Duhai siswa siswi,
Aku mohon moga ini entry ku yang terakhir. Aku mahu bersara dari dunia hiburan ini selama dua bulan. Dua bulan ya Mbaakk.. Kambing x U rase kalo beria I deact fb, but then still melepak kat blog site lak rather than have a date with Mr Robbins?. Yeah I rase ia sememangnya kambing. Makanya, aku pilih jalan untuk mendeactivatekan Mrs bullock laks. So teman2, maaf ya, kalo kiranya, I fail to update knowledge tentang kalian2 pasni yah.. Kalian kollin2 gue aja kalo mahu cerita ceritun sesama kita.. yakyakyakyok..
Pagi tadi aku sama Naddo udah ketemu sama itu Prof Shukri atas sebab aku sudah ponteng itu clinical teaching n dia mahu jumpa aku. Reason aku adalah diarrhoea mbak. Ndak sengajalah. Uhuk... " Give me 10 causes of diarrhea?".. Ayokk... "rice water stool?" Udah aku agak aku harus study dulu b4 ketemu sama pak Shukri, namun tidak pula aku nyangka soalan tentang itu. Aku kira soalan block O&G memadai. Ah tergelincir. adoooiiii... malu... But then dapat nice advice. Katanya nasihat dari seorang bapa kepada anak2. Ah! aku respek sama itu Prof. sangat baik dan kebapaan. Wa caya sama dia. Aku lantik prof shuk jadi my idolalah lam bidang kedoktoran ni. Punya ilmu, punya budi dan rendah hati. Aku suka. Nad pun suka.. hehhe
Moral, jgn ponteng2lah CT. kalo diarrhoea pun, pakai toilet spital. Biar doc tau sikit kita ini nggak bohong. haha.. rebut2 sama pasien..
Tomorrow, last Year 3 nye lecture. Amiinnn. Mohonnya next sem, aku udah posting lam umah sakit. Bisa rindu. Sore, aku bakal berangkat ke Perak, Johor dan kemudian pulang ke Kuantan, then back here again to study. Oh another 2 weeks before my S3.. Hahah.. shonok ah. Exam udah dekat. Gawat. ribut. Namun aku masih begini. Aduh!
Kata kata aku buat teman2@ Geng topi + group study mems,
Mari kita langkah sama2.
Pegang tangan erat2.
Kalo gelincir, jangan gundah, aku ada, mereka ada.
Pautlah tanganmu agar kau bisa bangun kembali.
Aku, kau dan mereka punya destinasi yang sama.
Apa jua lorong yang kau lalui, mari kita ketemu di sana.
puncak kejayaan.
Kita jumpa di sana ya!
Nota : Aku ucap good luck awal2, ketika kita semua masih rational. Aku yakin after S3, sume bakal gila. Dunia bakal terkatup. Apa yang kita nampak hanya Pro. Makan minum, layaknya kita cari orang gaji agar kita tidak mati. Nangis, stress itu bisa jadi suppliment tambahan. Mujur saja kita punya Tuhan. Aku harap, bila aku jumpa kalian saat itu, aku x kan tanya.." Dr, dr nampak muke saye ni cane? senyum ke?" Hahha.. itu hanya Arnin, bukan Ainin okay? Ganbatte yep teman2... aja2! fighto!
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Last breath by Ahmed Bukhatir
From those around I hear a Cry,
A muffled sob, a Hopeless sigh,
I hear their footsteps leaving slow,
And then I know my soul must Fly!
A chilly wind begins to blow,
Within my soul, from Head to Toe,
And then, Last Breath escapes my lips,
It's Time to leave. And I must Go!
So, it is True (But it's too Late)
They said: Each soul has its Given Date,
When it must leave its body's core,
And meet with its Eternal Fate.
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows? Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Come on my brothers let us pray
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Oh God! Oh God! I cannot see!
My eyes are Blind! Am I still Me
Or has my soul been led astray,
And forced to pay a Priceless Fee
Alas to Dust we all return,
Some shall rejoice, while others burn,
If only I knew that before
The line grew short, and came my Turn!
And now, as beneath the sod
They lay me (with my record flawed),
They cry, not knowing I cry worse,
For, they go home, I face my God!
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows, Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Come on my brothers let's pray
Decide which now, do not delay ....
A muffled sob, a Hopeless sigh,
I hear their footsteps leaving slow,
And then I know my soul must Fly!
A chilly wind begins to blow,
Within my soul, from Head to Toe,
And then, Last Breath escapes my lips,
It's Time to leave. And I must Go!
So, it is True (But it's too Late)
They said: Each soul has its Given Date,
When it must leave its body's core,
And meet with its Eternal Fate.
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows? Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Come on my brothers let us pray
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Oh God! Oh God! I cannot see!
My eyes are Blind! Am I still Me
Or has my soul been led astray,
And forced to pay a Priceless Fee
Alas to Dust we all return,
Some shall rejoice, while others burn,
If only I knew that before
The line grew short, and came my Turn!
And now, as beneath the sod
They lay me (with my record flawed),
They cry, not knowing I cry worse,
For, they go home, I face my God!
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows, Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Come on my brothers let's pray
Decide which now, do not delay ....
The shadow
Five requests to the shadow.
