Kerana hatiku sukar untuk dididik.
Saat ianya suka, keterlaluan ia suka.
Saat ianya sakit, keterlaluan ia sakit.
Aku mahu punya hati yang sederhana.
Dikawal mudah.
Bebas dari prasangka yang bukan bukan.
Bebas dari minda yang suka meneka tanpa bicara secara semuka.
Oleh itu - ignorance is bliss-
Reason?
Cukuplah aku katakan aku sedang diuji.
Diuji dengan perasaanku sendiri.
Aku tidak pandai marah.
Aku tidak pandai mengatakan apa yang aku tidak suka.
Tiap kali aku ingin bicara kata benci, lidahku sering membeloti diriku, di sua suakan dengan kata manis bahawa aku sebenarnya okay. tidak terkesan.
Walau hakikat sebenarnya tidak begitu.
Aku rasa kita berdua sama.
Anak manja.
Suka memberontak.
Tapi cara kita berbeza.
-Suatu hari aku akan kembali-
kan kan?
Lain lain manusia tak faham.
Tapi kita faham kenapa kita suka cara begini.
Menulis tanpa alamat tuju.
Bezanya, bahasamu telus, bahasaku puitis gitu... ihiksszz
Pernah kita ikrarkan, ukhwah kita lillahi.
Tercalarnya bukan ukhwah itu yang tercalar sebaliknya iman iman kita yang sedang sakit.
Aku tutup apa yang aku tidak suka lihat.
Aku tutup apa yang aku terlalu suka untuk lihat.
Kenapa?
Kerana hatiku sukar untuk dididik.
Saat ianya suka, keterlaluan ia suka.
Saat ianya sakit, keterlaluan ia sakit.
Aku mahu punya hati yang sederhana.
Dikawal mudah.
Bebas dari prasangka yang bukan bukan.
Bebas dari minda yang suka meneka tanpa bicara secara semuka.
Oleh itu - ignorance is bliss-
Reason?
Cukuplah aku katakan aku sedang diuji.
Diuji dengan perasaanku sendiri.
Aku tidak pandai marah.
Aku tidak pandai mengatakan apa yang aku tidak suka.
Tiap kali aku ingin bicara kata benci, lidahku sering membeloti diriku, di sua suakan dengan kata manis bahawa aku sebenarnya okay. tidak terkesan.
Walau hakikat sebenarnya tidak begitu.
Aku rasa kita berdua sama.
Anak manja.
Suka memberontak.
Tapi cara kita berbeza.
-Suatu hari aku akan kembali-
Monday, July 29, 2013
Piece of letter in Ramadhan 2013
Salam. Morning peeps.
I am a morning morning morning birds.
Birds are chirping chirping chirping around.
So, this bird want to babling babling babling seround
Haha. Alhamdulillah al kulli hal.
We have been waiting for this letter for ages.
Our eyes envied our collegues from other varsities which received this letter months ago and already start their hell housemenship journey.
And whilst, here we are enjoying over this piece of paper. hooray day and night.
So, by receiving this letter, it means that we have so little free time left to enjoy our freedom.
It means that maybe this ramadhan is going to be the last ramadhan that we can enjoy the break fasting like other normal persons. Sitting ethically in the dining table with the families and enjoying the meal calmly for the whole 29 days in ramadhan.
Maybe we should enjoy our raya to the fullest for this syawal.
I cannot guarantee that Ill be celebrating my next next next upcoming raya like other normal person as well.
I might be celebrating the raya in the casualty, or in my room, taking my nap after postcall.
hahaha..
Sounds like a joke right. How I wish it is.
Talking about ramadhan.
Alhamdulillah, again Allah heard us.
He brought us here to go through this month.
Not all are lucky enough to enjoy this ramadhan.
Some went to see Him early enough, before or in this month.
Al Fatihah to late Cg Suh, my paternal sided relative who went to see Him last week due to motorcycle accident.
He is someone who I adore his smile.
I am a morning morning morning birds.
Birds are chirping chirping chirping around.
So, this bird want to babling babling babling seround
Haha. Alhamdulillah al kulli hal.
