Answer me please

I think I have set my blog to privacy mode.
So if any of you guys that can trespass this privacy, do inform me okay?
Haha.. Later, when I am ready to share my thought, I will change the setting back.

Okay, theres a question for you.
What image was in your mind looking at above picture?
A. a vase
B. two faces facing each other.
Answer is both are true. This is again about perception. The way your mind interprate the stimulus perceived.

Another question maybe? Yeah!!!
how many cup size pot needed to cook porridge and rice each... based on the above rice cooker size ok..

A. Porridge : 10  , Rice : 5
B.         "     : 5    ,    "   : 3
C.        "      : 2    ,    "   : 1
Answer is B.. Haha... I first answer A which means time nak masak bubur tu da melimpah ruah da..Hiiihii... Yeah the principal is less cup needed to cook rice compared to porridge.. yalah kan, nasi kan mengembang.. Haha. That was question from naddo and Aisyah when they prepared delicious porridge for us.. Ingatkan hebat sangat, rupe2nye first time try masak...Hihi, somehow, sangat sedap... x cukop kot... 3 trip masak tu. Huu~ sangat senget... Kalolah I masak kan, ape ntah hasilnye... mahu meletup periuk tu agaknya... xpe2.. T I blajar k...

Last question... huhu
Okay, so what is the significant of above red ribbon... Lor.. academicnye...

A. World breast ca campaign
B. Riben merah ikat kat rambut, time kicik2 dulu
C. World Aids day
Answer is C... Today is 1 December, World AIDS day... huu~ so the red ribbon was just the symbolic...
Ok after this, please get rid your stigma toward the AIDS patient okay. They need love and support from us.

P/s : Dari kecik, kami adik beradik suka main teka teki. Up till now. >!<

Perception

                                       Bila sang kucing melihat dirinya sebagai harimau

Perception is translation of information acquired by our senses into meaningful experience.
Haha... yeah! I am talking about perception.
In a simple way, If I mention "hantu", what and how do you guys imagine and react toward it..
Ketar lutut kot...hihi ( Sebabnya dari kecil lagi kita diasuh hantu itu sebagai sesuatu yang menakutkan)

There are two stages of perception
1. Physical reception of stimuli
2. Processing and interpratation of that stimuli.

Perception is very subjective... Peoples might see things in various way. One is differ from the other.

So how do you judge me?

- Some says I am a very serious and nerd person... Yeah, I love to portray myself in that image.
   Why? Because I have a very low self confidence and self esteem. By been in that image, others might   
  think I am a wow and I could hide all of my weakness and save me from the bully things..heeehee! Yeah ,
that is surely works to those who doesnt know  me well. ( Believe me, Im the type yang selalu kena buli, but I have never tell to my parents)

- Some might say, i have a very large circle of friends. Yeah, I admit it. Because for me, friends are the most precious things that Id like to preserve. I tell my secrets more to my friends rather than my family. Of course la dude, who wanna your parents worry unnecessarily.. huhu~ Somehow, On the other hand, I love to be alone... Just be alone. That is zillion times better than portraying fake smiles in front of others.. (Haha... this is just happen during cloudy mood okay! Secret of my life: Sejak kecil, saya suke bersendirian di bilik stor, bilik surat khabar, tepi kelas, beranda, toilet .... apabila saya sedih... apabila saya besar, saya sudah tidak menangis lagi.. air mata saya sudah hampir kering.. Namun kerana itu, jiwa saya menjadi semakin kasar) 

Hmm... thinks that I have gone far from the topic... Haha.. malas sudah mahu undur. tapi hakikatnya, aku ingin menjadi kucing yang melihat dirinya sebagai harimau. Namun dimata Tuhanku, aku tetaplah kekal sebagai kucing hina... Semoga Allah merahmatiku dan mengampuni dosa dosaku.. Ameeennn

Melodi hatiku

Irama, melankolik bunyinya.
Ratib, bergetar suaranya.
Jerit, hambur semuanya.

Ada irama dalam hatiku.
aku dengar... tidak jelas, tapi cukup untuk aku hayatinya.
Aku hanya ingin alunkannya.
Tetapi, mereka bisa kata aku wanita gila.
Beralun sumbang tanpa iringan nyata.
ah delusi mungkin! Lupakan saja.

Ada getar dalam ratibku.
aku rasa... tidak jelas, tapi cukup untuk menyeksaku.
Alunan aku jadi sumbang... tersekat sekat..
aku  ingin terus meratibnya.
Ratib terus, tanpa noktah noktah ketika.
Maka aku terus meratib.
Meratib sendu dalam hatiku.