1. Do hide my feeling well.
2. Be with me all the times in the darkness.
3. Accompany me watching the sunset and sunrise
4. Protect of me from the burning sunlight
5. Accompany me counting the night stars till I realise the cloud has brought you away.
Note: To be truth, I dont have to make any request. You, the shadow has done everything that I wish you to do. And thanks for being my shadow, my dear friends.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
The story
1. People make mistakes. Once, twice, thrice and keep repeating over and over. At once, you will realise how much you have learn from your mistakes. That is life. A whole journey life learning process. But if you never learn from the mistakes, you are going to trap in the cycle of mistakes. You will never get escaped and this is the point when you turn your life into useless rubbish.
2. The story of you and me never be a mistake. It may be end up with happiness or painful knot. Whatever it is, it never and should not be a mistake. Why? Because we both learn and gain something from the story. It contains memories, lessons, as well as training to face the more painful event in life. The story is just the part of our life learning process.
3. World is in sphere shape. Some might say it is a circle. Others might say the world is borderless. People have various perception on certain issue. It depends on how they interprate the stimulus perceived and how they relate with their surrounding. I interprate the story as the way I like. I might tell you, the story is very painful, and what you perceived from me is that, "it is a painful story". But pain to me, is not solely the hurtful pain, it is just a pain that I want more and more. A pain that I want to endure. A pain the I seek for myself. A pain which I need no painkillers.
Note : This is not related to the above post. I enjoy listening to "The Story", Zee Avi. It was superb!. 2009 album, but I just being introduced to the song recently. Hehe.. oh zaman da berubahla deeerrr!
2. The story of you and me never be a mistake. It may be end up with happiness or painful knot. Whatever it is, it never and should not be a mistake. Why? Because we both learn and gain something from the story. It contains memories, lessons, as well as training to face the more painful event in life. The story is just the part of our life learning process.
3. World is in sphere shape. Some might say it is a circle. Others might say the world is borderless. People have various perception on certain issue. It depends on how they interprate the stimulus perceived and how they relate with their surrounding. I interprate the story as the way I like. I might tell you, the story is very painful, and what you perceived from me is that, "it is a painful story". But pain to me, is not solely the hurtful pain, it is just a pain that I want more and more. A pain that I want to endure. A pain the I seek for myself. A pain which I need no painkillers.
Note : This is not related to the above post. I enjoy listening to "The Story", Zee Avi. It was superb!. 2009 album, but I just being introduced to the song recently. Hehe.. oh zaman da berubahla deeerrr!
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Mereka suci
KEM BINA INSANIAH DI SM KEMAHANG ANJURAN MSFT
Tarikh : 21&22 JANUARI 2011
Tempat : SM Kemahang, Tanah Merah
Mereka nakal. Mereka suka kenakan fasi. Mereka suka buat muke bile fasi marah. Dan mereka telah menyebabkan seorang fasi perempuan menangis. Itulah mereka, adik2 F.5 SM Kemahang. Tapi percaya atau tidak, mereka menangis di saat perpisahan kami termasuklah student2 lelaki yang sememangnya tok joro dalam kenakalan. Mereka peluk dan cium tangan fasi2. Mereka dedikasikan lagu buat kami.Mereka tolong angkatkan barang2 kami ke bas. Mereka lambai tangan kepada kami sehingga bas kami hilang di pandangan. Mereka kata " I love U". Dan mereka kata kamilah fasi terbaik. Mereka memang nakal, tetapi mereka suci.
note : Intending to upload some pictures and videos but I have to format my lappy first so that I can edit all those pics n vids. My lappy gerak cam kure2 now. Ley use ntok pakai tenet je.
Tarikh : 21&22 JANUARI 2011
Tempat : SM Kemahang, Tanah Merah
Mereka nakal. Mereka suka kenakan fasi. Mereka suka buat muke bile fasi marah. Dan mereka telah menyebabkan seorang fasi perempuan menangis. Itulah mereka, adik2 F.5 SM Kemahang. Tapi percaya atau tidak, mereka menangis di saat perpisahan kami termasuklah student2 lelaki yang sememangnya tok joro dalam kenakalan. Mereka peluk dan cium tangan fasi2. Mereka dedikasikan lagu buat kami.Mereka tolong angkatkan barang2 kami ke bas. Mereka lambai tangan kepada kami sehingga bas kami hilang di pandangan. Mereka kata " I love U". Dan mereka kata kamilah fasi terbaik. Mereka memang nakal, tetapi mereka suci.
note : Intending to upload some pictures and videos but I have to format my lappy first so that I can edit all those pics n vids. My lappy gerak cam kure2 now. Ley use ntok pakai tenet je.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
KAMBHENG sama BULAN!
HAI KAWAN2...CAK AAA!!
SENYUMAN KAMBHENG
oh konpius2... xtau nak choose gambar kambheng yang ne... sume wat muke cute2... amik due2 jela.. kohkohkoh... malam ni bulan mengambang yang shengal..nanti kan ade serigala jadian, so jgn la gi main malam2 tau... wooooooo... oh bile mud boshan melanda, kambhengla yang jadi mangsa... oh... bulan dan kambing, kalian memang cocok.. nak tau pe yang kambeng sangat hari ni..
- report da siap da... tunggu nak antar sok je...yezza... markah mesti lebih 60 ok dr?? nak antar tok amik S3ni..
- bahan tok 30 minutes talk x cari lagi... nak cakap sal ape ek... merepek kokse2 pon okla... adik2 sure punye eager nak dengar kan.. akak2 n abang2 usm lah katekan... wekkkzzz..haha.. last projek b4 exam.. all da besh lah grup kami.