We have been waiting for this letter for ages.
Our eyes envied our collegues from other varsities which received this letter months ago and already start their hell housemenship journey.
And whilst, here we are enjoying over this piece of paper. hooray day and night.
So, by receiving this letter, it means that we have so little free time left to enjoy our freedom.
It means that maybe this ramadhan is going to be the last ramadhan that we can enjoy the break fasting like other normal persons. Sitting ethically in the dining table with the families and enjoying the meal calmly for the whole 29 days in ramadhan.
Maybe we should enjoy our raya to the fullest for this syawal.
I cannot guarantee that Ill be celebrating my next next next upcoming raya like other normal person as well.
I might be celebrating the raya in the casualty, or in my room, taking my nap after postcall.
hahaha..
Sounds like a joke right. How I wish it is.
Talking about ramadhan.
Alhamdulillah, again Allah heard us.
He brought us here to go through this month.
Not all are lucky enough to enjoy this ramadhan.
Some went to see Him early enough, before or in this month.
Al Fatihah to late Cg Suh, my paternal sided relative who went to see Him last week due to motorcycle accident.
He is someone who I adore his smile.
This is our annual activity, Breakfasting at Padang. I dont understand why she enjoyed that very much. Hmmm... budak budak
By the way, we are entering the 3rd phase of Ramadhan.
- FAsa MEmburu LAilatuqadar -
Oh Allah, the most beneficience, the most forgiving, the most gracious.
Do hear us.
Saturday, July 27, 2013
Awak
Awak,
Diminta sebab, diam aku berikan.
Bukan tidak mahu menjawab, tetapi bimbang tersalah jawab.
Mungkin
I write better than talk.
Lebih tulus dan telus.
Alasanku - menjaga izzah diri -
kemuliaan diriku.
Menjaga diriku agar jauh dari sifat mazmumah segala.
Hasad, prasangka, dan sengketa.
Adapun, menjaga hati itu sukar.
Terlalu sukar.
Mulutku mampu aku diamkan,
Kata kataku mampu aku kiaskan,
tapi bukan hatiku.
Saat terdetik rasa, aku bimbang bertambahlah catitan dalam sijjin.
Nauzubillahiminzalik.
Awak,
Bukan salahmu yang aku larikan,
Bukan sengketa juga yang aku carikan,
tapi aku mahu kau tahu,
aku juga insan biasa yang penuh dengan hasad dan prasangka.
Aku kira, ini yang terbaik buat diriku, walau bukan untukmu.
Telah bersabda Nabi s.a.w: Sesungguhnya di dalam tubuh (manusia) ada seketul daging, jika baik daging itu maka baiklah seluruh tubuhnya, dan jika rosak daging itu maka rosaklah seluruh tubuhnya dan ketahuilah bahawa dialah hati. (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)
Diminta sebab, diam aku berikan.
Bukan tidak mahu menjawab, tetapi bimbang tersalah jawab.
Mungkin
I write better than talk.
Lebih tulus dan telus.
Alasanku - menjaga izzah diri -
kemuliaan diriku.
Menjaga diriku agar jauh dari sifat mazmumah segala.
Hasad, prasangka, dan sengketa.
Adapun, menjaga hati itu sukar.
Terlalu sukar.
Mulutku mampu aku diamkan,
Kata kataku mampu aku kiaskan,
tapi bukan hatiku.
Saat terdetik rasa, aku bimbang bertambahlah catitan dalam sijjin.
Nauzubillahiminzalik.
Awak,
Bukan salahmu yang aku larikan,
Bukan sengketa juga yang aku carikan,
tapi aku mahu kau tahu,
aku juga insan biasa yang penuh dengan hasad dan prasangka.
Aku kira, ini yang terbaik buat diriku, walau bukan untukmu.
