P/s : Motif? LIfe is calories! Live it, enjoy it and be fat! And sing with loudest voice eva sampai dapat vocal polyps... Sweetnye macam cake tu.
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Picture talk?
P/s : Motif? LIfe is calories! Live it, enjoy it and be fat! And sing with loudest voice eva sampai dapat vocal polyps... Sweetnye macam cake tu.
Monday, May 14, 2012
EsCaPisM
Sometimes it is okay to escape from the typical cool me kan?
Sometimes it is okay to be weak, differ from the daily strong me kan?
Sometimes it is okay to follow your heart instead of your matured mind kan?
Sometimes it is okay to be angry to the small matter things kan?
Ahahha.. Tapi masalahnya sometimes je ke I wat camtu?
Notime > sometimes > few times > many times
hahah.. thats how the "me" evolved and growth.
kan2?
Jawab je YA.
Sebab memang itu jawapannya pun. ^^
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
giVe aNd TaKe
Huhu.. My parents were such a great parents.
since young I was trained to give and take.
Now Ive decided to give.
I might call it give in also.
hahaha..
U r such a kind lady.
Beautiful also.
U deserve to own ur happiness.
Fight for it dear.
I love U more than I love that buddy whom I barely known.
huhuuhu
Be happy dear.
Own that happiness. (^.<)b
since young I was trained to give and take.
Now Ive decided to give.
I might call it give in also.
hahaha..
U r such a kind lady.
Beautiful also.
U deserve to own ur happiness.
Fight for it dear.
I love U more than I love that buddy whom I barely known.
huhuuhu
Be happy dear.
Own that happiness. (^.<)b
eXaM oftal fEvER
Oh, tomorrow is my ophtalmology end of posting exam.
I have been sleeping early all this while.
But tonight I inject myself with nescafe.
I am damn sleepy aite now but my mind wont just go to sleep.
Oh padan muka!
Eyes, y dont U listen to me.
If U do, U are a great help to me.
Listen listen listen..
Be normal be healthy
Never wear contact lense unless u wanna take 50% risk of getting corneal ulcer.
Corneal ulcer? Whats that mommy?
Oh it just a monster who will take over your eye.
U cant see well, it is painful, tearing and the sun will hit your eye badly.
But it is okay, dr will do the corneal scrapping and do the gram staining of the monster.
Dr will give U intensive topical antibiotic every hour.
Dont worry, if monster attack your eye, mommy will bring U to ophtalmologist instantly.
Otherwise U will get corneal perforation, permanent corneal opacity so on.
Be happy baby..
Caption: Corneal ulcer. Close-up of the eye of an 80-year- old woman showing severe inflammation caused by a corneal ulcer. The location of the ulcer is shown by the green fluorescein dye. The cloudy colour of the pupil is caused by a mature cataract (opaque lens) that had caused loss of vision in the eye prior to development of the ulcer. A corneal ulcer is an infected break in the surface of the eye that fails to heal and becomes inflamed. The condition is caused by injury or infection and is very painful. Treatment depends on the infectious agent present; bacterial ulcers are treated with antibiotics, for example.
Eye eye eye,
It is not your fault if U got Primary close angle glaucoma.
Yeah what to do, U r more than 60 y.o, female, got large lense, and we have first degree family history.
Mommy wont tell U the dilator mc theory and sphincter mc theory coz mommy also dont understand it well... hehheh
U have fix and mid dilated pupil, hazy cornea, halos around light and painful red eye
Thats y mommy know it is PCAG instead of POAG.
That ophtalmologist told mommy that ur eye got shallow anterior chamber,corneal edema and optic disc edema.
Yeah, mommy know U wont understand. But its okay, when U get bigger, Ull understand this.
Oh, that doctor ask U to take IV Acetylzolamide, B blocker, Pilocarpine and steroid.
If it still did not resolve, we will do the laser iridotomy.
Oh baby,
Mommy still have a lot to study.
U just take care of urself k.
Eat vitamin A and carrot.
K, now U go to sleep first.
Nite dear.
P/s : hahahaha.. jom gelak sama2.. ngantuk ni
I have been sleeping early all this while.
But tonight I inject myself with nescafe.
I am damn sleepy aite now but my mind wont just go to sleep.
Oh padan muka!
Eyes, y dont U listen to me.
If U do, U are a great help to me.
Listen listen listen..
