12 Ramadhan 1433

Salam Ramadhan and good morning.

I am currently preparing myself for my 2nd day attachment in HTAA. Yesterday went so boring and productless. Today  I am gonna make it better. I took my breakfast already (hehehhe) , so I am well energized to start my day.

Hmmm, lately I feel something goes wrong somewhere but I just does not want to think much about it. I just enjoying my stay at home, making some cookies, enjoying the terawikh and appreciating peoples around me.

Life just once. Love whoever I want.Cry whenever I need. Hate less. Do whatever I feels it right. And those quotes really help me to live better. I live my today's life while thinking about the consequences the day after. Whatever it is, I go through all the chances/ problem first. Life is just so good to be wasted with unnecessary things.

I do have a problem and when it comes, I might be the solver and I might as well  be the one who make it worst. I am still the human being right? There are so many times, I could not set my self to be positive anymore but at the same time I dont want to think about it either. Hahhaa, thus here I am. Blurt out everything I want to and ease my mind.

Ok dude, I think I have to head up to HTAA dy. Sorry for any mistakes that I have done. bye2~

catatanku - Melly Goeslaw ft Baim-

triple sweet~

Untuk dia?

Ini cerita tentang seorang gadis yang aku kenal.
Susuk tubuhnya biasa biasa saja namun isinya, hati yang maha kental.
Setiap kali dia jatuh, utuh kakinya berdiri kembali.
Ditembak rasa takut, kebal jiwanya menangkis.
Berjurai air mata mengalir, tapi bantalnya saja menjadi tadahannya.
Dia memang gadis kuat.
Setidak tidaknya di mata aku, dia insan begitu.

Hari itu, dia meminta sesuatu dari aku.
Pintanya, peganglah tangannya dan berlari bersamanya.
Tiiiitt.... Waktu terhenti.

Kini, "waktu" aku serahkan padanya.
Dialah yang harus memanipulasi waktu.
Mencipta kejayaan dan menggerakkan kembali waktu yang terhenti.
Aku akan kaku menanti.
Kerana langkahku akan sumbang tanpanya.
Nyanyianku akan hilang merdu tanpa dia.
Hidupku akan pudar warna tanpa gadis itu.

Hey gadis,
Kerja keras. Extra keras.
Kadangkala it is not the quantity that counts on, it is the quality.
Put your heart in whatever U do.
Dont afraid of the failure. Dont afraid of the hopes. Afraid of nothing. U r something.
Prove me, nothing will hinder U.
When theres a will, theres always a way.
Show me all U have.. Show me.. Show them.. Show the lecturers...

P/s : I wanna have big apple date again..

Lelaki X

hari itu hari yang biasa dengan rutin yang biasa.
Melangkah longlai  dengan jiwa yang separa.
Tapi hari yang biasa itu bukan lagi hari yang biasa biasa
kerana hari itu mungkin pemula bagi segala.

FIRST CONTACT :
"Salam dik, farmasi dekat mana?"
That was how the conservation was started.
Everything seems just so normal and very routine.

Pandangan aku kaku.
Tertacak tepat pada raut itu.
Wajah yang telah lama aku hakis dari kotak memori aku.
Tapi masih punya kesan dalam kotak hati aku.
Aku kaget. Lupakah dia pada aku?

Jangan lupa namaku. Lagu yang rancak beralun kotak pemain suara dunia aku momen itu.

cchhhhaaaaannnggg!!!

Guess what... I found this

So, whats that?
That thing is called love?
OMG, I have never imagine that I will found it so fast kan.
Ngehehhehehe..

Saat mata bersatu, lidah kelu. OMG!
Apakah ini namanya cinta?
Memberi aku sejuta rasa.

Oh whos that lucky laki ?
whostahtwhosthatwhosthat...

And I found him in the ward.
heheh..

Ok, im heading to the ward now... taking my short case exam..
untung untung kerlipan bintang gemerlap lagi.
muahahhaha...

P/s : Y huh.. girls nowadays very gedik gedik oo.. channnngggg! ^.<)b

mimpi

story of frightening nightmare.

Oh rase nak sumpah sumpah sape  yang share gambar yang menakutkan kat facebook.
gambar yang takut sampai nak skrol ke bawah kali ke 2 pun x berani.
ok tadi boleh kontrol lagi.
lepas penat study I pun tido.

