Dear 2011,
Hi Eleven!
Welcome to my life. I hope U will be promising some bright future ahead. Yeah! My 2010 has left me in very pathetic ending, hope its gonna end soon. haha. Do U want to listen to my sad story? It is about 55 days complete love story. Yeah, I will tell U this story as I dont want to keep it linger in my life anymore. Yeah! cool!
Do U ever believe in love? Trust me I never once. I always remind me myself there is no real love between a guy and a gal. Hmm maybe because I have never experience it and to be truth, I have some paranoid with men. Somehow, I have overcome it now. I have no problem anymore talking to guys and now I have quite a lot of male friends. It takes me years for me to get used to them. Trust me. Its no joke. I have few bad experiences with men that make me extra cautious with them.( Tapi kalo bab2 crush tu, bnyk je...hee~)
Then, 10 comes in my life. I found a lot of similarities between us. 10 is mature as 10 is older than me. 10 always tell me jokes and 10 is so fun to chat with. Day by day, I attach to 10. Without 10, my life seems so dull and have no energy. I thought 10 was meant for me. I strongly believe to my instinct with no doubt. Ahaa... there goes my mistakes, I put my trust in the wrong place. I give my heart without any seconds. I thought sun is always there, up to my head. I forgot, there should be rainy season after dry weather.
Now, I open my eyes, 10 is no longer beside me. I realise, it is just a dream. Very sweet dream but it last too early. I havent make myself ready for any loss. Oh, my mind keep analysing. What has gone wrong. Oh now, I come in a conclusion. "Grenade" ... Have U ever listen to the song?. Its about someone who love somebody but did not get reply. Yeah, I dont know what has happened in 10's life. But I think 10 is grenade n grenade is 10. They have some correlation somewhere. And I am just a doctor to 10 and 10 just need some painkiller from me. And I have gone far beyond the ethiques, which disallow me to fall for my own patient.
Ahaa.. It takes 55 days to treat 10. And I am not really sure whether 10 is completely cured or not but now 10 is no longer my patient. 10 has discharged from my ward and 10 not even says goodbye to this doctor. Hohoho... You know what, the best part of being a doctor is when you are appreciated by your patient. But in this case, 10 just left me with some infection. Now I am in incubating period. Adush! sakit ba...
Yeah! that is how my 2010 has left me. Now here I am. Look forward for 2011. Oh , I see some sunshine. I smell something nice ahead. This is a good sign ... oyeaaa... Oh btw, I should change to a new diary and calender as well. Nice! Haha... see ya!
Truthfully,
Miss Heron
p/s: I found some interesting poem from Ohana group...
Sure 2010 wasn't the greatest year for U
There were heartbreaks,
There were smiles,
Memories were created, some of U will never forget,
U smiled, U cried,
U have grown,
U have become smarter,
U have larned from ur mistakes,
U hurt urself.
U cried because of the truth.
U laughed.
U loved.
Whatever U did in 2010, it has already happened.
U have learned this year, and make 2011 better than 2010
And in the end, its not the years in yours,
life that count. It's the life in your years.
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