-surat mintak heller( ntah cane eje ntah.. ).. sengal je pakcik tu, x yah la nak mintak surat2, leceh je..bagi je kan senang... oh prosedur duniawi sume ni..btw, saya salute same en.ayie.. kalo sy ley bg award best worker, sure sy da bg kat die... dy d bestla... yang lain ala2 moderate jela.. muke kalo x muncung, muncing je.. wadooo laaa.. penat kot keje kat usm nih...
-kawe2 gi make kat cim cum tadik... bestnye la.. mau itot, tapi meeting msft yang kambeng lak.. adesh.. plus nak wat report.. so skunk lapar la..
-dr ida zarina sgt kewl.. smlm sy dtg lambat 90 minit lambat ke pbl, oh dy masih tersenyum sambil geleng2 pale... ayookkk.. maaflah dr.. bulan ngambang kan..hihi...
-oh terperasan wawa bahasekan diri dy abang... aiii,, gelinye ase... huk...
- kawan sy kat mesir kate dy ase dy da gile wat medik..simptom2 pelik da muncul... adush, penangan apekah?
- saye da blajar makan banyak sayur... kubis putih lam tom yam, cendawan, salad lam nc ayam.. hoho.. patut ah kulit kaso jek.. x cukop vitamin nih..sib bek kawan ngn farah yg vege... da terpengaruh ngn gaye idop sihat dy... lemon duhai lemon.
- tadi gi dengar talk by muallaf sempena feski ni, but x sampai sejam pon, i da lik da.. adus... ni kekambengan dewa ni...
- tenet n lappy sy slow tahap mak kambeng ... tolonglah gi format... ahh..
notis: syoklah bebel2 ni.. x tau nak bebel kat sape.. farah exam sok.. td da bebel same2 ngan nana..hmm... btw kan, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK... huuu... sy anak yg ke4 wish... yg last syirah..hahah.. at lis bukan yg las kan... muahahah... sib bek kakak sy remind.. I hate no ok... so susah nak ingat tarikh2 ni...huk2... drugs okle... hee~
Kawan
Nisa n Miza in the frame
Hidup aku terukir nama nama kamu.
Dipahat indah dalam ruang hatiku.
Dirobek selak, takkan hilang selamanya
kerana kita kan kawan...
Tangis aku, tangis kamu.
Suka aku, suka kamu.
Gile aku, gile kamu.
kerana kita kan kawan...
Hari ini, dunia berbicara padamu.
Getir di pendengaranmu.
Getir jua di pendengaran aku.
Maaf kerana aku tiada disisimu.
Kata aku pada kamu,
Hold my hand and be strong
kerana kita kan kawan
nota sisi: Ape yang kamu rase, itu yang aku rase. U try hard to make other side happy, U flush rage direct to his face, semoga die akan bahagia walau bukan dengan kamu. Little than what u expect , u tarnish die punye heart with ur wrong judgement.. hmm... emotion can kill life babe.. Be rational n strong okay..
I am me once more - Zee Avi
p/s: Know what, Now I jatuh cinta sama lagu2 Zee Avi. Sangat ala2 kekoboian... My father is d one who introduce me 2 her songs.. hoho... kemana tumpahnye kuah kalo x ke nasi kan.. Tunggu pe lagi, layan la beb! piece! heheh
Monday, January 17, 2011
JUST YOU AND ME LYRICS - ZEE AVI
JUST YOU AND ME LYRICS - ZEE AVI:
You were sitting at the coffee table
where you're reading Kierkegaard
Minutes later, you proceeded to say
something that almost broke my heart
You said, 'Darling, I am tired of livin' my routined life.
There's so much in the world that i'd like
to soak up with my eyes.'
Well, baby i never did stop you from going out to explore
We can do it all together from the colds of the poles
to the tropics of Borneo
Ba da da ba da...
Let's pack our bags
and lie on the easy stream
feel the water on our backs
where we can carry on dreamin'
where we can finally
be where we'd like to be
Darlin', just you and me
Just you and me...
So Darlin', what do you say?
Does that sound like a plan to you?
We can build our own little world
where no one can come through
We can live in huts made out of grass
we can greet father time as he walks pass
we can press feet into the dirt
a little mud, no, it wouldn't hurt
Ba da da ba da ba...
Let's pack our bags
and lie on the easy stream
feel the water on our backs
where we can carry on dreamin'
where we can finally
be where we'd like to be
Darlin', just you and me
Just you and me.."
You were sitting at the coffee table
where you're reading Kierkegaard
Minutes later, you proceeded to say
something that almost broke my heart
You said, 'Darling, I am tired of livin' my routined life.
There's so much in the world that i'd like
to soak up with my eyes.'
Well, baby i never did stop you from going out to explore
We can do it all together from the colds of the poles
to the tropics of Borneo
Ba da da ba da...
Let's pack our bags
and lie on the easy stream
feel the water on our backs
where we can carry on dreamin'
where we can finally
be where we'd like to be
Darlin', just you and me
Just you and me...
So Darlin', what do you say?
Does that sound like a plan to you?
We can build our own little world
where no one can come through
We can live in huts made out of grass
we can greet father time as he walks pass
we can press feet into the dirt
a little mud, no, it wouldn't hurt
Ba da da ba da ba...
Let's pack our bags
and lie on the easy stream
feel the water on our backs
where we can carry on dreamin'
where we can finally
be where we'd like to be
Darlin', just you and me
Just you and me.."
Sunday, January 16, 2011
15th January 2011~ she's 9
1. Story no.1
Was it hard to say a single thank you?
Haha... Sorry daddy. U shud know ur lil daughter well.
It can be hard for me to say it OUT and LOUD in front of U.