Be normal be healthy
Never wear contact lense unless u wanna take 50% risk of getting corneal ulcer.
Corneal ulcer? Whats that mommy?
Oh it just a monster who will take over your eye.
U cant see well, it is painful, tearing and the sun will hit your eye badly.
But it is okay, dr will do the corneal scrapping and do the gram staining of the monster.
Dr will give U intensive topical antibiotic every hour.
Dont worry, if monster attack your eye, mommy will bring U to ophtalmologist instantly.
Otherwise U will get corneal perforation, permanent corneal opacity so on.
Be happy baby..
Caption: Corneal ulcer. Close-up of the eye of an 80-year- old woman showing severe inflammation caused by a corneal ulcer. The location of the ulcer is shown by the green fluorescein dye. The cloudy colour of the pupil is caused by a mature cataract (opaque lens) that had caused loss of vision in the eye prior to development of the ulcer. A corneal ulcer is an infected break in the surface of the eye that fails to heal and becomes inflamed. The condition is caused by injury or infection and is very painful. Treatment depends on the infectious agent present; bacterial ulcers are treated with antibiotics, for example.
Eye eye eye,
It is not your fault if U got Primary close angle glaucoma.
Yeah what to do, U r more than 60 y.o, female, got large lense, and we have first degree family history.
Mommy wont tell U the dilator mc theory and sphincter mc theory coz mommy also dont understand it well... hehheh
U have fix and mid dilated pupil, hazy cornea, halos around light and painful red eye
Thats y mommy know it is PCAG instead of POAG.
That ophtalmologist told mommy that ur eye got shallow anterior chamber,corneal edema and optic disc edema.
Yeah, mommy know U wont understand. But its okay, when U get bigger, Ull understand this.
Oh, that doctor ask U to take IV Acetylzolamide, B blocker, Pilocarpine and steroid.
If it still did not resolve, we will do the laser iridotomy.
Oh baby,
Mommy still have a lot to study.
U just take care of urself k.
Eat vitamin A and carrot.
K, now U go to sleep first.
Nite dear.
P/s : hahahaha.. jom gelak sama2.. ngantuk ni
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Time is precious
InsyaAllah in another one year I will be graduated.
Then say bubye to my schoolhood.. hehheheee..
Lately i keep on talking about creating memories..
Yeah, I dont know what will be promising for me tomorrow.
Thus, Im creating today's memory.
This is really a sweet memory. Watching sunrise and learn how to determine the kiblat. Bukan arah matahari terbit tau. Matahari terbenam.. hehheee... 291/292 degree kalau kat Mesia. Ada kisah lucu mengenainya.. wakakka
If anyone said this is poyo. No! It is not. At least we had tried once. Sungguh this hijab give me some sort of different feeling. I feel so safe and comfort but somehow to permanently wear it, I just can say InsyaAllah one day. It needs commitment and Im not ready for it yet. This picture was taken after we went for ceramah Ustaz Don and Ustaz Azhar Idrus at Stadium Raja Muhammad lV.
hahaha.. The girl in blue scarf is dead fan of Siti Nurhaliza Taruddin. Sanggup x lunch, tinggalkan OSCE trial, hulurkan medical book to get the signature (biarpun sign ct x dapat, tapi dapat sign david teoh ngan si model wanita perfume tu je lepas gaduh2 ngan mak cik guard) muahahahha... Ok, I cancel balik kg for her okay... heheh... sib baik she offer me to use her washing machine at d rumah sewanya..huk2.
This picture was taken more than one month ago during our toppies trip to Jeram Mengaji. Hmm, Alhamdulillah for giving me such a great friends. I love them all although behind it penuh dengan personaliti masing2 yang tersendiri . Segala sukaduka tangis dan tawa aku banyak yang bersama mereka.
This picture was taken at airport Pc.. Tapi poyo2 je.. Nyamuk banyak. Sumpah lain kali x nak wat bday party kat c2 lagi.
Haha... I am 23 years old. Friends are getting married one by one. Singlehood is leaving us soon. Thus let create memories as much as we could as time is precious. Who knows is there any tomorrow for us.