Telah bersabda Nabi s.a.w: Sesungguhnya di dalam tubuh (manusia) ada seketul daging, jika baik daging itu maka baiklah seluruh tubuhnya, dan jika rosak daging itu maka rosaklah seluruh tubuhnya dan ketahuilah bahawa dialah hati. (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)
Saturday, July 20, 2013
Belajar dari jatuh
Terkesan dengan satu madah
hidup adalah proses jatuh dan bangun
berbilang kali jatuh dan berbilang kali bangun
berbilang kali dan berkali kali.
Untunglah mereka yang jatuh tetapi bangkit dengan kelebihan.
Rugilah bagi mereka yang jatuh tetapi bangkit dengan kelemahan.
Jadilah mereka yang jatuh dan belajar dari kisah jatuhnya.
Jauhilah mereka yang jatuh dan menyalahkan musabab jatuhnya.
Sabda Ya Habibi, rasul pilihan ilahi ; Seorang mukmin itu tidak akan jatuh ke lubang yang sama buat kedua kalinya.
Proses belajar.
Teringat pesan ustaz don daniyal dalam rancangan 30 minit Ustaz.
Zaman belajar, adalah zaman untuk belajar segalanya.
zaman untuk menangis kesedihan, menangis kelukaan, terhenyak kesakitan dan belajar segala apa yang harus kita belajar.
Kerana zaman belajar, senang minta cuti - cuti untuk menangis meratap-
Zaman kerja, haramlah kau nak minta cuti - "bos, saya tengah berdukacita, mc 2 hari bos" - harapansajalah-
Proses belajar itu sungguh bukan mudah.
Cagarannya bukan berdikit dikit, malahan memakan segala yang kau ada.
Menjadikan Si Kaya kemiskinan.
Menjadikan Si Miskin kefakiran.
(Oh tetapi bergantung sajalah pada definisi kaya buatmu - Kaya = merasa cukup dengan apa yang kau ada, maka selama lamanya kau akan kaya)
Belajar itu bukan mudah.
Ya, makan masa . Makan duit. Makan semangat kita. Makan segala apa yang kau ada.
Ya, kerana itulah, nikmat kejayaan itu manis sekali.
Hadiah bagi mereka yang tekun dan sabar.
Walau, hadirnya tidak tahu bila.
hidup adalah proses jatuh dan bangun
berbilang kali jatuh dan berbilang kali bangun
berbilang kali dan berkali kali.
Untunglah mereka yang jatuh tetapi bangkit dengan kelebihan.
Rugilah bagi mereka yang jatuh tetapi bangkit dengan kelemahan.
Jadilah mereka yang jatuh dan belajar dari kisah jatuhnya.
Jauhilah mereka yang jatuh dan menyalahkan musabab jatuhnya.
Sabda Ya Habibi, rasul pilihan ilahi ; Seorang mukmin itu tidak akan jatuh ke lubang yang sama buat kedua kalinya.
Proses belajar.
Teringat pesan ustaz don daniyal dalam rancangan 30 minit Ustaz.
Zaman belajar, adalah zaman untuk belajar segalanya.
zaman untuk menangis kesedihan, menangis kelukaan, terhenyak kesakitan dan belajar segala apa yang harus kita belajar.
Kerana zaman belajar, senang minta cuti - cuti untuk menangis meratap-
Zaman kerja, haramlah kau nak minta cuti - "bos, saya tengah berdukacita, mc 2 hari bos" - harapansajalah-
Proses belajar itu sungguh bukan mudah.
Cagarannya bukan berdikit dikit, malahan memakan segala yang kau ada.
Menjadikan Si Kaya kemiskinan.
Menjadikan Si Miskin kefakiran.
(Oh tetapi bergantung sajalah pada definisi kaya buatmu - Kaya = merasa cukup dengan apa yang kau ada, maka selama lamanya kau akan kaya)
Belajar itu bukan mudah.
Ya, makan masa . Makan duit. Makan semangat kita. Makan segala apa yang kau ada.
Ya, kerana itulah, nikmat kejayaan itu manis sekali.
Hadiah bagi mereka yang tekun dan sabar.
Walau, hadirnya tidak tahu bila.
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
K.Sya's wedd
This special event was held on early May 2013.
