Dia mahu bicara.
Dia mahu jerit.
Dia mahukan satu noktah.
Tapi tulus dia katakan.
Dia tidak bisa.
Maaflah.
nota kuku: Maaf kerana aku tak bisa... Wah! ngantuk bangat sih! seperti mahu ponteng kelas esok.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Moments captured
Seriously, I x knal pun mamat2 wali band ni.. Ntah nape, saje nak menggedik, berlari lari I join org ramai amik pic diorang. Siap I amik poster lagi n redi beratur nak amik signature, but then tibe2 rase over gedik dah, trus I patah balik join kawan2 I kat Watson. Dey all lepak je. Hihi.. Gedikz is fun what?kuakakak.. But now poster tu I da wat alas makan da. ^ ^
Ingat x my previous entry on gelang manik Sarawak. Alhamdulillah, Mira has make it happened. She bought it for me during her vacation to bumi borneo before. Well pretty babe! haha... love it much. x sangke lak ley tertunai kan. So now, yakinlah, start dreaming, U r a step ahead toward success.. huhu... Thanks amirah farhanah amiruddin... ^ ^ U r cool!
Huhu.. introducing Miss Ale/ Alan/Alang... Hahah.. Misi nih... Jangan main2... cocok kang! She is Farah's roomate. Same senget ja mereka berdua. X pernah kering gusi kalo ade mereka..masok kedai spek, sibuk pakai2 spek.. masuk watson, sibuk main2 make up... Haha.. sangat syiok kowt.. Kami suke nonton muvi lewat malam same2.. Tapi kan, muvi yang die kate best selalunye x best...Selalu we all gaduh2 sayang sal muvi... kecuali cite santau.. huhu... Ni final sem dy da, gonna miss her .. ^ ^
Oh dis is miss nana in miss limited edition. nampak x bunge putih yang tergantung tu.. Huhu.. Susah kowt nak gantung.. On d dot jugak ini miss mahu gantung itu bunga. Tiap kali trefik merah, mulalah nak membekkinye... senget sikit nggak boleh. Bisa nggak tenang sama pemanduannya.. Hoho.. ^ ^
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Okay! Enough with the pic okkay? Hmm, Dont know why, suddenly 2nd thought come and disturb me ini malam. Asking me, am I taking d right decison to be a doc. Cam x sesuai sama saya saja. Dulu cam nak mati kehendoknye. But now, start feeling tired. X faham y we need to memorise all those disease... N y we need to face patients n nurses yang x suke med students.. Kalo course lain camni x? X rase stress but rase a bit terkongkong. Hmmm... mungkinkah stress sebab nak pro kowt.. Hmm mungkin! Yeah, cool babe, U r gonna be a good doc one day. A really good one. Keep striving! Friends, just keep holding my hand.. Mom n dad, keep praying for me. I cannot do if I am just on my own. i need U peoples. I really need!
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Salah tekan
There will be a time when you are being extreme careful with your cursor.
Afraid to point here and afraid to point there as well.
Wonder if you will inadvertantly make a tap.
And it was a wrong tap done.
No reverse. Information sent.
Thus, what else you can do.?
Back to the seconds before the tape was done? Absolutely hell with your dream!.
Ah! simple answer needed. REBOOT your computer and PRETEND nothing has happened.
Afraid to point here and afraid to point there as well.
Wonder if you will inadvertantly make a tap.
And it was a wrong tap done.
No reverse. Information sent.
Thus, what else you can do.?
Back to the seconds before the tape was done? Absolutely hell with your dream!.
Ah! simple answer needed. REBOOT your computer and PRETEND nothing has happened.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Kursus kahwin 2011
Assalamualaikum..
Huu... Now I have some free times for blogging. I was busy with the kursus kahwin this weekend..
Forget it. Now listen to me about my flood story.. haha.. Last evening, Farah , Karimmah and I were heading to Karimmah's house, somewhere near to Taman Rehlah. It was a very challenging journey. We departed at 6 pm, right after the kursus kahwin and headed to Nirwana first to buy some vegetables as Farah wanted to eat vege soup so much. But somehow, I able to convince them to cook tom yam instead... Yesss!!!haha... It was sooo yummy with the fishball... Oh, again the smell came to my head...
