Kita harus tulis supaya kita tak lupa

When I am young girl,
I wish to go to city,
To watch a marching band.
Ok.. that is just an intro.

Jadi, apa yang saya x mahu lupa?

1. Saya x mahu lupa diri.
2. Saya x mahu lupa yang mak ayah saya selalu utamakan anak2 dia.
3. Saya x mahu lupa yang saya x suka orang yang x pandang mata time salam.
4. Saya x mahu lupa yang saya sangat sedih bile saya fail exam.
5. Saya x mahu lupa yang saya janji nak jadi orang yang selalu tersenyum dan berbuat baik.

cukuplah tu... banyak sangat lagi yang saya x mahu lupa.

Jadi,
1. Saya akan ingat yang saya akan mati sekejap lagi.
2. Saya akan ingat saya akan utamakan mak ayah saya in any condition pun.
3. Saya akan ingat untuk pandang mata orang lain sewaktu bersalam.
4. Saya akan ingat rasa perit kegagalan itu, supaya saya rajin baca buku.
5. Saya akan ingat orang yang buat baik pada saya.

Conclusion.
-What u give is what u get back.
-Dont try to play with fire, unless u are ready to get burned.

New layout

Huhu..
At last, succed.
Betul kate orang, usaha itu tangga kejayaan.
Dapat upload gambar besar tanpa bertindih lagi.
After google some new layout, sume hampe.
At last, amik je provided one in blogspot. com.
overall puas hati, jus nak edit sikit je on d header.
wait ya!!!
p/s: ini pun ambil masa dua jam.

Ini akan jadi bile sy upload gambar bersaiz XL... emmm...solution needed.

Testing larger picture size....

Haha3..
Wishing to receive next message stated
"Ainin dapat naik tahun 4, congrat. sy pun".
So jom usaha sama2..
Apepepun, study biar kerana Allah.
Redha Allah, pahala pun dapat.
Ilmu pun berkat.
InshaAllah.

p/s: berjaya upload larger picture size, tapi blog layout pulak restrict. kena ubah few layout setting lak.. last2, pakai jelah normal size.. Hemmm

The Lord of all lovers = Don Juan???

I rather not talk much on the plot of the story.
As I did not watch the play nor read the novel.
But there is something crossed my mind when we talk about Don Juan.
The Lord of all lovers.

Some says he is a women seducer.
Some says he is not.
Nevertheless, all his life, his story was about him and the women.
The women that he took their heart.
The women that he broke their faith into parts..
The women that he turned into crap.
The women that he dragged into tragic end.

I wish no more Don Juan species exist here.
It was damn unfair to the women
It was damn unethical to the faith.
It was sellfishness at the end.
And I wish to watch Don Juan play and read the novel.
Perhaps he was not too bad as I what I thought.
Perhaps he got reason on the top.
Yeah..perhaps..

Old shot comeback

When everything went blurr,
They were making assumption,
They thought,
They were true,
And I was holding the truth,
I hold it tight,
Afraid that it would fall out of sight,
And till death,
I will just portray inside my heart.

..........................................................................

Emm... above is me one and half years ago.
Me and my heart.
In a meantime, alot had happened.
I hardly remember those feeling anymore.
It slowly fade in my memories.

Thus.. it is true.
And proven.
Time heals. We healed.

To forget or to let go or to grab?
It is not our choice.
Eventually, it is not to be choosed.
It is a destiny.

To hurt or being hurt.
It is our choice.
Somehow, being hurt is not merely gaining hurt.
And to hurt is not mean to not being hurt.
Try it and evaluate it.
SATISFACTION~

Awak cute lah

Haha..
cute ke awak??
Aah awak memang cute..

So, sape rase dy cute boleh tepuk tangan bergumbira..
yea!!!

stress~ life was not always beautiful

I start to feel like my life really was at the end of the world.
It has ended.
My career to be has put the fullstop to my life
Crying~

I act like i dont care.
i actually care it very much.
Everything has gone on the opposite direction.
You really wont understand what has gotten in my heart.
Look at me..
look at me as me.
And try to feel how does it affect me.
Okay! I am not a strong young girl.. i am not.!

This past 3 years, everything goes d same.
First time, i do not feel anything.
2nd time i can tolerate it.
3rd time, it is too much..
oh still have d 4th n 5th to bear.
crying~

Resistance!!! I need you!!!
I cannot hold this anymore..
it is tiring..
it is breaking!!!
Oh ..

p/s: Next time.. just dont call me.. dont inform me anything.. just act like i do not exist.. It is someway better for me..

bilik sepah xpe, janji study sampai pecah kepale

Having short rest after studying gynaecology illustrated book.

Saje bace biar semangat sikit..

Yelah InsyaAllah pasni nak jadi pakar sakit puan.

Heee~ bosan

Apple.

Rase cam die menyemak je kat bilik (sian dy)

akhirnya malam ni jumpe function die... jadi alas duduk..

Hahah.. die besar sangat...sibuk je..tapi sayang jugak.

Kipas n heater.

pas raye kena wat balik rumah.

barang haram..

Ntahpepe... pasni panas la... n cane nak masak air..

Tolonglah consider... wat style bayar monthly/yearly electric fee ke..

Ni kalo kena rampas, kena bayar rm 50, tebus ujung tahun plus dimerit lagi..

x berbaloi kot..

kebajikan oh kebajikan..

bantulah kami..

kenapa nak susahkan kalo boleh senangkan..

isk....bosan~

T.T