Suara berbicara lesu

sayup
aku berbicara
harapnya dengar
tapi pastinya tidak

rindu itu ada
lafaznya kelam
benci itu tiada
zahirnya menjelang.

katanya
kalau sayang, jangan dimarah marah
kalau rindu. jangan dibenci benci.
Indah pujangga dari realiti yang menata.
yang dibilang jangan, itulah laku kita.

aku hidup, tanpa engkau ada.
aku suka, melihat engkau gembira.
aku duka, melihat engkau gempita

itulah bahasa kita.
aku tutur, engkau dengar.
engkau bicara, aku khayal.
suara kita tetap bergema.

namun di jiwa yang berpusu pusu,
kita tetap berbicara lesu

aku, kau...
bukan bisu tetapi hanya bicaranya yang lesu.
kita berbicara lesu.

Tetamu yang paling kerap berkunjung

Mari mengingati mati.
Malaikat Izrael adalah tetamu yang paling kerap berkunjung.
1 hari , 70 kali.
Mari bersama mencuci hati dan meningkatkan amal ibadah
sebelum dijemput pulang.
InsyaAllah~

My roomate have blog too???

Hahha..  So surprise la roomate..
U never tell me u have one.
X aci betol nih..
Haha.. mari terjah blognya.
Jangan marah... tolong promote..heheh
Click here.

When I wake up this morning, it goes like this

My heart doesnt feel so good.
It is like beating not in normal sinus rythm.
But I dont know what rythm it takes instead.
It goes damn hirewire.
Deep inside I feel so scare.
But scare of what?
Of the yesterday dream?
Or of the yesterday memory?
Emm.. sounds no good here.
Do I commit any mistakes?
Or do I need "something"?
Yes. I need an answer.

My sister, XL version

"Cuba u upload my picture, tengok lawa ke tidak"
Mwahahahaha.. I have fulfilled my sister's wish.
To publisized her photo in XL size..
muahahaha... suke x? suke x?
Gambar lame pon boleeeyyyyy~

Kita harus tulis supaya kita tak lupa

When I am young girl,
I wish to go to city,
To watch a marching band.
Ok.. that is just an intro.

Jadi, apa yang saya x mahu lupa?

1. Saya x mahu lupa diri.
2. Saya x mahu lupa yang mak ayah saya selalu utamakan anak2 dia.
3. Saya x mahu lupa yang saya x suka orang yang x pandang mata time salam.
4. Saya x mahu lupa yang saya sangat sedih bile saya fail exam.
5. Saya x mahu lupa yang saya janji nak jadi orang yang selalu tersenyum dan berbuat baik.

cukuplah tu... banyak sangat lagi yang saya x mahu lupa.

Jadi,
1. Saya akan ingat yang saya akan mati sekejap lagi.
2. Saya akan ingat saya akan utamakan mak ayah saya in any condition pun.
3. Saya akan ingat untuk pandang mata orang lain sewaktu bersalam.
4. Saya akan ingat rasa perit kegagalan itu, supaya saya rajin baca buku.
5. Saya akan ingat orang yang buat baik pada saya.

Conclusion.
-What u give is what u get back.
-Dont try to play with fire, unless u are ready to get burned.

New layout

Huhu..
At last, succed.
Betul kate orang, usaha itu tangga kejayaan.
Dapat upload gambar besar tanpa bertindih lagi.
After google some new layout, sume hampe.
At last, amik je provided one in blogspot. com.
overall puas hati, jus nak edit sikit je on d header.
wait ya!!!
p/s: ini pun ambil masa dua jam.

Ini akan jadi bile sy upload gambar bersaiz XL... emmm...solution needed.

Testing larger picture size....

Haha3..
Wishing to receive next message stated
"Ainin dapat naik tahun 4, congrat. sy pun".
So jom usaha sama2..
Apepepun, study biar kerana Allah.
Redha Allah, pahala pun dapat.
Ilmu pun berkat.
InshaAllah.

p/s: berjaya upload larger picture size, tapi blog layout pulak restrict. kena ubah few layout setting lak.. last2, pakai jelah normal size.. Hemmm

The Lord of all lovers = Don Juan???

I rather not talk much on the plot of the story.
As I did not watch the play nor read the novel.
But there is something crossed my mind when we talk about Don Juan.
The Lord of all lovers.

Some says he is a women seducer.
Some says he is not.
Nevertheless, all his life, his story was about him and the women.
The women that he took their heart.
The women that he broke their faith into parts..
The women that he turned into crap.
The women that he dragged into tragic end.

I wish no more Don Juan species exist here.
It was damn unfair to the women
It was damn unethical to the faith.
It was sellfishness at the end.
And I wish to watch Don Juan play and read the novel.
Perhaps he was not too bad as I what I thought.
Perhaps he got reason on the top.
Yeah..perhaps..