Ada jerit dalam suaraku.
Lantang di telinga namun suram di pengertian.
Lantas apa guna lantang, kalau kosong inputnya
Aku dengar.. jelas, tetapi tiada guna..
Maka aku diamkan jerit itu..
Biar saja iramanya meratib diam dalam hatiku.

Suatu masa,
Akan aku alunkan saja irama itu.
Akan aku ratibkan deras rasa itu.
akan aku jeritkan keluar suara itu.
Tunggu saja.... Akan tiba suatu masa..

Bintang bintang di angkasa

"Tidakkah kau tahu, isi hatiku.
Usahlah tinggalkan aku seperti dahulu.
Jangan biarkan kusendiri lagi..."
~ Brainstew~
(ha3... cannot concentrate on writing while listening to music huh!) 


p/s: That is why peoples said, dont keep yourself dwell in the sea of love... lemas punye...

buddies

Friends are really like a box of candies.
Full of surprise inside.
Some might be sweet... some others might be sour..
They are varies, colourful, somehow bring happiness..
I just hope all of us will be a great doctor one day.. Dr in 2013.
InsyaAllah... May Allah grant our wish.. Amiiin~

P/s: Congratulation to our group for great work in CFCS. It was trouble... It was messy... But yeah, at the end, we did it! And we have been chosen to present our reserch at Ketereh sooner... yataaaa!! ganbatte!

Hypnogogic

My brain goes empty lately.
I dont have possesion to write.
My life seems stumble up from imagery fall.
What a hypnogogic..... Just let me sleep well baby!

They have move up!
Yeah they really are.
But i am still here, absorbing some strenght,
but i dont know when it will reach the peak point.
It is hard. It gives pressure. It is tiring to wait.

Why am I giving problem to myself huh?
Greedy maybe. I am trying to own something that might not be mine.
I am trying to find some pleasure of amourous.
I am against the rule.
I am creating stain to the purity.
Oh! human are evil. Me as well.

Okay!!! I will be strong... stronger than ever.
I am black heron.
The daughter of the most beloved parents of mine..
I will be okay! Yeah, I will!

P/s : struggle up to be strong. The feeling was like drowning in the shallow pond.

Sweet dream baby!

Oh dude! Guess what...
I have sent above picture for Medsocc photography competition.
And lucky us, we were the first runner up.

Photographer : Farah Sufri
Editor            : Syafiqah Adnan ( Cikah)
Contestant     : Ainin Tasneem
Tagger           : Nadiah Abdul Rasid
Birthaday girls: Amirah Farhanah amiruddin
                      :Wan Zuliyana Irmi
Members       : Nur Hikmah Sayad
                     : Nurfarahin Alias
                     : Wan Fadzleen Izyani

Congratulation to us. We sent them just for fun and never expect to win. And a lot of thanks to those who support us...  >o<  suke!
Hahha.. Anyhow, the night was real fun.
We did enjoy ourself to the fullest.. We did revise on psychiatry case also..
haha... what a maniac disorder!!

nota hujung : Malam itu bulan terang malap2... kami bercanda tertawa... kami bina ukhuwah.. kami lakar memori indah.. Kami kabur duka lara... kami harap, kami akan terus berjaya.. Dr in 2013... InsyaAllah.. amiinnn..
                   

Lagak seorang bayi

Huu... I am having fever and flu now.
My body physiology are trying to cope well.
My temperature set point are set to the high rate.
chill without rigor.
My head like banging to the wall.
I refuse to take panadol.. Oh sangat tak suka ubat..

Look so bad outside,
Look very bad inside also.
I need my doctor... come please come .. oh..oh..
nagging like a baby...
Oh! Be strong Ainin..
sakit itu mungkin peringatan dari Allah.
Yeah, I do commit a mistake.
Oh Tuhan, do forgive me...

21 is just to great [ mode: pictures talk ]

thanx farah

thanx nana

thanx naddo

                                                                         thanx mom n dad

Got few more cards from Aien n farah n present from Azi. It was just so sweet n wonderful rememberance.  Thanx frens! Ukhwahfillah. Got nothing much to say, but got so much gratitude inside... Let just thought broadcast... Cmmon!!! heheh

sweet 21 ainin tasneem

Haha!
It is my 21st birthday.
You know what, this year is kinda different for me and special.
I have deact my fb account. Takut nak dapat wish dr orang2 ramai (poyo).
huu~
okay~ this year, my parents were the first who wish me hepi bday, followed by Aien, Bebi, Ami n Nad n Nana.
Hemm... cant trace my sister. where is she? shes so busy lately.

okay, so what 21st make different for me.
1. jiwwwoooo giiillloooooo
2. promise to my sister dy, dat i wont be cengeng2 n sensitive anymore.
3. promise to learn cooking, so on n so forth
4. my 2nd pro year. nid to study hard..