It was a heavy rain. The sky was dark without the stars. I could not see all those holes on the road. Quite a few times tyre end up stepped in the holes. Oh, the holes were really a nightmaire. I did drive in slow speed already, 50 km/h, but still fail to avoid those holes. Luckily, my "mousedeer" was so tough, just like the Mrs driver. balun kokse..hahah..Along the journey, we notice the river water level was high, but we keep going on. Normal 1 hour journey bacame 2 hour.. hoho ... Eventually we reached our destination safely. After main mashak2, we ate together while watching Merlin series on TV3.
Guess what. Having ready to get sleep, Karimmah came and ask me to park my "mousedeer" to a higher place. Air da naik, katenye.. Hoho... Cuak gak ah, but happy cause ley main air. Mulut da sebut2, bestnye air naik... But then, Karimmah sampuk, orang duk runsing2, die hepi lak..adooiiillaa... Hee, sorry my dear Karimmah, terexcited plak. Then Karimmah and her Umi transfer all the things in the house to a higher places. I just help a bit. Better than Farah, deep in her dream already... hahah...penat sungguh kot dye duk drive sebelah I.. mulut dy vrruuummm3... co pilot kan...haha. Water level at the back area and in the toilet was raised above the ankle point already. Oh saat itu, Karimmah n her umi memang da cuak, takut air naik masuk rumah.Tidur pun da tak jenak agaknye...Huu...I lak, sekejap sekejap bukak tingkap dalam bilik die, tengok paras air. syook kowt..haha
The next morning, we woke up at 6 am. We had the next session of the kursus kahwin at 8.30 am. So we have to get back to USM... With the baju kurung, we walked through the flood to get to my mousedeer, which located near the road. Yuhuuu... Again main banjir.. I like.. Luckily the water level stop increasing. I was expecting the water reach our knee level already, but well, the luck was on our side, just our shin level jeeeerrrr... hihi ...
Oh again, unexpected thing, some of the roads has already covered with the floods. Cuak kowt, cane nak balik. Pokok tumbang lagi. But we redah je... luckily kete x mati. Satu teksi tu da mati da.. hoho.. At last, exactly 8.30 am we reached USM.. back to our room for a while and headed to DK6... N now, tamatlah kursus kahwin kami.. Wakakak.. semangt kowt I gi.. saje gi awal ek.. pasni kalo nak nikah, on je..sijil da ade!!! huhahahahh
p/s: worst part is, we didnt have camera to capture the moments.. Sad!! Oh nokia banglaku~ oh olympusku, awatlu xmo ikot gue smlm?~ sigh!
Huu... Now I have some free times for blogging. I was busy with the kursus kahwin this weekend..
Forget it. Now listen to me about my flood story.. haha.. Last evening, Farah , Karimmah and I were heading to Karimmah's house, somewhere near to Taman Rehlah. It was a very challenging journey. We departed at 6 pm, right after the kursus kahwin and headed to Nirwana first to buy some vegetables as Farah wanted to eat vege soup so much. But somehow, I able to convince them to cook tom yam instead... Yesss!!!haha... It was sooo yummy with the fishball... Oh, again the smell came to my head...
It was a heavy rain. The sky was dark without the stars. I could not see all those holes on the road. Quite a few times tyre end up stepped in the holes. Oh, the holes were really a nightmaire. I did drive in slow speed already, 50 km/h, but still fail to avoid those holes. Luckily, my "mousedeer" was so tough, just like the Mrs driver. balun kokse..hahah..Along the journey, we notice the river water level was high, but we keep going on. Normal 1 hour journey bacame 2 hour.. hoho ... Eventually we reached our destination safely. After main mashak2, we ate together while watching Merlin series on TV3.
