buddies

Friends are really like a box of candies.
Full of surprise inside.
Some might be sweet... some others might be sour..
They are varies, colourful, somehow bring happiness..
I just hope all of us will be a great doctor one day.. Dr in 2013.
InsyaAllah... May Allah grant our wish.. Amiiin~

P/s: Congratulation to our group for great work in CFCS. It was trouble... It was messy... But yeah, at the end, we did it! And we have been chosen to present our reserch at Ketereh sooner... yataaaa!! ganbatte!

Hypnogogic

My brain goes empty lately.
I dont have possesion to write.
My life seems stumble up from imagery fall.
What a hypnogogic..... Just let me sleep well baby!

They have move up!
Yeah they really are.
But i am still here, absorbing some strenght,
but i dont know when it will reach the peak point.
It is hard. It gives pressure. It is tiring to wait.

Why am I giving problem to myself huh?
Greedy maybe. I am trying to own something that might not be mine.
I am trying to find some pleasure of amourous.
I am against the rule.
I am creating stain to the purity.
Oh! human are evil. Me as well.

Okay!!! I will be strong... stronger than ever.
I am black heron.
The daughter of the most beloved parents of mine..
I will be okay! Yeah, I will!

P/s : struggle up to be strong. The feeling was like drowning in the shallow pond.

Sweet dream baby!

Oh dude! Guess what...
I have sent above picture for Medsocc photography competition.
And lucky us, we were the first runner up.

Photographer : Farah Sufri
Editor            : Syafiqah Adnan ( Cikah)
Contestant     : Ainin Tasneem
Tagger           : Nadiah Abdul Rasid
Birthaday girls: Amirah Farhanah amiruddin
                      :Wan Zuliyana Irmi
Members       : Nur Hikmah Sayad
                     : Nurfarahin Alias
                     : Wan Fadzleen Izyani

Congratulation to us. We sent them just for fun and never expect to win. And a lot of thanks to those who support us...  >o<  suke!
Hahha.. Anyhow, the night was real fun.
We did enjoy ourself to the fullest.. We did revise on psychiatry case also..
haha... what a maniac disorder!!

nota hujung : Malam itu bulan terang malap2... kami bercanda tertawa... kami bina ukhuwah.. kami lakar memori indah.. Kami kabur duka lara... kami harap, kami akan terus berjaya.. Dr in 2013... InsyaAllah.. amiinnn..
                   

Lagak seorang bayi

Huu... I am having fever and flu now.
My body physiology are trying to cope well.
My temperature set point are set to the high rate.
chill without rigor.
My head like banging to the wall.
I refuse to take panadol.. Oh sangat tak suka ubat..

Look so bad outside,
Look very bad inside also.
I need my doctor... come please come .. oh..oh..
nagging like a baby...
Oh! Be strong Ainin..
sakit itu mungkin peringatan dari Allah.
Yeah, I do commit a mistake.
Oh Tuhan, do forgive me...

21 is just to great [ mode: pictures talk ]

thanx farah

thanx nana

thanx naddo

                                                                         thanx mom n dad

Got few more cards from Aien n farah n present from Azi. It was just so sweet n wonderful rememberance.  Thanx frens! Ukhwahfillah. Got nothing much to say, but got so much gratitude inside... Let just thought broadcast... Cmmon!!! heheh

sweet 21 ainin tasneem

Haha!
It is my 21st birthday.
You know what, this year is kinda different for me and special.
I have deact my fb account. Takut nak dapat wish dr orang2 ramai (poyo).
huu~
okay~ this year, my parents were the first who wish me hepi bday, followed by Aien, Bebi, Ami n Nad n Nana.
Hemm... cant trace my sister. where is she? shes so busy lately.

okay, so what 21st make different for me.
1. jiwwwoooo giiillloooooo
2. promise to my sister dy, dat i wont be cengeng2 n sensitive anymore.
3. promise to learn cooking, so on n so forth
4. my 2nd pro year. nid to study hard..

Pejamlah mata wahai sayang

Sayang,
Nangis. suka. duka. rindu. sayang.benci. marah.
jatuh. bangkit. duduk. diri. undur.
segalanya semua.
pejamlah matamu.

Sayang,
Biar gelap. biar kabur. biar sakit.
tahan. terus bertahan..
jangan pecah. biar penuh tersimpan.
jangan lari. biar utuh berdiri.

