Acne Vulgaris @ jerawat

Oh, acne is just a nightmare. Its a killer. It can kill your confidence.

Entering my 20th age, the pimples are starting to habituate.

They marked their territories on my face with no sign of leaving. How cruel they are, arent they?

They come and go as they like, leaving bad scars.

Talking about acne vulgaris,

They have something to do with genetic, obesity, and aggravated by stress, facial massage/therapy, smoking, and high glysemic load diet as well as milk product.

Thus friend, avoid saloon facial therapy k... MILK? OMG, me as well just know about it.

And those who believe their acne are due to allergy rhinitis (resdung), throw that believe away.

You treat the allergic rhinitis, it wont solve the acne problem. If it does solve, lucky U. No correlation at all between them both.

Ok, these are the treatment offered.

1. Benzyl Peroxide - It act as antibacterial and reduce comedones by keratolytic action. Applied topically daily. Hmmm, kalau I sebut oxy 10, it will directly come to your mind right? yeah, your oxy 10 is benzyl peroxide.

2.Retinoid acid

3. Antibiotics - ( tetracycline, erythromycin and clindamycin) . This antibiotic course will take U about 6 months with 100 mg daily (1 tablet). Oh, I have once bought the doxycylin from pharmacy but after do some research on the side effect, I prefer not to continue them. But mind U, if U take the antibiotics, U must finish the course as instructed by pharmacologist/ clinician otherwise U might developed resistance. Means that, the next time U take this antibiotics, U wont gain any benefit from them anymore.

4.Cyproterone acetate - Hmm, ever heard about Diane 35? It is a very famous oral contraceptive pills for treating acne purpose. Huhu.. yeah, this cyproterone acetate is an oral contraceptive pills. Thus only female can take this unless U guys want to have feminization? Oh a big NO NO NO..hhahaaha... Its good to be taken if U have irregular menstrual cycle. It treat them both. 

5. Isotretinoin - This is the most effective drug, designed to treat the severe acne. By the way, if U go to GPs , I am sure most of them will prescribed U with this Isotretinoin. The dosage is 0.5mg/kg/day up to 6 month. Oh, this drugs sure cost U a lot of money.

Huhu... But of course every drugs have their own side effect. Ask your doctor or U can do your own reading.. Tell U, the cost of treating acne problem in Kuala Lumpur is nearly RM500 monthly and it usually need 6 month. Hmm, treatment with dermatologist in kelantan, Prof Mokhtar is about RM300 monthly but if U are his students (macam saya) , he will cut down the consultation fees make it Rm 190 just for the drugs..hahha.. Tapi I x jumpe pun die... xde duit... sobsobsob... OMG, dermatologist sure gain a lot of money due to this kind of beauty obsession... What a world. Im in it... hahhahaha..

P/s : This acne problem will resolved by their own as U get older. Tap water is the best cleanser. Hahha... My friend bagi tips, honey campur dengan milk powder n buat mask pakai malam b4 tido.. Hmmm, gonna try this.

cIntA taNpa SEmPadAn?

Hi all..

I am Dyrants.

I have something to talk about. Listen ya :)

“It’s the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It is the one who won’t be taken who cannot seem to give. And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live.” ~ Bette Midler

There is no perfect way to live.

There is no right way to live.

Our parents/guardians teach us good values to guide us through the life.

Teachers give us knowledge to get through the life.

On the other hand, the society at large has an idea how U should live your life, what U should do, and what U shouldnt do.

They pass judgement and questions our belief, option, ideologies, choice and as far as offering solutions to the problem created.

These are people U trust and slowly their ideologies replace yours, their choices soon become ur choices and ur belief fade away.

We start to live someone's else life.

At the back of our mind, our ideologies never really die.

They just coil due to pressure from external forces.

They try to speak up but fear of ridicule wins that fight and we find ourselves doing what is expected of us and not what our heart really desires. Some might call this reason;

I choose to call it fear, cowardice

I love this quote by Bette Midler because it encourages me to be who I am and not what I am expected to be. I love even when I know I’m loving the wrong person/thing or for the wrong reasons. I love because it’s what my heart wants; because in that moment and time it’s what makes the most sense. Some may call this a weakness but I love without judgement until given reason to. Everyone deserves a chance to be loved and love back. I am not afraid to love because I know that if my heart does break, I’ll still live to see another day. I’ll proudly walk away and say, at least I got the chance to meet person ‘X’ . The scars on my heart can tell their own story of sleepless nights and the tears but they can also tell a victory story. Of lessons learnt.