P/s : I have someone I like. I dont care if it is one sided love or whatsoever. I just enjoy the feeling. But to U, do let me know if U dont need me anymore. Huhu.. sadis kan bunyinye. Nolah, I wont put my pride sooo low untuk cinta yang ntah ape2. but I just want to be truth to myself. So, leave me if U found someone better. Dont like me so much as I also cant promise U anything. But for this current being, I like U.. hahahha... Maap2! ^.< ... ( maaflah sedare2, besele jiwe wanita. fitrah yang terkawal InsyaAllah. hikhik)
Then say bubye to my schoolhood.. hehheheee..
Lately i keep on talking about creating memories..
Yeah, I dont know what will be promising for me tomorrow.
Thus, Im creating today's memory.
This is really a sweet memory. Watching sunrise and learn how to determine the kiblat. Bukan arah matahari terbit tau. Matahari terbenam.. hehheee... 291/292 degree kalau kat Mesia. Ada kisah lucu mengenainya.. wakakka
If anyone said this is poyo. No! It is not. At least we had tried once. Sungguh this hijab give me some sort of different feeling. I feel so safe and comfort but somehow to permanently wear it, I just can say InsyaAllah one day. It needs commitment and Im not ready for it yet. This picture was taken after we went for ceramah Ustaz Don and Ustaz Azhar Idrus at Stadium Raja Muhammad lV.
hahaha.. The girl in blue scarf is dead fan of Siti Nurhaliza Taruddin. Sanggup x lunch, tinggalkan OSCE trial, hulurkan medical book to get the signature (biarpun sign ct x dapat, tapi dapat sign david teoh ngan si model wanita perfume tu je lepas gaduh2 ngan mak cik guard) muahahahha... Ok, I cancel balik kg for her okay... heheh... sib baik she offer me to use her washing machine at d rumah sewanya..huk2.
This picture was taken more than one month ago during our toppies trip to Jeram Mengaji. Hmm, Alhamdulillah for giving me such a great friends. I love them all although behind it penuh dengan personaliti masing2 yang tersendiri . Segala sukaduka tangis dan tawa aku banyak yang bersama mereka.
This picture was taken at airport Pc.. Tapi poyo2 je.. Nyamuk banyak. Sumpah lain kali x nak wat bday party kat c2 lagi.
Haha... I am 23 years old. Friends are getting married one by one. Singlehood is leaving us soon. Thus let create memories as much as we could as time is precious. Who knows is there any tomorrow for us.
P/s : I have someone I like. I dont care if it is one sided love or whatsoever. I just enjoy the feeling. But to U, do let me know if U dont need me anymore. Huhu.. sadis kan bunyinye. Nolah, I wont put my pride sooo low untuk cinta yang ntah ape2. but I just want to be truth to myself. So, leave me if U found someone better. Dont like me so much as I also cant promise U anything. But for this current being, I like U.. hahahha... Maap2! ^.< ... ( maaflah sedare2, besele jiwe wanita. fitrah yang terkawal InsyaAllah. hikhik)
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Its toMaTO!
Iycopersicon esculeturns...
Huhu... Ive been taking antioxidant suppliment for quite ages until I found the best anti aging care that can enhance the immune system naturally.
Yeah.. Its tOMaTo!
I wonder why my friends love tomato so much. Tomatoes are just like apples to them. They ate them raw which is an eeeyyyeeewww for me.
Thus, I make some reading about tomatoes. Surprisingly I fall in love with them eventually. OMG!
Tomatoes contain powerful nutrien, vitamins, lycopenes and carotenoids and protect the skin. They can avoid U from getting sunburn dear. The vitamin A, C which act as antioxidant also can help U fight the radicals in the body and prevents the aging process and cancer. Mind U, it FIGHT the CANCER taw. Prostat cancer? Yeah dear, it help to prevent them too. Give your brother/husband/bf/father tomatoes as the love gift..hehhehe
And for those who obsess with the skin care, yes, tomatoes are meant for U. U can use it as the mask to help U with the pores, pimples and dry skin. OMG! I should try this too. Ive have a bad skin texture.
And to the UMKKians, tell U tomatoes are just 90 cents per kilo in Nirwana as they were having SALE. Yeah, another interesting point here. Instead of exploring the newly launched Jackel and cool blog, go and shopping tomato first... ahahhaha... peace!
I love U.. (^^)/'
Monday, April 23, 2012
Life Recently
Assalamualaikum w.b.t
I have finished with surgery and orthopedic posting.
Now I am in ophtalmology posting.
Life is just good.
I enjoyed my medical student life.
I read novels. I watch dramas. I listen to songs. I cry sometimes. I get jealous few times.