I can write it CLEAR in my blog and I can whisper it SLOW at your back.
Whatever it is, I have mail it straight to your heart.
U just have to feel it. heee. Zillions of thanks...hup2..
2. Story no.2
My bettei fall sick on her birthday.
Her body was so weak. She cannot tolerate flu well.
I first thought that it was just her excuse to play tantruant to her friday schooling session... Yeah it was a common excuse when her sisters and brothers were at home.
Haha.. But after getting Secret Recipe on the 15th, IMPULSIVELY, her flu was gone.
Hmmm.. She was 9th.. next year gonna be 10th.. cepatnye awok besar!
3. Story no.3
We do some baking.. haha
We cook Asyura, cookies as well as muffins.
I took a lot of photos to show how my sis's muffin outcome.
Lucky U, I dengan shengalnye da terdelete all those pics.. GOAT!
P/s : Short stories can tell lie. They are junkies. But I never insert one in mine. Dont understand what do I mean? Never mind.. : D .ahha
Was it hard to say a single thank you?
Haha... Sorry daddy. U shud know ur lil daughter well.
It can be hard for me to say it OUT and LOUD in front of U.
I can write it CLEAR in my blog and I can whisper it SLOW at your back.
Whatever it is, I have mail it straight to your heart.
U just have to feel it. heee. Zillions of thanks...hup2..
2. Story no.2
My bettei fall sick on her birthday.
Her body was so weak. She cannot tolerate flu well.
I first thought that it was just her excuse to play tantruant to her friday schooling session... Yeah it was a common excuse when her sisters and brothers were at home.
Haha.. But after getting Secret Recipe on the 15th, IMPULSIVELY, her flu was gone.
Hmmm.. She was 9th.. next year gonna be 10th.. cepatnye awok besar!
3. Story no.3
We do some baking.. haha
We cook Asyura, cookies as well as muffins.
I took a lot of photos to show how my sis's muffin outcome.
Lucky U, I dengan shengalnye da terdelete all those pics.. GOAT!
P/s : Short stories can tell lie. They are junkies. But I never insert one in mine. Dont understand what do I mean? Never mind.. : D .ahha
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
hari abis ganti puase punye rengek.. hohoho!
Tonight, I will be going back to Kuantan to celebrate my shi n mother's birthday on the 15th Jan. hoho..plus to have some therapy. This past 3 weeks O&G blog already gave my head some troubles. It was hard for me to cope with all the learning. I have some degree of slowness la. Hmm, perhaps because I have lost my desire and I dont see what I was searching for in this medical field. My path was a bit blurry.Oh! I should work harder.
Okay, why do I want to become a doctor initially. In the first place, I really want to appreciate life given by Allah to the highest extend. I want to see peoples at their end of life. How they, their family, peoples cope with the death, so that, I will be ready for my turn next. Hmm, but now, being a 3rd medical student is far away from what I expected before. My routine was study3.. memorising facts.. face the super fierce lecturers, specialists,nurses and patients which I found no interesting at all. Oh, memang x bersyukur ini Ainin.. Hmm, now I remember back what had been saying to me by a medical officer at HTAA, Kuantan during my JPA short couse for medical students to be 3 years back. Some sort like this la " Oh dear, If I were U, I would never choose to be a doctor. It was hell tiring, stressing, with not much income so on so forth ..". But at the time, dalam hati sy, " eleh..jadi jugak dr.. ikut suke la sy nak pilih ape pon"... Berkobar kobar lagi kan semangatnya time tu..haha...
By the way, I was not regret on what I have choosen. I just feel a bit tense along the process. How I wish to end the studies, housemenship and be a great and experienced specialist as soon as possible, which meants, I dont have to pass through this undefinite feeling. Feel like stupid, brainless, medical students.. Oh btw, sy juge x mahu masa bergerak terlalu pantas, nanti saya cepat tue... huphup..
These are some of the common pharases uttered by our lecturers.
1. Your eyes doesnt see what your mind doesnt know.
2. What U need are practice...practice...practice and repetition.
3. For medical students, U have to know something about EVERYTHING, and for the specialist U have to know everything about something.(but rasenye , medical students ni kena tahu EVERYTHING about EVERYTHING, for the sake of exam da ni...huu)
Oh yabedabedu.. I stil believe, in every field pon have their own challenges. x de ape yang datang bergolek kan. Keculai objek2 bulat.. Muhahah.. Perut udah kenyang ni. N now I want continue packing my clothes. Wish I have a safe journey eh... kukakaka.. Salah silap harap dimaafi... Jumpe di saneeeeee!!! : D
Okay, why do I want to become a doctor initially. In the first place, I really want to appreciate life given by Allah to the highest extend. I want to see peoples at their end of life. How they, their family, peoples cope with the death, so that, I will be ready for my turn next. Hmm, but now, being a 3rd medical student is far away from what I expected before. My routine was study3.. memorising facts.. face the super fierce lecturers, specialists,nurses and patients which I found no interesting at all. Oh, memang x bersyukur ini Ainin.. Hmm, now I remember back what had been saying to me by a medical officer at HTAA, Kuantan during my JPA short couse for medical students to be 3 years back. Some sort like this la " Oh dear, If I were U, I would never choose to be a doctor. It was hell tiring, stressing, with not much income so on so forth ..". But at the time, dalam hati sy, " eleh..jadi jugak dr.. ikut suke la sy nak pilih ape pon"... Berkobar kobar lagi kan semangatnya time tu..haha...