Guess what. Having ready to get sleep, Karimmah came and ask me to park my "mousedeer" to a higher place. Air da naik, katenye.. Hoho... Cuak gak ah, but happy cause ley main air. Mulut da sebut2, bestnye air naik... But then, Karimmah sampuk, orang duk runsing2, die hepi lak..adooiiillaa... Hee, sorry my dear Karimmah, terexcited plak. Then Karimmah and her Umi transfer all the things in the house to a higher places. I just help a bit. Better than Farah, deep in her dream already... hahah...penat sungguh kot dye duk drive sebelah I.. mulut dy vrruuummm3... co pilot kan...haha. Water level at the back area and in the toilet was raised above the ankle point already. Oh saat itu, Karimmah n her umi memang da cuak, takut air naik masuk rumah.Tidur pun da tak jenak agaknye...Huu...I lak, sekejap sekejap bukak tingkap dalam bilik die, tengok paras air. syook kowt..haha
The next morning, we woke up at 6 am. We had the next session of the kursus kahwin at 8.30 am. So we have to get back to USM... With the baju kurung, we walked through the flood to get to my mousedeer, which located near the road. Yuhuuu... Again main banjir.. I like.. Luckily the water level stop increasing. I was expecting the water reach our knee level already, but well, the luck was on our side, just our shin level jeeeerrrr... hihi ...
Oh again, unexpected thing, some of the roads has already covered with the floods. Cuak kowt, cane nak balik. Pokok tumbang lagi. But we redah je... luckily kete x mati. Satu teksi tu da mati da.. hoho.. At last, exactly 8.30 am we reached USM.. back to our room for a while and headed to DK6... N now, tamatlah kursus kahwin kami.. Wakakak.. semangt kowt I gi.. saje gi awal ek.. pasni kalo nak nikah, on je..sijil da ade!!! huhahahahh
p/s: worst part is, we didnt have camera to capture the moments.. Sad!! Oh nokia banglaku~ oh olympusku, awatlu xmo ikot gue smlm?~ sigh!
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Aku ada kerana kamu ada
"Mok" & "Abah".. that is what I call my parents with and I love them both.
Mommy, thanks for ur body.
37th week during pregnancy, is now left just as a memory.
I might be grown now, but im still your baby.
In your uterine cavity,
I ate whatever U ate, so eat alot ya mommy!
I know how hard to carry me, but U just carry on without any sobbing n moaning.
N thanks for those lullaby, mommy..
Ur cardiac become hypertrophy,
Progestrone and estrogen cause U to have morning sickness severely,
U increase ur metabolic rate just because of hCT.
The placenta secrete hPL just because the growing me.
How U prone to get infection by altering ur immune system just want to avoid your body from rejecting the foreign me..
Oh mommy...
Hi daddy,
U should not be jealous.
How much I love my mommy, that much also I love U daddy.
Thanks for the undefect paternal chromosome which U passed to me.
I know how hard the journey to mommy's uterine cavity.
U faced the attacking IgA and IgG in in mommy's vaginal because your antigen is foreign, daddy.
And U undergo alot of process before U could penetrate mommy's oocyte before developing me.
Oh daddy..
Because of ur both toleration, hardwork, sacrifice,
here I am mommy n daddy..
Appreciating U the best I can.
But I would never eva able to pay U back for everything that U have sacrificed for.
But, I pray to Allah, do grant everything U wish.... Live longer... Be happy...
May Allah protect U both... Ameeen..
P/s: Appreciate your parents as they are still alive. " Ibu, jangan makan ubat itu!"..hahah
Return
Oh hye!
Why do you have to come back?
Give my heart a favour please.
Leave me!
Or else, I will never let U go anymore.
P/s: This message is dedicated to my laziness... Go and have your vacation la. I have to study really hard for my reproductive blog. Oh God! When U are around, all my hardworking cam ciplos... (January, February, Mac.... MERDEKA!!!! Yeah!)
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Starlight, Muse
I love Muse's songs... Rentaknya rancak..
Jiwa yang gundah gulana mampu terdelete zeeettttt..
haha... jom layan~
Monday, January 3, 2011
Hi-tech
Oh hoo... Hi friends..
As usual, I cannot sleepas long as if I did not write something here. Some people said, " Menulis hari ini untuk kenangan hari esok".. Huhu.. So today I will talk about technology for tomorow's sake..haha... Mobile phone ni beb! (oh my grammar like drain..bolayan bhaaa)
As usual, I cannot sleep
c6-01... This newly released smart phone is so enchanting gorgeous... Oh Tuhan... N Iji just grabbed it from the store.
