nak start kejelah

hahaha...
I baru bangun susun2 folder seme..
Ntah pepe... nak wat semalam cam malas je..
seb bek je, all d documents dah ade. siap nak print out n susun2 je.

Semalam.
Jawapan yang aku cari, aku terima.
Kalau dulu jawapan ni aku terima, mungkin menangis meraung gak la.
Tapi semalam x tau what I should feel.
The feeling is not so intense. N lega pun ade coz akhirnya... terhurai~
I bet my instinct damn kuat.
Seriously. I can feel if something happen or gonna happen.

Lelaki,
dia mungkin x lihat lagi d worst scenario.
Ive been watching dying peoples.
Ive been clerking terminal ill patient.
Ive been seing peoples with hardship/ poor.
So I wish he could be strong and keep fighting.

nak tulis panjang2 lagi.. tapi nak g gosok bajulah.
later~

write a bit

Assalamualaikum w.b.t ladies.

I am packing my luggage for convocation as well induction.
I bet all my free time is going to leave me soon.
Very soon.

Pin bUnga.
What the heck is that?
hahha...  Little did I expect the flower brooch is booming -bOOOO-
I did for my young2 cousin two days ago.
What did I get in return?
OMG, abundant orders from their friends...
Hey budak2, I have no time to do all those anymore.
I rase x cantik pun - my mom kate " budak2... sukelah bende camtu"
Apelah budak2 ni....

Books
Ive lot to do with my readings..
Now I feel so rugi  by spending my time for sleeping.
This is so rugi so rugi.

Relationships
I am happy with so many good news surround me..
News about Farah.. News about Ale..
And I am happy spending my time chitchatting with topies.

Love
I feel like Ive got one more shot to get it right.
I simply cant risk getting into another bad relationship because it's just too darn hard to get out again.
I havent got any more escape acts in me.

Okay, I wont be here  for quite some time..
Gonna miss you readers~ cam artis lak~ dadaaaaaa~

Life recently

Ive been trying to reread this book. As far as I remember I havent finish reading this book in the past. The story is quite boring and the plot is so slow expanding. Yeah, Ive been keeping this book as my company for the past one week and I am not able to finish it yet. How disappointing. One thing I love about this story, is the relationship between  Joyce and her father. 75 years old father who keep calling Joyce as Graccie, in the name of his late wife. Yeah, when you become old and alone and all you have is a photo of your wife/husband  in your pocket and everything goes cloudy when your memories fails you; it touched me most.

This Korean drama is good. I am still in my 9th episode.  This drama is heart touching. Some of the episode cause my tears to roll down my cheek. Bulat bulat Gemuk Gemuk.  And it is one of the way to increase my spirit before starting my journey  as a housemen in about three weeks time. kononla kot

Haha... Just feel to repost this picture. I think this is damn cool. I captured this picture around November 2009 and I still remember why I wrote those caption in the picture. It just a moment that bring some value to me. Yeah, as we know, every picture talk. That is why I love to capture all the moments that I have gone through and make a journal somewhere..

Ive been reading debumelukut and Abil Fikri  blogs. Their  stories is just a wow! They are enduring a great hardship and it reminds me that life is never easy. Everyone has their own stories and fighting to come up with to be happy. Like what Ive been sharing with my buddies, there is just a tiny line between happiness and sadness. The border is cloudy. But to wake up in the darkness, to fight the overwhelming feeling, to accept things that you dont even want to believe yourself, it need a great courage. Yeah, the line is tiny. When U get over the tiny line, then u will see the happiness on the other side. If you do that, U will  be a different person. A stronger and better one.

wee hour

Assalamualaikum wbt ladies.

I have so little free time left yet I have much to do. I promised my bestie, khairunnisa liyana to hang out together since she is currently in Malaysia due to Mesir's riot, but somehow we still havent got the chance.

I promised my secondary schoolmate Husna, Lini and Ammar to meet them up in UIA yet I still havent do that.

Yeah beb, I know all what I want to do are hang out with friends. Yeah.. I know I know I know.

If you ask me what should we do with our left precious time, my answer is just do our routine. Our holidays routine while maximize it to the fullest. Read if you  enjoy reading. Sleep if you enjoy sleeping just like what I did.. heeeee~

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Well, life is going on and on. It might not be easy or should I say damn HARD!  but I bet it is not going to last forever at least. Yeah, I should bear it a little more. Go Ainin go! 

As good as dead

 

I am as good as dead

Little She and Kain Felt

Alkisah aku dan kakak ke Daiso semata mata mahu mencari kain felt untuk little she yang konon mahu jual kraft feltnya kepada kawan2.

Semalam di waktu senja, semangat dia menjemput rakan2 di sekeliling rumah untuk melihat kain felt beliau dan mengambil tempahan.

Hari ini, dia suruh aku gunting sedikit dari kain feltnya untuk dibawa ke sekolah petangnya; konon untuk siapkan tempahan kawannya di sekolah. Mak tak bagi dengan alasan pergi sekolah untuk belajar bukan untuk buat kerja luar bidang, merajuk little she dengan muncung panjang satu kaki.

Maghrib tadi aku keluar, bila aku pulang di waktu malam, dia jemput aku luar rumah sambil melaporkan bahawa kakakku, k.ain dah tolong print out tulisan tetapi dia gunting huruf A hampir putus. Makanya, aku harus guntingkan tulisan2 tu untuk dia.