Sekarang terjaga sebab mimpi ngeri yang boleh bikin hati wa henti berdegup.
Sampai bangun nak jalan pergi bukak lampu bilik pun takut.
Tapi sekarang da bukak balik la.
Bukak facebook sebab kat situ ramai kawan yang x tido lagi, tertengok lagi gambar tu.
rasa nak sumpah sumpah lagi.
relaks. chill. cool. wa sumpah2 kat sini sajalah.
nasib baik lampu bilik da bukak.

aaayyyooo macha... wa ingat mau bikin gurau2 pun fikir fikirlah.
wa mahu exam ni... need enough sleep.
x pernah rasa marah yang macam ni punya marah sebab facebook.
tapi YA Allah, kali ni punya debaran pun x hilang lagi.
wa x nak sumpah banyk2.
tak baik dosa.
wa harap, lu pun mimpi buruk malam ni.
paling kurang pun mimpi sama macam apa yang wa mimpi. tau.
pastu lu pikirlah balik, yang gurauan ini mcam boleh bikin budak budak macam wa takut gi toilet tau.
wa harap lu pun takot nak gi toilet.
wa
kambeng betol la.

p/s : jangan tiru aksi doakan ketak baikan untuk orang. tak baik. hati yang memaafkan itu lebih murni

diari mcq medikal posting

Assalamualaikum wbt

Otak penat tengok soalan mcq medikal yang bapak susah. memang stok budak yang kurang membaca takle jawab punye.

Ok. Jom cerita pasal perancangan cuti nanti. Biar otak gembira sikit.

Toppies dah rancak plan percutian mewah kami tu. Haha. Let them be. Bunyi bunyi macam ada khemah, ada pantai, ada bulan, ada hotel. Macam seronok. cant wait. We have the driver, we have the chef, we have the planner. So thats  make the toppies a tour group. Tapi juta kali lagi best kalo ade tukang sponsor.. muahahha

Ok tadi my sister call. Ajak pegi USM Penang 5 hari starting from this becoming ahad. Teman die ngan projek serunding nangka die. wow!

Telefon bertukar gagang......

It is my mother..

Haha... Cliche topic... CARI MENANTU UNTUK DIE?
Katanya ade 145 booth bakal dibuka (kalo x silap)
So, my sis n I dikerah untuk mencari.
Syaratnye, pilih yang berjenis sikit.
Hmm.. ingat senang ke? x senang kan.
Kalo beri hati ibarat bagi gulai kat jiran sebelah, kan senang. sepuluh kali sehari pun boleh bagi.
Tapi untunglah kalau jenis yang pulang pinggan.
Tapi kalau jenis yang tak pulang pinggan balik, macam mana nak bagi lagi.

Oh mother,
sabar k.
Pencarian anakmu pasti akan berhasil.

Exam tak habis lagi.
Takut! TAk nak fail. Tak nak remedial. Tapi nak buat elektif pun malas musim2 pose.
Macam nak lepak lepak kat rumah sambil makan aiskrim batang depan tv je.
hmm. forget it.
Malas dan medic x mungkin jalan seiring.
kalau seiring jugak, melongkanglah engkau.

Occay, coretan tamat di sini?
aah. pergi dulu. bye2..

sleepy

Sleepy is cute meh?

Trust me not? Look above pictures.

All are cute pictures... kawaaaiiiii.

Tomorrow I have medical pharmacology paper.

It is not as easy as I have expected before.. Huwaa, susah.

As usual, I am burning the night oil during the night of exam day.

Ntahla. Study mood will posessed me only on the exam night each time.

Hmmm. X kisahla, janji I will fight until the last breath.

(ayat poyo b4 tarik selimut)

ok love, night.

Forgive me for all my mistakes. 

peace yooouuu ^.<)b

^___________________^

:)
Having legacy talk with my dear long separated buddy,
Hahahahha... every words end up with laugh..
eh eh ...hahha

Acne Vulgaris @ jerawat

Oh, acne is just a nightmare. Its a killer. It can kill your confidence.

Entering my 20th age, the pimples are starting to habituate.

They marked their territories on my face with no sign of leaving. How cruel they are, arent they?

They come and go as they like, leaving bad scars.

Talking about acne vulgaris,

They have something to do with genetic, obesity, and aggravated by stress, facial massage/therapy, smoking, and high glysemic load diet as well as milk product.

Thus friend, avoid saloon facial therapy k... MILK? OMG, me as well just know about it.

