Hypnogogic

My brain goes empty lately.
I dont have possesion to write.
My life seems stumble up from imagery fall.
What a hypnogogic..... Just let me sleep well baby!

They have move up!
Yeah they really are.
But i am still here, absorbing some strenght,
but i dont know when it will reach the peak point.
It is hard. It gives pressure. It is tiring to wait.

Why am I giving problem to myself huh?
Greedy maybe. I am trying to own something that might not be mine.
I am trying to find some pleasure of amourous.
I am against the rule.
I am creating stain to the purity.
Oh! human are evil. Me as well.

Okay!!! I will be strong... stronger than ever.
I am black heron.
The daughter of the most beloved parents of mine..
I will be okay! Yeah, I will!

P/s : struggle up to be strong. The feeling was like drowning in the shallow pond.