Itu cerita yang okay. Cerita yang tak okaynya, dia suruh aku gunting kain felt, jahit kain felt dan hias kain feltnya. Persoalannya, siapa yang sibuk nak menjual ni? Siapa yang semangat ambil tempahan ni? Siapa yang semangat dan bermangat mangat? Dan dia sibuk cari gambar misai kat internet yang katanya trend zamannya rantai misai, brooch misai dan semuannya misailah. Dan sampai masanya, dia masuk tidur sebab esok dia sekolah.

Jahitan insang pari yang sudah luput dalam ingatan. Teringat gambar dan caranya dalam buku kemahiran hidup ERT Form berapa x ingat.

Yang pasti, pada hari esok, dia mesti tanya aku, "doh siap ko hok kawe yah tepoh tu?"

jAlaM - JaLam UIA~

Oh yihaaa~
So, telling U , Ive been in Baghdad ~ ohooo a.k.a Istanbul~ today.
Tipuu jeee... Ive been accompanying my sister to UIA main campus for her English test.
So overall, I am so excited as this is my first visit there -jakun-
So this is what I do while waiting for her to finish up her test.

I love the structure here. Like what my sister said, it feels like been in Istanbul. Not to mention with various foreigners there. I feel like, O my, do I really in Malaysia ~ hhahahaa.. exaggerate here~
With very limited hours, I just able to spend my time in leisure corner and have no time to explore all the divisons.

This is what took my time and yet I havent finish reading the book. The book really caught my eye and I really lost in it. It is really a good book which bring me to skip to the last chapter to figure out how the story end.

K.Seha @ my sister's bff introduce us to this Ko Hyang Korean stall in MidValley. Haha~ bolehlaaaa, Untuk perut orang melayu macam kami2 ni, petang tu kena top up dengan nasi goreng kampung pulak... hahhahaa.

This is a photo of us enjoying the ice cream.. yummmmmyyyyhhh!

Till then~ 

starting business

Assalamualaikum wbt ladies and gentleman.

My little Sherah and I have been starting a business.. Huhuahuahua... So, today is my first day of sale. Emm, Alhamdulillah the profit for today is Rm7.50. Not much huh... Just as what my father said " bapo banyok jah la bulih" Hehehheeeee


Well, money doesnt matter. The passion and excitement in doing little things in life that matter most.

Of course our sale manager is little she. So today, she came back from school with few orders for the next day. Walawehhhhh, shes really good in promoting.

Well, what the hack am I not sleeping yet and still writing this journal. Ohhooo, telling U, I am just done with stitching things. My fingers hurts and my eyes doesnt feel sleepy as usual. Here's come the passion of writing and updating little sweet things of my life.

huhu. I have to get my sleep now. Well dears, lots of love

 - hari ni baru pegi tukar mycard after 7 years - nasib x kena denda-

what matter

Convocation is just around the corner.
Have lots to think off.

Oh ladies.
what dress?
what shoes?
what hijab?

come on ladies..

Escapade.
This is what I dream of

Having google some of beautiful and breathtaking places in the world, I am sooooo craving.
This time my craving is not for food, instead it is for magnificent and romantic places ever.
I want to be here and there.
Haha... DAYDREAmING huh.
Someday I will make it come true.

Passion

One time ago, I am so in love with mystery and cute things.
Just like Pitts. Part of the favourite character that I can think of.
As much as my passion in writing and drawing.
Somehow, Ive abandoned them all for quite some time.
I think this is because of hormonal changes as part of my maturity process.
Matured huh? ahaaa... hahhaha

hAhA

This is really our favourite method of communication.
kan kan?

Lain lain manusia tak faham.
Tapi kita faham kenapa kita suka cara begini.
Menulis tanpa alamat tuju.
Bezanya, bahasamu telus, bahasaku puitis gitu... ihiksszz

Pernah kita ikrarkan, ukhwah kita lillahi.
Tercalarnya bukan ukhwah itu yang tercalar sebaliknya iman iman kita yang sedang sakit.

Aku tutup apa yang aku tidak suka lihat.
Aku tutup apa yang aku terlalu suka untuk lihat.
Kenapa?
Kerana hatiku sukar untuk dididik.
Saat ianya suka, keterlaluan ia suka.
Saat ianya sakit, keterlaluan ia sakit.
Aku mahu punya hati yang sederhana.
Dikawal mudah.
Bebas dari prasangka yang bukan bukan.
Bebas dari minda yang suka meneka tanpa bicara secara semuka.
Oleh itu - ignorance is bliss-

Reason?
Cukuplah aku katakan aku sedang diuji.
Diuji dengan perasaanku sendiri.

Aku tidak pandai marah.
Aku tidak pandai mengatakan apa yang aku tidak suka.
Tiap kali aku ingin bicara kata benci, lidahku sering membeloti diriku, di sua suakan dengan kata manis bahawa aku sebenarnya okay. tidak terkesan.
Walau hakikat sebenarnya tidak begitu.

Aku rasa kita berdua sama.
Anak manja.
Suka memberontak.
Tapi cara kita berbeza.

-Suatu hari aku akan kembali-