(special dedicated to my fren, sakit kan rasenye, tutup mate je, pura pura buta, kalo x tahan lagi, buka mata lihat langit biru. maaf. bahu yang memikul lebih terasa bebannya dari mata yang melihat) 

p/s: gonna be very busy with the cfcs, silat test, n learning issue. Hope to close my eyes tight. Sorry to my pbl mates for cannot give my best anymore in d CFCS. tired already. tired with all those selfishness.

drowsy

OMG! chronic case.
dont know how to handle.
Feeling crazy and disoriented.
Oh! find me a solution.
common! aja2..

p/s : hard to describe

nano-nano

treeett....(vibrate)
"hello... k.ining, yah ni, kak ining balik bilo?"
T beli ko yah cekelat deh.
beli nano2...lagi emmmm....emmmm...eemmm..
ikut la gapo2 pun.

Huhu.. writing here so i wont forget souvenir for my youngest sister.
Plus, last week, she asked me to buy a pencil case just like d one im using now.
"T beli ko yah nga T sx deh.. hok samo, ikut la wano gapo2 pun...
pink ko, capo2 pon xpo" hahaha...

hmmm... my shirah..
da besar kamu ye... d apple of family..
kamulah racun, kamulah penawar..
sayang kamulah..

p/s: ( u ingat kakak2 u ni, gi melancong ke... tiap kali balik umah, ade je pesanannye.. tu baru mintak ngan i, x campo lagi yg mintak ngn kuku2 yg lain...hemmm...)

Ours

Sometimes, we dont need to talk.
Because not everything have to.
That is our talk.

No shout , no loud , no words!
But it reach our Broca's and wernickes's area.
Activating our limbic system..
That is our emotion.

We are not deaf, we are not dumb.
But we are in our way.
That is our language.

Others might think we are crazy.
Others might think we are dizzy.
But who cares!
That is our heart.

Not to be apart

p/s : Nak cerna cns notes sehadam hadamnya. Nak berbicara detail pasal brocas area n wernickes area pun tersekat sekat... X campur lagi other various system involved. See how great Allah is. Human brain is damn complicated. N we are damn special. Jom kita bersyukur pada Allah. Alhamdulillah!

doodle

ah! Ini nota untuk hari ini.
bukan saja2 nak tunjuk bakat menconteng .
bukan juga mahu menonjolkan kecomelan diri..
bukan juga nak tunjuk tulisan yg boleh dikira kemas la bg level diriku ini.
bukan apa2..
nak cakap lecture hari ini sangat bosan! x de slides!
mula2 ngantuk, lepas amalkan exercise untuk cerebellum, terus jadi segar. sangat segar
tapi masih bosan... tetiba keluar la bayangan ayam2 kfc n mcD..
huu~ akhirnya petang ni gi la makan kfc ngn ahli2 pblku yang tercenta..
yes! makan nasi hari ni... nasi ayam kfc. yuhuu~

Anak kecil

Anak kecil,
Masih rapuh jiwanya.
Lagaknya angkuh biarpun bertatih jatuh.
Fikirnya, " Aku hanya mahu menjadi dewasa.
Aku ingin berjalan jauh".

Anak kecil,
Tidak ampuh peribadinya.
Saat diherdik keras, air mata mengalir deras.
Fikirnya, " Ibu, ayah.. kenapa harus aku dimarah?
Aku ingin membesar gagah."

Anak kecil,
serapuh jiwamu, tanpa ampuh tegakmu,
kau masih anak kecil.
Bertatih jatuh, menangis lirih,
kau tetap anak kecil.
Fikir ibumu, fikir ayahmu,
"Anakku, jatuhlah, tapi bangkitlah,
menangislah tapi membesarlah".

Kami ingin melihatmu membesar gagah, berdiri megah.
Kerana kamu masih, tetapi bukan selamanya,
kami punya anak kecil.

p/s: Yesterday was a great fun being able to experience 'majlis berendoi' adik Inas Sofea. Hmm.. lucky nana, for having such 3 cute nephew and niece. How I wish to have one. Oh sister, cepat cepatlah kawin tu... hahaha

Lyric

Lyrics: Insha ALLAH
Maher Zain


Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and
That you're so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair n' never loose hope
Cos' Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3

Every time you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that it's way too late
You’re so confused,
Wrong decisions you have made
Hunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cos' Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him Raise your hands and pray Oh
Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah we’ll find our way
...............................................

p/s:  Orang da ke bulan, aku baru sibuk2 nak gi cari tiket... hahah... Da basi kot lagu ni.. But somehow, someway, Its damn soothing n meaningful. x lapuk dek hujan, x lekang dek zaman.