Alkisahnya when his previous herited mobile phone was so eager to be dumped into dustbin, maka my father bought him this c6-01...Oh, ini sangat jealous... He even sends a message which sound like this " Sy dpt hp bru..abh beli..jgn jeles..hehe"... Alkisah number 2, my supernova also want to have a visit to dustbin as well.. Best sgt ke dustbin tu.. sejuk..gelap..pergilah nak pergi sangat.. pergi!!! jangan balik2 lagi...It is day 5, my supernova goes into coma, so now Im using my old nokia 1600... kalo U all nak tahu, ini handphone adalah pemberian satu mamat bangla kepada saya dan kakak saya.. sumpah x tipu!... benar!!! So huk2, T.T
So I do some research review on the latest phone... So this is what I found.
N8... Wah3!! This is superb. It comes in few colours, green, blue, dark grey, silver white, & orange.. Well, I always attracted to colours. Some of the superb things about this N8 that catch my eyes are, 12 Mp camera, 16 GB internal memory, WLAN, & GPS n others la... Amazingly, I afford it. BUT! with one condition.. Huhu.. I have to eat sand la after this if I use my scholar to be High teck girlllll...hahah.. kambinglah camni!!.. I prefer to eat my delicious waffle everyday rather than makan pasir to be high tech.. Oh hoooo!!! telepon from bangla pon banglalah... Hahha... Syukurlah pada Tuhanmu atas nikmat yang kamu ada... ^.^
At the end of the day, U will realise that we own nothing. Not a single thing pon...
P/s : After my pro 2, I intend to do part time job. Nanti da kaya, nak beli jugak fon tu..Heeee... Kalo sape2, teringin nak tengok Nokia 1600 tu cane, sile google sendiri yek. Saya x semangat... Wakakka... Oh Bangla! Thanx! Sori teacher, my grammar ntah pepe... malas nak tulis baik2...
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Just d way U r - Bruno Mars-
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
p/s: I found this song during blogwalk to Fikri's.. It is really a nice song. It has been used so many times for wedding video.
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
p/s: I found this song during blogwalk to Fikri's.. It is really a nice song. It has been used so many times for wedding video.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Happy New Year Miss Heron
Dear 2011,
Hi Eleven!
Welcome to my life. I hope U will be promising some bright future ahead. Yeah! My 2010 has left me in very pathetic ending, hope its gonna end soon. haha. Do U want to listen to my sad story? It is about 55 days complete love story. Yeah, I will tell U this story as I dont want to keep it linger in my life anymore. Yeah! cool!
Do U ever believe in love? Trust me I never once. I always remind me myself there is no real love between a guy and a gal. Hmm maybe because I have never experience it and to be truth, I have some paranoid with men. Somehow, I have overcome it now. I have no problem anymore talking to guys and now I have quite a lot of male friends. It takes me years for me to get used to them. Trust me. Its no joke. I have few bad experiences with men that make me extra cautious with them.( Tapi kalo bab2 crush tu, bnyk je...hee~)
Then, 10 comes in my life. I found a lot of similarities between us. 10 is mature as 10 is older than me. 10 always tell me jokes and 10 is so fun to chat with. Day by day, I attach to 10. Without 10, my life seems so dull and have no energy. I thought 10 was meant for me. I strongly believe to my instinct with no doubt. Ahaa... there goes my mistakes, I put my trust in the wrong place. I give my heart without any seconds. I thought sun is always there, up to my head. I forgot, there should be rainy season after dry weather.
Now, I open my eyes, 10 is no longer beside me. I realise, it is just a dream. Very sweet dream but it last too early. I havent make myself ready for any loss. Oh, my mind keep analysing. What has gone wrong. Oh now, I come in a conclusion. "Grenade" ... Have U ever listen to the song?. Its about someone who love somebody but did not get reply. Yeah, I dont know what has happened in 10's life. But I think 10 is grenade n grenade is 10. They have some correlation somewhere. And I am just a doctor to 10 and 10 just need some painkiller from me. And I have gone far beyond the ethiques, which disallow me to fall for my own patient.