By the way, I was not regret on what I have choosen. I just feel a bit tense along the process. How I wish to end the studies, housemenship and be a great and experienced specialist as soon as possible, which meants, I dont have to pass through this undefinite feeling. Feel like stupid, brainless, medical students.. Oh btw, sy juge x mahu masa bergerak terlalu pantas, nanti saya cepat tue... huphup..
These are some of the common pharases uttered by our lecturers.
1. Your eyes doesnt see what your mind doesnt know.
2. What U need are practice...practice...practice and repetition.
3. For medical students, U have to know something about EVERYTHING, and for the specialist U have to know everything about something.(but rasenye , medical students ni kena tahu EVERYTHING about EVERYTHING, for the sake of exam da ni...huu)
Oh yabedabedu.. I stil believe, in every field pon have their own challenges. x de ape yang datang bergolek kan. Keculai objek2 bulat.. Muhahah.. Perut udah kenyang ni. N now I want continue packing my clothes. Wish I have a safe journey eh... kukakaka.. Salah silap harap dimaafi... Jumpe di saneeeeee!!! : D
Maaf?
Dia mahu bicara.
Dia mahu jerit.
Dia mahukan satu noktah.
Tapi tulus dia katakan.
Dia tidak bisa.
Maaflah.
nota kuku: Maaf kerana aku tak bisa... Wah! ngantuk bangat sih! seperti mahu ponteng kelas esok.
Dia mahu jerit.
Dia mahukan satu noktah.
Tapi tulus dia katakan.
Dia tidak bisa.
Maaflah.
nota kuku: Maaf kerana aku tak bisa... Wah! ngantuk bangat sih! seperti mahu ponteng kelas esok.
Monday, January 10, 2011
Moments captured
Seriously, I x knal pun mamat2 wali band ni.. Ntah nape, saje nak menggedik, berlari lari I join org ramai amik pic diorang. Siap I amik poster lagi n redi beratur nak amik signature, but then tibe2 rase over gedik dah, trus I patah balik join kawan2 I kat Watson. Dey all lepak je. Hihi.. Gedikz is fun what?kuakakak.. But now poster tu I da wat alas makan da. ^ ^
Ingat x my previous entry on gelang manik Sarawak. Alhamdulillah, Mira has make it happened. She bought it for me during her vacation to bumi borneo before. Well pretty babe! haha... love it much. x sangke lak ley tertunai kan. So now, yakinlah, start dreaming, U r a step ahead toward success.. huhu... Thanks amirah farhanah amiruddin... ^ ^ U r cool!
Huhu.. introducing Miss Ale/ Alan/Alang... Hahah.. Misi nih... Jangan main2... cocok kang! She is Farah's roomate. Same senget ja mereka berdua. X pernah kering gusi kalo ade mereka..masok kedai spek, sibuk pakai2 spek.. masuk watson, sibuk main2 make up... Haha.. sangat syiok kowt.. Kami suke nonton muvi lewat malam same2.. Tapi kan, muvi yang die kate best selalunye x best...Selalu we all gaduh2 sayang sal muvi... kecuali cite santau.. huhu... Ni final sem dy da, gonna miss her .. ^ ^
Oh dis is miss nana in miss limited edition. nampak x bunge putih yang tergantung tu.. Huhu.. Susah kowt nak gantung.. On d dot jugak ini miss mahu gantung itu bunga. Tiap kali trefik merah, mulalah nak membekkinye... senget sikit nggak boleh. Bisa nggak tenang sama pemanduannya.. Hoho.. ^ ^
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Okay! Enough with the pic okkay? Hmm, Dont know why, suddenly 2nd thought come and disturb me ini malam. Asking me, am I taking d right decison to be a doc. Cam x sesuai sama saya saja. Dulu cam nak mati kehendoknye. But now, start feeling tired. X faham y we need to memorise all those disease... N y we need to face patients n nurses yang x suke med students.. Kalo course lain camni x? X rase stress but rase a bit terkongkong. Hmmm... mungkinkah stress sebab nak pro kowt.. Hmm mungkin! Yeah, cool babe, U r gonna be a good doc one day. A really good one. Keep striving! Friends, just keep holding my hand.. Mom n dad, keep praying for me. I cannot do if I am just on my own. i need U peoples. I really need!
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Salah tekan
There will be a time when you are being extreme careful with your cursor.
Afraid to point here and afraid to point there as well.
Wonder if you will inadvertantly make a tap.
And it was a wrong tap done.
No reverse. Information sent.
Thus, what else you can do.?
Back to the seconds before the tape was done? Absolutely hell with your dream!.
Ah! simple answer needed. REBOOT your computer and PRETEND nothing has happened.
Afraid to point here and afraid to point there as well.
Wonder if you will inadvertantly make a tap.
And it was a wrong tap done.
No reverse. Information sent.
Thus, what else you can do.?
Back to the seconds before the tape was done? Absolutely hell with your dream!.
Ah! simple answer needed. REBOOT your computer and PRETEND nothing has happened.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Kursus kahwin 2011
Assalamualaikum..
Huu... Now I have some free times for blogging. I was busy with the kursus kahwin this weekend..
Forget it. Now listen to me about my flood story.. haha.. Last evening, Farah , Karimmah and I were heading to Karimmah's house, somewhere near to Taman Rehlah. It was a very challenging journey. We departed at 6 pm, right after the kursus kahwin and headed to Nirwana first to buy some vegetables as Farah wanted to eat vege soup so much. But somehow, I able to convince them to cook tom yam instead... Yesss!!!haha... It was sooo yummy with the fishball... Oh, again the smell came to my head...