Time heals all wounds they say. We just don’t realise how true this is until we’re faced with a situation that we thought we’d never recover from. Love. It’s the only chance you’ll ever get if your heart does break, fix it! Bandage it! Walk away with your head held up high, you loved, you learnt and I’m sure it was worth it while you were in it.

P/s : Hey girl, smile. U have to fight for your own body sake. Pity the other organs. Oh hypoxic. Dont ischemic!

2 minggu yang tinggal

apa yang tinggal?

MALAS!

Malam Graduasi 2012

Wah! Malam yang sungguh gemilang.

Canda tawa aku( nyonya Mansur) sama Cik Salmah (Cikah), bebi, Mek ah ink, Manisah (nana), cik salmah (oni), Nyonya Naddo dan mereka mereka yang lain.

Lokasinya studio Jalan Ampas? atau mungkin lebih dikenali Renaissance hotel?

Aku kira, penat lelah kami berbayar.

Aku sungguh gembira.

Ini bukan cerita Kassim Selamat, yang mana plotnya disusun penuh tragis.

Ini kisah kami.

Plot yang susunannya lebih kompleks.

Dari tiada, jadi ada.

Ah! bingung! Ah, lupakan saja.

P/s : Foto foto ini aku ambil dari simpanan Cik Salmah. Dia orang kaya, punya kamera mahal. 

graduation nite

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Untuk setiap kesusahan, pasti ada kesenangan kan?

Alhamdulillah.

Syukur. Majlis berjalan lancar. Tiada masalah major. SERONOK.

Dengan tema retroelegance. Kami melaram sakan.

Inilah barisan Exco cenderahati yang gigih.

Siapa kata tiada masalah, TIPU.

Tapi, penyelesaianannya, tabah.

2 hari menghampiri majlis, hari yang super busy.

Hari yang emo. PENAT!

Tapi kami enjoy menikmati makanan pasar malam.

Salah satu nikmat Allah, makanan pun mampu buat kita gembira kan?

Buruk kan gambar di atas. Muka berminyak.

Jerawat tumbuh melata. Hari hari yang stress bakal berakhir.

Di sebalik senyuman kami, penuh dengan so called "LAST MINUTES UNEXPECTABLE THINGS"

Tapi Alhamdulillah, everything was settled at the end.

Spek retro milikku. RM15.

Kalau mak saya tahu, pasti membazir katanya.

Haha. Tapi x pelah. Jarang jarang membazir seronok jugak.

Jarang2 ke?

Ini gambarku dengan senior 5th year.

Anak kawan abah.

Da grad pun die.

No gossip. Kawan je. SUMPAH.

Vithia cute!

Aiman yang hensem. 

Bangga tak dik?

P/s : Congratulation to all the excos plus ajk's and yang diraikan our senior. Nantikan kami ya. :)

bad

"aku kan menghilang dalam pekat malam,
lepas ku melayang.
biarlah ku bertanya pada bintang bintang tentang erti kita,
dalam mimpi yang sempurna.

I dont know what I am going through now.
I am loosing my true self along the way.
I gave pain towards my buddies.
I hurt them.
I am sorry.
Really I am.

Some peoples are very good in self meditation.
I am not.
Some peoples are very good in forgetting.
I am not.
Some peoples are very good in loving.
I am not.

Friends,
Sorry for asking your support while I was giving my ignorance in return.
Sorry for paying your kindness with silence.
Sorry for giving so many excuses.
Sorry for abandoning my responsibilities.
Sorry for being bad.

sCrew uP

Eventhough I screw up so many times,

shes been there for me.

Eventhough I was the super annoying,

shes been patient with me each time.

Whenever I was hitting the  buttom rock,

shes been the one whos pulling me up.

Time

These days are hard.
Bloody hard.
But one thing for sure is,
If I dont go through these hard times,
I wont be able to go through any other bloody hard times tomorrow as well.
So fight it! Live well!
Get through today, tomorrow and the day after.

Ok. the future me is waiting :)

P/s : First day medical. I like it. I have shi by my side now. Begging me jom jalan2.. hahah... sikkk'aanlah.

hahaha

haha.. shianlah!
wweeeehhhuuu..
(>.^")

~.^

p/s : heee.. promised. No words. ok, keep it shut.