Day 2 taggers

OMG, this is so stressful lifestyle.
Im gonna die . die. die.
stress  level is increasing.

If I were U student, hell, I study really hard.
Ill make sure I can manage patient during my student time lagi so that I wont in real shock.
Tell U, I just  taking care of 1cubicle only.
with 5-10 patient. With a lot of orders to be accomplish .
With a lot of energy needed to trace all those results.
With staff nurse every now and then, dr, bp patient naik, nak wat ape ni? dr, patient ni ade temperature during blood transfusion.
Nak insert branula, taking blood.
X payah mention PD, chest tube n so ngeng2 and the geng... complete this and that so that Ull pass ur tagging period. OMG die. die. die.
tagging period? two weeks? off tag means start call alone in the night. ? God.!

"New HO, how come u this small thing pun u nak mention kat I." kata MO
"Oh , HUSM, shud be terer. x payah orientasilah"
kekambing kekambing kekambing.

ape2 pun senyum jela..
pastu bebel2 kat afi ngn anwar.
bebel2..
pastu bebel2 kat sini pulak.
oklah bye.
InsyaAllah, we will be  a good and best and humble doctor one day.

Time nangis kita nangis. Time kerja kita kerja.

p/s : Apa pun yang kita buat kalau  sebab dunia, penat jelah yang kita dapat.

BFMP

 

Assalamualaikum wbt ladies,

Actually bukak laptop sebab nak baca notes, tapi kite update dulu ape2 yg patut kat sini.hihi

Hari ni dah tau posting ape.

Pukul 5 tadi, berkejaran cari k. Radin.

So, afi, anwar and I dapat medikal.

Zurina dan hamidah dapat O&G.

Lai dan Wan Yi dapat surgeri.

May dan Yaseer dapat orthopedik.

Bukan dapat sangat lah pun.

kitorang choose and divide among kitorang ikot kuota given.

 

nampak sikit je slide tu.

padahal bersepah giler.

banyak kali trial tapi kena choose the best three je setiap sorang.

Ingatkan nak ambil gambar time slide banyak bersepah tu, biar nampak sikit gigihnya.

Tapi yelah kan, fon kite gambar dah x cantik.

Gambar ni sume pon, wat muke kesian pinjam ipong afi.

gigih nak ambil gambar. fotografer tegar katanya. haha.

Ada orang bagi gambar semalam.

haha. bukan dia bagi pun. tapi nak upload jugak.

suspicious kan korang? sape tu ? sape tu?

First week as housemen

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum ladies ^^

Stukur Ya Allah, minggu pertama as housemen dapat survive dengan jayanya dan dapat cuti this weekend... yezza.

Day 1
Pergi Jabatan Kesihatan Negeri Pahang dan register kat sana
Pergi Jabatan Sumber Manusia HTAA dan daftar kat situ.
Pergi asrama jururawat HTAA dan daftar bilik dekat situ.
Syukur juga, saya dan May dapat bilik yang ada aircond.

Day 2
Dengar talk tentang Breast ca dan dapat makan sandwich telur..huhu
Dengar taklimat oleh staff nurse zubaidah (K.Zu)
Dengar taklimat lagi pasal wound oleh staff nurse jugak tapi x ingat nama
Amik darah untuk cek HepB

Day 3
Duduk dekat klinik darah bersepadu.
Dari pagi sampai petang ambil darah jugak.
Duduk dekat kaunter tolong K.Zah label bottle.
Time amik darah, hati tak debar pun tapi tangan gigil2.
Kan saya ada masalah tangan gigil.
Tapi Alhamdulillah, semua urat senang jumpe n x de masalah pun amik darah except part ketar tu.

Day 4
Sambung ambil darah lagi.
Each of us kena ambil 30 darah pesakit.
Hari ni semua dah cukup. Siap ada yang lebih lagi.
K.Zah kata excellant lah budak USM ni.. hahha (bangga juga sikit2.. astagfirullahalazim) hihiu
Abang Razi datang lawat. K.Erma pun ada singgah.