It was a heavy rain. The sky was dark without the stars. I could not see all those holes on the road. Quite a few times tyre end up stepped in the holes. Oh, the holes were really a nightmaire. I did drive in slow speed already, 50 km/h, but still fail to avoid those holes. Luckily, my "mousedeer" was so tough, just like the Mrs driver. balun kokse..hahah..Along the journey, we notice the river water level was high, but we keep going on. Normal 1 hour journey bacame 2 hour.. hoho ... Eventually we reached our destination safely. After main mashak2, we ate together while watching Merlin series on TV3.
Guess what. Having ready to get sleep, Karimmah came and ask me to park my "mousedeer" to a higher place. Air da naik, katenye.. Hoho... Cuak gak ah, but happy cause ley main air. Mulut da sebut2, bestnye air naik... But then, Karimmah sampuk, orang duk runsing2, die hepi lak..adooiiillaa... Hee, sorry my dear Karimmah, terexcited plak. Then Karimmah and her Umi transfer all the things in the house to a higher places. I just help a bit. Better than Farah, deep in her dream already... hahah...penat sungguh kot dye duk drive sebelah I.. mulut dy vrruuummm3... co pilot kan...haha. Water level at the back area and in the toilet was raised above the ankle point already. Oh saat itu, Karimmah n her umi memang da cuak, takut air naik masuk rumah.Tidur pun da tak jenak agaknye...Huu...I lak, sekejap sekejap bukak tingkap dalam bilik die, tengok paras air. syook kowt..haha
The next morning, we woke up at 6 am. We had the next session of the kursus kahwin at 8.30 am. So we have to get back to USM... With the baju kurung, we walked through the flood to get to my mousedeer, which located near the road. Yuhuuu... Again main banjir.. I like.. Luckily the water level stop increasing. I was expecting the water reach our knee level already, but well, the luck was on our side, just our shin level jeeeerrrr... hihi ...
Oh again, unexpected thing, some of the roads has already covered with the floods. Cuak kowt, cane nak balik. Pokok tumbang lagi. But we redah je... luckily kete x mati. Satu teksi tu da mati da.. hoho.. At last, exactly 8.30 am we reached USM.. back to our room for a while and headed to DK6... N now, tamatlah kursus kahwin kami.. Wakakak.. semangt kowt I gi.. saje gi awal ek.. pasni kalo nak nikah, on je..sijil da ade!!! huhahahahh
p/s: worst part is, we didnt have camera to capture the moments.. Sad!! Oh nokia banglaku~ oh olympusku, awatlu xmo ikot gue smlm?~ sigh!
Huu... Now I have some free times for blogging. I was busy with the kursus kahwin this weekend..
Forget it. Now listen to me about my flood story.. haha.. Last evening, Farah , Karimmah and I were heading to Karimmah's house, somewhere near to Taman Rehlah. It was a very challenging journey. We departed at 6 pm, right after the kursus kahwin and headed to Nirwana first to buy some vegetables as Farah wanted to eat vege soup so much. But somehow, I able to convince them to cook tom yam instead... Yesss!!!haha... It was sooo yummy with the fishball... Oh, again the smell came to my head...
It was a heavy rain. The sky was dark without the stars. I could not see all those holes on the road. Quite a few times tyre end up stepped in the holes. Oh, the holes were really a nightmaire. I did drive in slow speed already, 50 km/h, but still fail to avoid those holes. Luckily, my "mousedeer" was so tough, just like the Mrs driver. balun kokse..hahah..Along the journey, we notice the river water level was high, but we keep going on. Normal 1 hour journey bacame 2 hour.. hoho ... Eventually we reached our destination safely. After main mashak2, we ate together while watching Merlin series on TV3.
Guess what. Having ready to get sleep, Karimmah came and ask me to park my "mousedeer" to a higher place. Air da naik, katenye.. Hoho... Cuak gak ah, but happy cause ley main air. Mulut da sebut2, bestnye air naik... But then, Karimmah sampuk, orang duk runsing2, die hepi lak..adooiiillaa... Hee, sorry my dear Karimmah, terexcited plak. Then Karimmah and her Umi transfer all the things in the house to a higher places. I just help a bit. Better than Farah, deep in her dream already... hahah...penat sungguh kot dye duk drive sebelah I.. mulut dy vrruuummm3... co pilot kan...haha. Water level at the back area and in the toilet was raised above the ankle point already. Oh saat itu, Karimmah n her umi memang da cuak, takut air naik masuk rumah.Tidur pun da tak jenak agaknye...Huu...I lak, sekejap sekejap bukak tingkap dalam bilik die, tengok paras air. syook kowt..haha
The next morning, we woke up at 6 am. We had the next session of the kursus kahwin at 8.30 am. So we have to get back to USM... With the baju kurung, we walked through the flood to get to my mousedeer, which located near the road. Yuhuuu... Again main banjir.. I like.. Luckily the water level stop increasing. I was expecting the water reach our knee level already, but well, the luck was on our side, just our shin level jeeeerrrr... hihi ...
Oh again, unexpected thing, some of the roads has already covered with the floods. Cuak kowt, cane nak balik. Pokok tumbang lagi. But we redah je... luckily kete x mati. Satu teksi tu da mati da.. hoho.. At last, exactly 8.30 am we reached USM.. back to our room for a while and headed to DK6... N now, tamatlah kursus kahwin kami.. Wakakak.. semangt kowt I gi.. saje gi awal ek.. pasni kalo nak nikah, on je..sijil da ade!!! huhahahahh
p/s: worst part is, we didnt have camera to capture the moments.. Sad!! Oh nokia banglaku~ oh olympusku, awatlu xmo ikot gue smlm?~ sigh!