Ahaa.. It takes 55 days to treat 10. And I am not really sure whether 10 is completely cured or not but now 10 is no longer my patient. 10 has discharged from my ward and 10 not even says goodbye to this doctor. Hohoho... You know what, the best part of being a doctor is when you are appreciated by your patient. But in this case, 10 just left me with some infection. Now I am in incubating period. Adush! sakit ba...
Yeah! that is how my 2010 has left me. Now here I am. Look forward for 2011. Oh , I see some sunshine. I smell something nice ahead. This is a good sign ... oyeaaa... Oh btw, I should change to a new diary and calender as well. Nice! Haha... see ya!
Truthfully,
Miss Heron
p/s: I found some interesting poem from Ohana group...
Sure 2010 wasn't the greatest year for U
There were heartbreaks,
There were smiles,
Memories were created, some of U will never forget,
U smiled, U cried,
U have grown,
U have become smarter,
U have larned from ur mistakes,
U hurt urself.
U cried because of the truth.
U laughed.
U loved.
Whatever U did in 2010, it has already happened.
U have learned this year, and make 2011 better than 2010
And in the end, its not the years in yours,
life that count. It's the life in your years.
Hi Eleven!
Welcome to my life. I hope U will be promising some bright future ahead. Yeah! My 2010 has left me in very pathetic ending, hope its gonna end soon. haha. Do U want to listen to my sad story? It is about 55 days complete love story. Yeah, I will tell U this story as I dont want to keep it linger in my life anymore. Yeah! cool!
Do U ever believe in love? Trust me I never once. I always remind me myself there is no real love between a guy and a gal. Hmm maybe because I have never experience it and to be truth, I have some paranoid with men. Somehow, I have overcome it now. I have no problem anymore talking to guys and now I have quite a lot of male friends. It takes me years for me to get used to them. Trust me. Its no joke. I have few bad experiences with men that make me extra cautious with them.( Tapi kalo bab2 crush tu, bnyk je...hee~)
Then, 10 comes in my life. I found a lot of similarities between us. 10 is mature as 10 is older than me. 10 always tell me jokes and 10 is so fun to chat with. Day by day, I attach to 10. Without 10, my life seems so dull and have no energy. I thought 10 was meant for me. I strongly believe to my instinct with no doubt. Ahaa... there goes my mistakes, I put my trust in the wrong place. I give my heart without any seconds. I thought sun is always there, up to my head. I forgot, there should be rainy season after dry weather.
Now, I open my eyes, 10 is no longer beside me. I realise, it is just a dream. Very sweet dream but it last too early. I havent make myself ready for any loss. Oh, my mind keep analysing. What has gone wrong. Oh now, I come in a conclusion. "Grenade" ... Have U ever listen to the song?. Its about someone who love somebody but did not get reply. Yeah, I dont know what has happened in 10's life. But I think 10 is grenade n grenade is 10. They have some correlation somewhere. And I am just a doctor to 10 and 10 just need some painkiller from me. And I have gone far beyond the ethiques, which disallow me to fall for my own patient.
Ahaa.. It takes 55 days to treat 10. And I am not really sure whether 10 is completely cured or not but now 10 is no longer my patient. 10 has discharged from my ward and 10 not even says goodbye to this doctor. Hohoho... You know what, the best part of being a doctor is when you are appreciated by your patient. But in this case, 10 just left me with some infection. Now I am in incubating period. Adush! sakit ba...
Yeah! that is how my 2010 has left me. Now here I am. Look forward for 2011. Oh , I see some sunshine. I smell something nice ahead. This is a good sign ... oyeaaa... Oh btw, I should change to a new diary and calender as well. Nice! Haha... see ya!
Truthfully,
Miss Heron
p/s: I found some interesting poem from Ohana group...
Sure 2010 wasn't the greatest year for U
There were heartbreaks,
There were smiles,
Memories were created, some of U will never forget,
U smiled, U cried,
U have grown,
U have become smarter,
U have larned from ur mistakes,
U hurt urself.
U cried because of the truth.
U laughed.
U loved.
Whatever U did in 2010, it has already happened.
U have learned this year, and make 2011 better than 2010
And in the end, its not the years in yours,
life that count. It's the life in your years.
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