First Experience

Innalillahiwaiinailaihirajiuuunn..

DariNya kita datang dan kepadaNya kita kembali.

Lepas cover case dekat 1 Utara, I singgah 7 Selatan sebab nak jumpe pakwe.

Tak sempat jumpe pakwe pun, nampak 2 orang doktor n 4 orang nurse tengah resuscitate patient.

Wat CPR, defib patient.

Ape lagi, I pakai glove n tolong doktor wat CPR.

This is my first experience doing CPR to the real patient.

Buat CPR sampai assytole.

Innalillahiwaiinailaihirajiun.

50 y.o Malay uncle, End stage renal failure.

Tup2, katil setentang dengan pakcik tu pun nazak.

Cek2 jantung memang assystole dah.

Chinese uncle.

So malam ni, 2 patient serentak pergi.

Hmmm... tapi I rase cam dah biasa dengan kematian..

Takde lagi sad feeling whatsoeava.

Orang kata dah kalih.

Jalan balik bilik laju2.

Mandi bagai.

Tido sorang lagi sebab K.Azwa tak balik lagi.

Tapi dalam kubur pun kita sorang gak.

Oh... maut maut maut... teman yang paling selalu datang ziarah.

My little Bullek

Hohoho... She is growing so fast..
But still the little kid in our eyes...

This is what happened when I left my phone with her... Full of her gediks photos.. Ni pun I da tapis banyak da~ hahaha.. I think this is genetik from K.Ain kot... hik2... x caye, tengok album lam enset die... huahahahhaa

Die suke makan makanan mentah macam doh kuih or kek yang x masak lagi... Siap boleh marajuk kalau x simpankan  untuk die contohnya lam bulan puasa.. I da pernah try , x sedap pooonn....

This is pressie from her n my family for my 23rd bday... Die bagi name Bobby.. hahhaa... ape2 jela labu... Yang x leh blah, my sis cite, time beli bobby tu, die pun rengek2 nak jugak, tapi my mom x bagi n cakap die dah ade bantal busuk n die x suke bear pun.. Pernah bagi dulu pastu die buang rate2 lepas 2-3 hari.. Die cakap ape tau " buleh sipe... wi ko anok k.ain nga k.inin nati" hahahhaa... faham x?

oh klah.. :D

report

ah... malasnye nak wat report?
Report kali ni pasal ovarian ca = adult granulosa type with staging 1c.
Plan for BEP regime tomorrow..

Time clerk akak tu tadi die tanye..
"Dik, ape perasaan bile something yang kite nak ditarik jauh dari kita.."
Akak nak ape kak? Tanyeku blurrr..
Akak nak sihat macam orang lain, Allah beri sakit.
Akak nak suami akak, dia lari tinggalkan akak.
Akak nak anak akak temankan akak, dia pergi ikut husband dia duduk jauh dari akak..

Hmm... susah nak jawab ni.. kalau jawab, panjang huraian plak t.

Aku tahu die tahu jawapan die.
Mungkin die rasa sunyi?

Jawapan paling  mudah aku bagi.
"sabarlah akak"

Aku sambung je clerk tanpa hiraukan emotion die.
Huhu.. sianlak akak tu.

Oh licinnye muke innniiieeeyh

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hi... Ok, hujung minggu yang masyuk... Tak sabarnye nak cuti Deepa....
Nak balik nak balik nak balik...

Huhu. Hari ni mak nak ajar care wat scrub sendiri.
Senang je. Hasilnye pun memuaskan.
Mak belajar ( errr... cam geli je mak mak ni...cam nyah je u.. awww)
My friend's friend from German yang amalkan scrub ni..
Kulit die cantik U...
So far lepas I pakai , I suke la hasil die..
Biarpun x flawless lagi, tapi approaching la... ceeehhh... harapan..hahha

So, bawah ni Ingredients die

1. Honey... Pure honey k... I beli yang paling murah je kat mydin.. Yang I beli tu lam Rm11 gitu je
2. Olive oil
3. Gula
4. Lemon

Gula tu act as exfoliator.. Olive oil n honey tu as moisturizer, lemon tu antibacterial... So U all mix je sesuka rase. Tapi xyah suke sangat la. Sendiri pandai bajet.. Lemon tu ade effect pencairan.. So x yah banyak sangat. . Perah slow2, takut cair lak adunan kite ni. Olive oil pun letak sikit je.. Kawan I wat satu bekas terus.. time die nak pakai die amik je... I wat sikit2 je, sbb tade bekas besar.

Tapi dah namenye scrub. Kena pakai 3 kali seminggu je kan..Haha.. Tapi I am so addicted, tiap malam pun g scrub muke.. Tapi start esok, nak minimizekan dah.

Btw, time nak beli gule ni baru perasan, OMG gule da naik harge... hahaha... baru tahu sebab jarang sebey harga kat pasaran... muahahhaha

K,la, saje nak promot sebab BEST! Tq awak sebab ajar... hikhik

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 eh eh... sape diorang kat atas ni... cam budak2 pelik ... x mo kawanlah

Mommy, save me!

This is a story of a story.

I am a fetus in my mommy womb.
I am so excited to see the famous world.
Everyone in my life before I was being put in mommy womb were talking about how great the world is.

OPS!
Everything were so nice until I know my mommy is  a HIV  carrier during booking (First antenatal checkup).
Can I be born without being infected with those scary virus?
I am so scared... Tatoooootttttt~

Audience : awak, awak, cane awak leh dapat HIV tu dari mak awak?
Fetus        : MTCT
Audience : Ape tuuuuuu?
Fetus       : Mother to child transmission le awak... Tu pun x tau ke... Kite ade 30% risk to be   
                  infected    tau... tatooottt nii....

I am so frustrated knowing that I have that 30% of being infected, until the superhero of the world life talk to my mother..

Superhero : We can reduce the 30% to 2% risk of your fetus to be infected
Mommy    : Oh! how doctor.. tell me.. My fetus is so scared inside. He is not kicking actively
                    recently. He must be soo heartbroken.
Superhero : We start the HAART/START antenatally and intrapartum to the mother and to the
                   neonate for the first 4-6 weeks of life, delivery by elective Caeserean section, and
                   avoidance of breastfeeding.
Mommy : Oh ..Tq dr.. Now I am so relieved.. My fetus say thanks to you.. Aucchhh... He is kicking
                 now..

The end

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Oh x senang tau C-sec HIV patient ni..
Kena double glove, pakai google, disposable item, mandikan bebi cepat2, clamp cord cepat2.. semua pun nak kena cepat.. But at the same time kena careful la... kang x pasal2 kena needle pricklah apelah.. Nauzubillahiminzalik...