Its been 6 month I work here
So far I am happy with my life.
I wrote here today because I had something disturbing my mind now.
I just received a whatsapp message from my boss regarding discharging a patient 2 days ago.
I had a Pakistan lady who survived from neardrowning.
Intubated in ICU for almost one week
Came with GCS 3, but now regain full conciousness.
Transfered to my ward for continuation of care.
I did discharge her 2 days ago.
After considering that she had good oxygenation under room air already.
My boss planned to discharge her in 2-3 days time.
She was upset that I discharge the patient early, worried about ARDS.
But patient bugged me, saying she is well and no one to take care of her in hospital.
Thus I discharge her home.
I really hope she is fine and no complication in airplane.
Being a MO is one thing.
You have to decide and prepare for the concequences.
U have to receive critization.
Lately I feel a bit depressed with my work.
I did try to give my best but sometimes I also fail with my empathy to patient.
I am depressed if my decision doesnt fulfill my boss expectation.
Nah. Being a girl with labile emotion is hard.
I hope I will improve.