But still my life is just so great.
I get angry. I get worry. This is just cycle of life.
Kan..kan?
If U are lonely, find a friend.
Anyone should be okay.
Just make sure she/he suit U.
She might be crazy. So are U. Compatible kan?
I have finished with surgery and orthopedic posting.
Now I am in ophtalmology posting.
Life is just good.
I enjoyed my medical student life.
I read novels. I watch dramas. I listen to songs. I cry sometimes. I get jealous few times.
But still my life is just so great.
I get angry. I get worry. This is just cycle of life.
Kan..kan?
If U are lonely, find a friend.
Anyone should be okay.
Just make sure she/he suit U.
She might be crazy. So are U. Compatible kan?
Friday, April 6, 2012
Aku ingin cerita tentang kisah bahagia.
Bahagia yang sentiasa tersenyum, tenang dan merasa cukup dengan hidup.
Apa bahagia tidak punya rasa cemburu melihat sesuatu yang tidak bahagia miliki?
Kata bahagia " aku berjalan dengan pandangan yang sentiasa ditundukkan ke bawah, maka aku akan sentiasa berada lebih tinggi dari tanah yang aku pijak. Wajarkah aku cemburu lagi ?"
Aku bertanya lagi.
Apa kau tidak cemburu melihat langit yang sentiasa berada di atas?
Jawab bahagia, "Wahai manusia, apa kau tidak letih sentiasa mendongak ke atas? Mencongak congak, bilakah diri akan tiba di langit. Memiliki hati yang walang tanpa rasa cukup apakah itu akan membuat kau lebih kaya dan tinggi? Ketahuilah berjalan mendongak ke langit akan membuat kau tersadung dan rebah ke tanah. Rasa sakit, malu, kotor, itu semua bukan yang aku cari dalam hidup.
Kerana itulah aku dinamakan bahagia
Bahagia yang sentiasa tersenyum, tenang dan merasa cukup dengan hidup.
Apa bahagia tidak punya rasa cemburu melihat sesuatu yang tidak bahagia miliki?
Kata bahagia " aku berjalan dengan pandangan yang sentiasa ditundukkan ke bawah, maka aku akan sentiasa berada lebih tinggi dari tanah yang aku pijak. Wajarkah aku cemburu lagi ?"
Aku bertanya lagi.
Apa kau tidak cemburu melihat langit yang sentiasa berada di atas?
Jawab bahagia, "Wahai manusia, apa kau tidak letih sentiasa mendongak ke atas? Mencongak congak, bilakah diri akan tiba di langit. Memiliki hati yang walang tanpa rasa cukup apakah itu akan membuat kau lebih kaya dan tinggi? Ketahuilah berjalan mendongak ke langit akan membuat kau tersadung dan rebah ke tanah. Rasa sakit, malu, kotor, itu semua bukan yang aku cari dalam hidup.
Kerana itulah aku dinamakan bahagia
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Khianat
Tap.
satu langkah.
Aku mulakan dengan satu soalan.
Sejauh mana langkah hidupmu?
Saat ini, aku menghampiri persinggahan khianat.
Khianat. Dusta.
Cinta seorang suami yang pudar.
Cinta seorang wanita yang murah harganya.
Maruah yang jelik.
Muntah!
Lagak mereka buat aku ragui erti setia.
Buat aku, menjadi manusia dayus.
Punya tangan, tapi hanya mampu disilangkan ke dada.
Punya mata, tapi dipejam pejam supaya buta hatiku.
Pengecut!
Alasan dia,
"kau tak faham, ini kuasa cinta. kau tak rasa apa yang aku rasa"
"bukan aku yang mahukan takdir ini, tapi ini suratan kami"
Aku senyum. Aku diam. Aku bukan wanita yang suka bertelagah. Atau mungkin kerana aku pengecut.
Tapi, hati aku memberontak.
Aku bukanlah wanita penegak haq.
Tapi pantang aku, hati wanita yang tidak bersalah dicarik carik oleh kecurangan.
Pantang kedua, wanita yang tewas oleh nafsu dan ketamakan.
Pantang ketiga, wanita yang tiada setia di hatinya.
p/s : aku harap, ini hanya satu persinggahan dalam hidupku. Untuk aku perhatikan and be wiser. Aku harap aku bukanlah watak dalam persinggahan ini. Aku harap, kau juga akan tinggalkan persinggahan ini.
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