Day 5
Ambil darah lagi kat klinik darah bersepadu.
Pergi buat mantoux test kat klinik respiratory.
Sakit juga kena prick ooo..
Mau nangis2.
Hari ni K.Zah bagi balik awal.
Sambil tunggu punch card pukul 5, kami lepak library.

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 ok.. tadi uncle ong bagi kami cop... yeay!! semangat2.. comel copnye.. warna pink gitu.. hahha.. jadi kami main cop2 kertas..hihu

nak start kejelah

hahaha...
I baru bangun susun2 folder seme..
Ntah pepe... nak wat semalam cam malas je..
seb bek je, all d documents dah ade. siap nak print out n susun2 je.

Semalam.
Jawapan yang aku cari, aku terima.
Kalau dulu jawapan ni aku terima, mungkin menangis meraung gak la.
Tapi semalam x tau what I should feel.
The feeling is not so intense. N lega pun ade coz akhirnya... terhurai~
I bet my instinct damn kuat.
Seriously. I can feel if something happen or gonna happen.

Lelaki,
dia mungkin x lihat lagi d worst scenario.
Ive been watching dying peoples.
Ive been clerking terminal ill patient.
Ive been seing peoples with hardship/ poor.
So I wish he could be strong and keep fighting.

nak tulis panjang2 lagi.. tapi nak g gosok bajulah.
later~

write a bit

Assalamualaikum w.b.t ladies.

I am packing my luggage for convocation as well induction.
I bet all my free time is going to leave me soon.
Very soon.

Pin bUnga.
What the heck is that?
hahha...  Little did I expect the flower brooch is booming -bOOOO-
I did for my young2 cousin two days ago.
What did I get in return?
OMG, abundant orders from their friends...
Hey budak2, I have no time to do all those anymore.
I rase x cantik pun - my mom kate " budak2... sukelah bende camtu"
Apelah budak2 ni....

Books
Ive lot to do with my readings..
Now I feel so rugi  by spending my time for sleeping.
This is so rugi so rugi.

Relationships
I am happy with so many good news surround me..
News about Farah.. News about Ale..
And I am happy spending my time chitchatting with topies.

Love
I feel like Ive got one more shot to get it right.
I simply cant risk getting into another bad relationship because it's just too darn hard to get out again.
I havent got any more escape acts in me.

Okay, I wont be here  for quite some time..
Gonna miss you readers~ cam artis lak~ dadaaaaaa~

Life recently

Ive been trying to reread this book. As far as I remember I havent finish reading this book in the past. The story is quite boring and the plot is so slow expanding. Yeah, Ive been keeping this book as my company for the past one week and I am not able to finish it yet. How disappointing. One thing I love about this story, is the relationship between  Joyce and her father. 75 years old father who keep calling Joyce as Graccie, in the name of his late wife. Yeah, when you become old and alone and all you have is a photo of your wife/husband  in your pocket and everything goes cloudy when your memories fails you; it touched me most.

This Korean drama is good. I am still in my 9th episode.  This drama is heart touching. Some of the episode cause my tears to roll down my cheek. Bulat bulat Gemuk Gemuk.  And it is one of the way to increase my spirit before starting my journey  as a housemen in about three weeks time. kononla kot

Haha... Just feel to repost this picture. I think this is damn cool. I captured this picture around November 2009 and I still remember why I wrote those caption in the picture. It just a moment that bring some value to me. Yeah, as we know, every picture talk. That is why I love to capture all the moments that I have gone through and make a journal somewhere..

Ive been reading debumelukut and Abil Fikri  blogs. Their  stories is just a wow! They are enduring a great hardship and it reminds me that life is never easy. Everyone has their own stories and fighting to come up with to be happy. Like what Ive been sharing with my buddies, there is just a tiny line between happiness and sadness. The border is cloudy. But to wake up in the darkness, to fight the overwhelming feeling, to accept things that you dont even want to believe yourself, it need a great courage. Yeah, the line is tiny. When U get over the tiny line, then u will see the happiness on the other side. If you do that, U will  be a different person. A stronger and better one.

wee hour

Assalamualaikum wbt ladies.

