bad

"aku kan menghilang dalam pekat malam,
lepas ku melayang.
biarlah ku bertanya pada bintang bintang tentang erti kita,
dalam mimpi yang sempurna.

I dont know what I am going through now.
I am loosing my true self along the way.
I gave pain towards my buddies.
I hurt them.
I am sorry.
Really I am.

Some peoples are very good in self meditation.
I am not.
Some peoples are very good in forgetting.
I am not.
Some peoples are very good in loving.
I am not.

Friends,
Sorry for asking your support while I was giving my ignorance in return.
Sorry for paying your kindness with silence.
Sorry for giving so many excuses.
Sorry for abandoning my responsibilities.
Sorry for being bad.