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Aku ada kerana kamu ada
"Mok" & "Abah".. that is what I call my parents with and I love them both.
Mommy, thanks for ur body.
37th week during pregnancy, is now left just as a memory.
I might be grown now, but im still your baby.
In your uterine cavity,
I ate whatever U ate, so eat alot ya mommy!
I know how hard to carry me, but U just carry on without any sobbing n moaning.
N thanks for those lullaby, mommy..
Ur cardiac become hypertrophy,
Progestrone and estrogen cause U to have morning sickness severely,
U increase ur metabolic rate just because of hCT.
The placenta secrete hPL just because the growing me.
How U prone to get infection by altering ur immune system just want to avoid your body from rejecting the foreign me..
Oh mommy...
Hi daddy,
U should not be jealous.
How much I love my mommy, that much also I love U daddy.
Thanks for the undefect paternal chromosome which U passed to me.
I know how hard the journey to mommy's uterine cavity.
U faced the attacking IgA and IgG in in mommy's vaginal because your antigen is foreign, daddy.
And U undergo alot of process before U could penetrate mommy's oocyte before developing me.
Oh daddy..
Because of ur both toleration, hardwork, sacrifice,
here I am mommy n daddy..
Appreciating U the best I can.
But I would never eva able to pay U back for everything that U have sacrificed for.
But, I pray to Allah, do grant everything U wish.... Live longer... Be happy...
May Allah protect U both... Ameeen..
P/s: Appreciate your parents as they are still alive. " Ibu, jangan makan ubat itu!"..hahah
Return
Oh hye!
Why do you have to come back?
Give my heart a favour please.
Leave me!
Or else, I will never let U go anymore.
P/s: This message is dedicated to my laziness... Go and have your vacation la. I have to study really hard for my reproductive blog. Oh God! When U are around, all my hardworking cam ciplos... (January, February, Mac.... MERDEKA!!!! Yeah!)
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Starlight, Muse
I love Muse's songs... Rentaknya rancak..
Jiwa yang gundah gulana mampu terdelete zeeettttt..
haha... jom layan~
Monday, January 3, 2011
Hi-tech
Oh hoo... Hi friends..
As usual, I cannot sleepas long as if I did not write something here. Some people said, " Menulis hari ini untuk kenangan hari esok".. Huhu.. So today I will talk about technology for tomorow's sake..haha... Mobile phone ni beb! (oh my grammar like drain..bolayan bhaaa)
As usual, I cannot sleep
c6-01... This newly released smart phone is so enchanting gorgeous... Oh Tuhan... N Iji just grabbed it from the store.
Alkisahnya when his previous herited mobile phone was so eager to be dumped into dustbin, maka my father bought him this c6-01...Oh, ini sangat jealous... He even sends a message which sound like this " Sy dpt hp bru..abh beli..jgn jeles..hehe"... Alkisah number 2, my supernova also want to have a visit to dustbin as well.. Best sgt ke dustbin tu.. sejuk..gelap..pergilah nak pergi sangat.. pergi!!! jangan balik2 lagi...It is day 5, my supernova goes into coma, so now Im using my old nokia 1600... kalo U all nak tahu, ini handphone adalah pemberian satu mamat bangla kepada saya dan kakak saya.. sumpah x tipu!... benar!!! So huk2, T.T
So I do some research review on the latest phone... So this is what I found.
N8... Wah3!! This is superb. It comes in few colours, green, blue, dark grey, silver white, & orange.. Well, I always attracted to colours. Some of the superb things about this N8 that catch my eyes are, 12 Mp camera, 16 GB internal memory, WLAN, & GPS n others la... Amazingly, I afford it. BUT! with one condition.. Huhu.. I have to eat sand la after this if I use my scholar to be High teck girlllll...hahah.. kambinglah camni!!.. I prefer to eat my delicious waffle everyday rather than makan pasir to be high tech.. Oh hoooo!!! telepon from bangla pon banglalah... Hahha... Syukurlah pada Tuhanmu atas nikmat yang kamu ada... ^.^
At the end of the day, U will realise that we own nothing. Not a single thing pon...
P/s : After my pro 2, I intend to do part time job. Nanti da kaya, nak beli jugak fon tu..Heeee... Kalo sape2, teringin nak tengok Nokia 1600 tu cane, sile google sendiri yek. Saya x semangat... Wakakka... Oh Bangla! Thanx! Sori teacher, my grammar ntah pepe... malas nak tulis baik2...
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Just d way U r - Bruno Mars-
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
p/s: I found this song during blogwalk to Fikri's.. It is really a nice song. It has been used so many times for wedding video.
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
p/s: I found this song during blogwalk to Fikri's.. It is really a nice song. It has been used so many times for wedding video.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Happy New Year Miss Heron
Dear 2011,
Hi Eleven!
Welcome to my life. I hope U will be promising some bright future ahead. Yeah! My 2010 has left me in very pathetic ending, hope its gonna end soon. haha. Do U want to listen to my sad story? It is about 55 days complete love story. Yeah, I will tell U this story as I dont want to keep it linger in my life anymore. Yeah! cool!