I have so little free time left yet I have much to do. I promised my bestie, khairunnisa liyana to hang out together since she is currently in Malaysia due to Mesir's riot, but somehow we still havent got the chance.

I promised my secondary schoolmate Husna, Lini and Ammar to meet them up in UIA yet I still havent do that.

Yeah beb, I know all what I want to do are hang out with friends. Yeah.. I know I know I know.

If you ask me what should we do with our left precious time, my answer is just do our routine. Our holidays routine while maximize it to the fullest. Read if you  enjoy reading. Sleep if you enjoy sleeping just like what I did.. heeeee~

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Well, life is going on and on. It might not be easy or should I say damn HARD!  but I bet it is not going to last forever at least. Yeah, I should bear it a little more. Go Ainin go! 

As good as dead

 

I am as good as dead

Little She and Kain Felt

Alkisah aku dan kakak ke Daiso semata mata mahu mencari kain felt untuk little she yang konon mahu jual kraft feltnya kepada kawan2.

Semalam di waktu senja, semangat dia menjemput rakan2 di sekeliling rumah untuk melihat kain felt beliau dan mengambil tempahan.

Hari ini, dia suruh aku gunting sedikit dari kain feltnya untuk dibawa ke sekolah petangnya; konon untuk siapkan tempahan kawannya di sekolah. Mak tak bagi dengan alasan pergi sekolah untuk belajar bukan untuk buat kerja luar bidang, merajuk little she dengan muncung panjang satu kaki.

Maghrib tadi aku keluar, bila aku pulang di waktu malam, dia jemput aku luar rumah sambil melaporkan bahawa kakakku, k.ain dah tolong print out tulisan tetapi dia gunting huruf A hampir putus. Makanya, aku harus guntingkan tulisan2 tu untuk dia.

Itu cerita yang okay. Cerita yang tak okaynya, dia suruh aku gunting kain felt, jahit kain felt dan hias kain feltnya. Persoalannya, siapa yang sibuk nak menjual ni? Siapa yang semangat ambil tempahan ni? Siapa yang semangat dan bermangat mangat? Dan dia sibuk cari gambar misai kat internet yang katanya trend zamannya rantai misai, brooch misai dan semuannya misailah. Dan sampai masanya, dia masuk tidur sebab esok dia sekolah.

Jahitan insang pari yang sudah luput dalam ingatan. Teringat gambar dan caranya dalam buku kemahiran hidup ERT Form berapa x ingat.

Yang pasti, pada hari esok, dia mesti tanya aku, "doh siap ko hok kawe yah tepoh tu?"

jAlaM - JaLam UIA~

Oh yihaaa~
So, telling U , Ive been in Baghdad ~ ohooo a.k.a Istanbul~ today.
Tipuu jeee... Ive been accompanying my sister to UIA main campus for her English test.
So overall, I am so excited as this is my first visit there -jakun-
So this is what I do while waiting for her to finish up her test.

I love the structure here. Like what my sister said, it feels like been in Istanbul. Not to mention with various foreigners there. I feel like, O my, do I really in Malaysia ~ hhahahaa.. exaggerate here~
With very limited hours, I just able to spend my time in leisure corner and have no time to explore all the divisons.

This is what took my time and yet I havent finish reading the book. The book really caught my eye and I really lost in it. It is really a good book which bring me to skip to the last chapter to figure out how the story end.

K.Seha @ my sister's bff introduce us to this Ko Hyang Korean stall in MidValley. Haha~ bolehlaaaa, Untuk perut orang melayu macam kami2 ni, petang tu kena top up dengan nasi goreng kampung pulak... hahhahaa.

This is a photo of us enjoying the ice cream.. yummmmmyyyyhhh!

Till then~