Since I have so much free time now I feel like sharing few pics of the event now.
ahaksz... hope not soooooo expired yet.
heee... Alhamdulillah.. langsai sudah satu event..
next.. next.. next..
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
cerita pasal exam -pRo 3-
dah hampir satu bulan lepas exam.
dah hampir satu bulan bergelar unofficial doctor
dah hampir satu bulan jalan sana sini, goyang goyang kaki. kait itu ini.
hari ni baru nak cerita pasal exam.
hari itu dalam sejarah lah.
x pernah sakit. jarang jarang sakit.
tapi malam sebelum short case, ade diarhoea and muntah3 tiga kali malam exam.
tapi malam sebelum long case, badan naik gegata sampai tak boleh tido, pergi A&E juga subuhnya.
short case dengan prof razak, dr maya and prof shahreza.
sumpah kecut perut.
dengar nama prof shah dengan perut kosong dan badan x sihat bikin kepala pusing saja.
tapi nampak senyum dan tempias semangat seorang ayah dr prof razak bikin hati jadi tenang juga.
Alhamdulillah, segalanya baik baik saja - median nerve injury secondory to tophi compression at ct, neck examination (grave dz) and uterine fibroid-
ini gambar sama prof razak orthopedic. Paediatric team.
Long case pulak, jadi chosen person untuk dapat psychiatric case.
Ainin and psychiatric memang x boleh dipisahkanlah.
Oh, tolong. Jangan ada apa apa perkaitan antara kami.
Alhamdulillah patient sangat cooperative and x susah dapat history dari dia. Biarpun awalnya, chief complaint datang sebab sakit mata. sungguh x leh blah. Terima kasih
Examiner pulak Prof Mustapha Embong sama prof dr ahmad Hatim bin sulaiman dari UM.
Oh seriyus, jatuh centa sama itu dr hatim
Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal - study groupmate version-
contengan dingin malam akan bermula lagi.
Lama x brush up kemahiran menulis.
harap harap masih super shining... huhu
Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah..
Zaman bergelar pelajar sudah habis.
Kini menanti alam pekerjaan.
* terasa lebih matang la pulak tulisan kali ni*
ok sambung
* tengok gambar la jom*
Abang Reman .. Muncung mulutmu akan aku ingat sentiasa. Time worst day of my life, mata bengkak2 sebab nangis x hengat, extract journal kat bawah dm4, study group same2, oh abang reman, moga persahabatan kite kekal selamanya.
xde gambar berdue la plak ngan Jiha (bertudung kelabu) - terasa gedik, gambar berdue ngan lelaki banyak, ngan girl, kurang- .. My other study groupmate... n study fbmate.. otak sangat particular on details . sangat contrast ngan Ai yg cincai2 ni.. - writing pun nak cincai2 jugak- Btw, congratz Jiha.. N tq, sebab mempengaruhi sy supaya jd rajin macam awak esp during gi ward practice PE.
oh. ini bro yang gedik melampau. ketua study group la konon. ketua kritik. pantang ade je kami salah ajar/ x sure source ke, mula membebel berjela jela. - gua letak gambar paling taiko, sebab ini budak memang bajet taiko pon- taiko jiwang-
K.Azwa, kami nantikan kamu... Jangan putus asa dan jangan menyerah sebab aturan Dia sememangnya cantik sudah, kita jualah yang buta, nanar mencari sebab musabab, sedangkan Dia telah berkata, apabila kita diuji, mahunya kita adalah solat dan sabar sahaja. Bukan bingung sendirian mencari penyelesaian.
-Btw, salam Ramadhan, Ampunkan salah silap saya-
Monday, March 11, 2013
Pic rally
Havent update my little bureau for quite some time. Now Im in Psychiatric posting. Another three posting to go before sitting for professional exam on June 2013. Scare much? ahaaa... yea!
Gambar comel before kena marah denagn nurse. ahaks.. rutin harian dah tu.
Now Im Burger King fanzy. Boycotting McD still. Yeah!
In HRPZ 2 Changing room. Berapa kali kena tukar cap da~
Little cuties :D
P/S; Life is too short. Short enough to play around.
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