And those who believe their acne are due to allergy rhinitis (resdung), throw that believe away.

You treat the allergic rhinitis, it wont solve the acne problem. If it does solve, lucky U. No correlation at all between them both.

Ok, these are the treatment offered.

1. Benzyl Peroxide - It act as antibacterial and reduce comedones by keratolytic action. Applied topically daily. Hmmm, kalau I sebut oxy 10, it will directly come to your mind right? yeah, your oxy 10 is benzyl peroxide.

2.Retinoid acid

3. Antibiotics - ( tetracycline, erythromycin and clindamycin) . This antibiotic course will take U about 6 months with 100 mg daily (1 tablet). Oh, I have once bought the doxycylin from pharmacy but after do some research on the side effect, I prefer not to continue them. But mind U, if U take the antibiotics, U must finish the course as instructed by pharmacologist/ clinician otherwise U might developed resistance. Means that, the next time U take this antibiotics, U wont gain any benefit from them anymore.

4.Cyproterone acetate - Hmm, ever heard about Diane 35? It is a very famous oral contraceptive pills for treating acne purpose. Huhu.. yeah, this cyproterone acetate is an oral contraceptive pills. Thus only female can take this unless U guys want to have feminization? Oh a big NO NO NO..hhahaaha... Its good to be taken if U have irregular menstrual cycle. It treat them both. 

5. Isotretinoin - This is the most effective drug, designed to treat the severe acne. By the way, if U go to GPs , I am sure most of them will prescribed U with this Isotretinoin. The dosage is 0.5mg/kg/day up to 6 month. Oh, this drugs sure cost U a lot of money.

Huhu... But of course every drugs have their own side effect. Ask your doctor or U can do your own reading.. Tell U, the cost of treating acne problem in Kuala Lumpur is nearly RM500 monthly and it usually need 6 month. Hmm, treatment with dermatologist in kelantan, Prof Mokhtar is about RM300 monthly but if U are his students (macam saya) , he will cut down the consultation fees make it Rm 190 just for the drugs..hahha.. Tapi I x jumpe pun die... xde duit... sobsobsob... OMG, dermatologist sure gain a lot of money due to this kind of beauty obsession... What a world. Im in it... hahhahaha..

P/s : This acne problem will resolved by their own as U get older. Tap water is the best cleanser. Hahha... My friend bagi tips, honey campur dengan milk powder n buat mask pakai malam b4 tido.. Hmmm, gonna try this.

cIntA taNpa SEmPadAn?

Hi all..

I am Dyrants.

I have something to talk about. Listen ya :)

“It’s the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It is the one who won’t be taken who cannot seem to give. And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live.” ~ Bette Midler

There is no perfect way to live.

There is no right way to live.

Our parents/guardians teach us good values to guide us through the life.

Teachers give us knowledge to get through the life.

On the other hand, the society at large has an idea how U should live your life, what U should do, and what U shouldnt do.

They pass judgement and questions our belief, option, ideologies, choice and as far as offering solutions to the problem created.

These are people U trust and slowly their ideologies replace yours, their choices soon become ur choices and ur belief fade away.

We start to live someone's else life.

At the back of our mind, our ideologies never really die.

They just coil due to pressure from external forces.

They try to speak up but fear of ridicule wins that fight and we find ourselves doing what is expected of us and not what our heart really desires. Some might call this reason;

I choose to call it fear, cowardice

I love this quote by Bette Midler because it encourages me to be who I am and not what I am expected to be. I love even when I know I’m loving the wrong person/thing or for the wrong reasons. I love because it’s what my heart wants; because in that moment and time it’s what makes the most sense. Some may call this a weakness but I love without judgement until given reason to. Everyone deserves a chance to be loved and love back. I am not afraid to love because I know that if my heart does break, I’ll still live to see another day. I’ll proudly walk away and say, at least I got the chance to meet person ‘X’ . The scars on my heart can tell their own story of sleepless nights and the tears but they can also tell a victory story. Of lessons learnt.

Time heals all wounds they say. We just don’t realise how true this is until we’re faced with a situation that we thought we’d never recover from. Love. It’s the only chance you’ll ever get if your heart does break, fix it! Bandage it! Walk away with your head held up high, you loved, you learnt and I’m sure it was worth it while you were in it.

P/s : Hey girl, smile. U have to fight for your own body sake. Pity the other organs. Oh hypoxic. Dont ischemic!

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