Do U ever believe in love? Trust me I never once. I always remind me myself there is no real love between a guy and a gal. Hmm maybe because I have never experience it and to be truth, I have some paranoid with men. Somehow, I have overcome it now. I have no problem anymore talking to guys and now I have quite a lot of male friends. It takes me years for me to get used to them. Trust me. Its no joke. I have few bad experiences with men that make me extra cautious with them.( Tapi kalo bab2 crush tu, bnyk je...hee~)
Then, 10 comes in my life. I found a lot of similarities between us. 10 is mature as 10 is older than me. 10 always tell me jokes and 10 is so fun to chat with. Day by day, I attach to 10. Without 10, my life seems so dull and have no energy. I thought 10 was meant for me. I strongly believe to my instinct with no doubt. Ahaa... there goes my mistakes, I put my trust in the wrong place. I give my heart without any seconds. I thought sun is always there, up to my head. I forgot, there should be rainy season after dry weather.
Now, I open my eyes, 10 is no longer beside me. I realise, it is just a dream. Very sweet dream but it last too early. I havent make myself ready for any loss. Oh, my mind keep analysing. What has gone wrong. Oh now, I come in a conclusion. "Grenade" ... Have U ever listen to the song?. Its about someone who love somebody but did not get reply. Yeah, I dont know what has happened in 10's life. But I think 10 is grenade n grenade is 10. They have some correlation somewhere. And I am just a doctor to 10 and 10 just need some painkiller from me. And I have gone far beyond the ethiques, which disallow me to fall for my own patient.
Ahaa.. It takes 55 days to treat 10. And I am not really sure whether 10 is completely cured or not but now 10 is no longer my patient. 10 has discharged from my ward and 10 not even says goodbye to this doctor. Hohoho... You know what, the best part of being a doctor is when you are appreciated by your patient. But in this case, 10 just left me with some infection. Now I am in incubating period. Adush! sakit ba...
Yeah! that is how my 2010 has left me. Now here I am. Look forward for 2011. Oh , I see some sunshine. I smell something nice ahead. This is a good sign ... oyeaaa... Oh btw, I should change to a new diary and calender as well. Nice! Haha... see ya!
Truthfully,
Miss Heron
p/s: I found some interesting poem from Ohana group...
Sure 2010 wasn't the greatest year for U
There were heartbreaks,
There were smiles,
Memories were created, some of U will never forget,
U smiled, U cried,
U have grown,
U have become smarter,
U have larned from ur mistakes,
U hurt urself.
U cried because of the truth.
U laughed.
U loved.
Whatever U did in 2010, it has already happened.
U have learned this year, and make 2011 better than 2010
And in the end, its not the years in yours,
life that count. It's the life in your years.
Hi Eleven!
Welcome to my life. I hope U will be promising some bright future ahead. Yeah! My 2010 has left me in very pathetic ending, hope its gonna end soon. haha. Do U want to listen to my sad story? It is about 55 days complete love story. Yeah, I will tell U this story as I dont want to keep it linger in my life anymore. Yeah! cool!
Do U ever believe in love? Trust me I never once. I always remind me myself there is no real love between a guy and a gal. Hmm maybe because I have never experience it and to be truth, I have some paranoid with men. Somehow, I have overcome it now. I have no problem anymore talking to guys and now I have quite a lot of male friends. It takes me years for me to get used to them. Trust me. Its no joke. I have few bad experiences with men that make me extra cautious with them.( Tapi kalo bab2 crush tu, bnyk je...hee~)
Then, 10 comes in my life. I found a lot of similarities between us. 10 is mature as 10 is older than me. 10 always tell me jokes and 10 is so fun to chat with. Day by day, I attach to 10. Without 10, my life seems so dull and have no energy. I thought 10 was meant for me. I strongly believe to my instinct with no doubt. Ahaa... there goes my mistakes, I put my trust in the wrong place. I give my heart without any seconds. I thought sun is always there, up to my head. I forgot, there should be rainy season after dry weather.
Now, I open my eyes, 10 is no longer beside me. I realise, it is just a dream. Very sweet dream but it last too early. I havent make myself ready for any loss. Oh, my mind keep analysing. What has gone wrong. Oh now, I come in a conclusion. "Grenade" ... Have U ever listen to the song?. Its about someone who love somebody but did not get reply. Yeah, I dont know what has happened in 10's life. But I think 10 is grenade n grenade is 10. They have some correlation somewhere. And I am just a doctor to 10 and 10 just need some painkiller from me. And I have gone far beyond the ethiques, which disallow me to fall for my own patient.
Ahaa.. It takes 55 days to treat 10. And I am not really sure whether 10 is completely cured or not but now 10 is no longer my patient. 10 has discharged from my ward and 10 not even says goodbye to this doctor. Hohoho... You know what, the best part of being a doctor is when you are appreciated by your patient. But in this case, 10 just left me with some infection. Now I am in incubating period. Adush! sakit ba...
Yeah! that is how my 2010 has left me. Now here I am. Look forward for 2011. Oh , I see some sunshine. I smell something nice ahead. This is a good sign ... oyeaaa... Oh btw, I should change to a new diary and calender as well. Nice! Haha... see ya!
Truthfully,
Miss Heron
p/s: I found some interesting poem from Ohana group...
Sure 2010 wasn't the greatest year for U
There were heartbreaks,
There were smiles,
Memories were created, some of U will never forget,
U smiled, U cried,
U have grown,
U have become smarter,
U have larned from ur mistakes,
U hurt urself.
U cried because of the truth.
U laughed.
U loved.
Whatever U did in 2010, it has already happened.
U have learned this year, and make 2011 better than 2010
And in the end, its not the years in yours,
life that count. It's the life in your years.
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