Language

The language of friendship lies not in words, but in the heart.~

A bundle of thanks to my dear Farah for the Bihun tomyam. hee~ cedap
I am deeply stuck in my latest admiration of knitting.
Till at a point, food means nothing to me.
Jari jemari asyik mendominasi.
My stomach keep screaming "LAPAR!!!". but..hhuhu
hee~ cian die.
Sampailah Farah came 2 my room, brought me a bowl of bihun tom yam and pau kacang merah,
finally my stomach stop crying.. haha..
thanx dude!

Cengeng.

Kakak aku kata aku cengeng.
sikit2 nak nangis. sikit2 nak merajuk.
aah. aku memang cengeng.
Tetiba malam ni rasa nak menangis.
Tapi takde sebab pun.
(erk!!!perlu ke mention kat cn??
perlu kot. kalo sedih kate sedih,
kalo hepi gelak sekuat hati)

Boleh x...........

aku takuuttt....
Can I??
Takut sangat.
Got no place to go.. Got nowhere to hide.

Debush! padan muke kau.
Pandai cari, pandailah kau lari!
Kaki ada, tegaklah kau berdiri.
Kalau kau x tahan lagi, rebah je ke bumi...

mm.. mak, saya mahu pulang.
pulang n buang segala yang ada.
x mahu simpan2 jeruk kasam ni.
makin lama, makin berbusuk.
Kusut.

Ok. hari ini.
aku cuba lagi. tegak je aku berdiri.
Pulang nanti, kusut itu, kemas aku patri.
tutup dalam peti.
x kan aku buka lagi.

p/s: kata orang bahasa itu jiwa, cantik bahasanya, cantiklah jiwanya. Tapi aku x setuju. Rosak bahasa, bukan beerti rosak jiwanya. cuma cacamerba! yes! report da hantar! baru saja.

Sarung pensil Heron

Alhamdulillah...
cutenye pensil saye..
Sebab ade.....SARUNG PENSIL HERON...
Huuu, This time it just take few hours to finish it.
Sambil2 study kan...
Nampak x buku ape tu.. Robbins tau..
Bukan saye x study ok! saya study...
Tetibe jek siap sarung tu.. siyes tetibe jek...
Lepas tutup buku, tengok2 aik! da siap!
Hahha.. Alhamdulillah..
Pasni nak buat 1 untuk rumet tersayang..
Pastu thinking of another design la plak...hehheh...
BIG GRIN!!!!

p/s: Esok pagi ade study group, jam 7 pg. Then pbl petang. Now baru nak start buat learning issue... huuu!!

Bile rase diri dah betul

Tengok kiri, jeling2..
Tengok kanan jeling2 lagi..
Tengok depan tunduk2..
Tengok belakang, aduh sakit leher!
Serba tak kena.

Ini salah. Itu pun salah.
Sebab ia memang salah.
Tapi diri sendiri nak jugak betul.
Padam tanda pangkah, gantikan dengan tanda right.
Tapi sekali lagi cikgu tanda, tetap tanda pangkah yang dapat.

Pejam mata kejap2.
Tutup hati rapat2.
Ikut rasa, biar je pura pura tak nampak.
Memang salah, tapi di mata nak jugak nampak betul.
akhirnya diri sendiri yang musnah.
Yang hak tetap hak, yang batil tetap batil.

Biar buta, biar bisu, biar pekak.
Janji, mata tetap melihat, mulut tetap berbicara, telinga tetap mendengar.
Kerana apa yang benar, sememangnya benar.
tidak mungkin jadi salah. Tidak mungkin jadi tidak.
Dan tidak mungkin dapat padam.

p/s: Easier said than done. Once get involved, oh my!! Lepas ni harap dapat buka mata luas2.
       Da start second project knitting. Nak abiskan bright pink yarn yang sakitkan mata tu. pasni nak gi cari
       larger size needle n more beautiful color yarns.

Oh sistah, you must see this.. A MUST!

Can u see that... can...can??

Huhu... I am not showing you the not to be coffee cup,

I am showing you the pink band on the top of not to be coffee cup instead.

Haha... guess what? I have new hobby, knitting... watchaa!!!

That was my first product, hair scarf...  Take a week time you!...huhu..

(Tengok dari jauh cantik, tengok dekat2, berlubang cket2)

Heee... impress x...impress x? No worries la, I x lupe diri.

T cuti, Ill teach u k... Just ready some modal 2 buy all those needed things ye,..

T later, we will knit something better, socks ke, sweater ke, crafts ke..

Ceh! berangan...huuuu.. Semoga terlaksana la impian murni ni..

p/s: Sangat impress dengan Suen yang ajar knit2 ni... She learnt it from you tube... Oh sangat kagumm...

      Toce loye!!