Pemilik cintaku~

Ive just finish reading "pemilik cintaku, sesudah Allah dan rasul".
A kind of very nice and short islamic novel.
Written by mdm Fatimah Syarha Mohd Nordin.
huhu, cuti2 malaysia la katakan...

I start thinking,
my mind once again analysing vigorously.
How was my life 2 be compared with her.
We both muslim, we both women, we both tied with d same aqidah..
We both disyariatkan with d same tuntutan.
The only difference is, shes married,
n im single... unavailable...~ hahaha

But d way im living on,
d way i express myself is ..
terlalu berbeza dengan dia...
I was too fanatic chasing after d sukaduka of dis temporary life.
It was too beatiful in d eyes of me.
I was not greedy..
Not greedy to hope 4 better n d best,
Akhirat selamanya.
Menyesalkah aku???

Sahabat2ku, Dayah, farah, Alia is getting better..
much2 better than me,
kemanakah aku,
2010 is traking nearer..
I wish i could be a better person.

Doa pengasih
"Ya Allah jadikanlah hamba-Mu ini menyintai orang beriman dan jadikanlah orang yang beriman menyintaiku"

Doa which i suppose to read everyday,
everytime every after my pray...
tapi have i ever read???, have i ever ask???
x pernah pon... MASYAALLAH...
Terasa jahil sesangat..
Ainin, tolonglah...
I just wanna ask 2 things from u,
amal n istiqamah...
dats all...
do it for me... do it 4 ur own self...
InsyaAllah.... go ainin.. aja2 fighting...

Just mark it as a memory~

Krisis air di usm kk

waa... Selanjar 1 is stepping nearer..
feel so scared n like nak menyerah jer...
grup study satu rase ni akhirnya study dalam kegembiraan....
study sikit, memain banyak...
yeah, avoid stresss...
notes still membukit...
huhuk...
dala, H2O crisis tngah menyerang..

Seb bek ari tu der terbaca entri kat blog oli..
how to survive in darurat..
hahahax~
prob with wudu' jer act..
nak bertapak kedesa lain, so far away n malas jale.

So seperti penceritaan oli di blog beliau,
kami pon membeli 1 mineral water kat kdai cik din..
N surprisingly, air tu macm ajaib...
sx wuduk mmg pakai like 1 gelas je.
carenyer...
1x setiap 1 anggota...
n wat yg wajib jer.
syarat dyer ratakan air tu, n jangan angkat tangan slgi x rata.
Terasa sungguh islam itu mudah je sebenarnya.
knapalah b4 ni, pembaziran air sangat berleluasa..
Terase cam 1 new xprience sungguh...

untuk pau..

Hidop ni lagi best dr dye tau...

hahah...

dye tu x best pon...

budget best jer...

u r cuter, kind, n bnyk ag best features...

wahahahx...

Today i am happy...

sangat hEpi!!!!!

n makin hepi..

u know what, u r making my life brighter...

fell like back to my own self... full of life..

Previously, i tot dat, my life mmg g2, so pathetic.

But now, u make me realise, happiness is everywhere.

i dont have to be home just to feel it.

U said that, im different from my previous self at pasum..

aaahh.. i realise it 2, but now, here i am.....

N now...

going to face selanjar 1..

still be my own self in aspect of kemalasan belajar..

wahahahax... kalolah bley jd serajin mira n setekun aina..

huhuu..

what can be describe??? mystery will be kept as mystery.. ijust wanna say, for this time being, i really 66.88.111.1/1.2.1.11.7/8.1.1313.1010.1.11~

photos stories

i wish to give dis letter to somebody.... but ill keep until one fine day~

This is birthday present from my dad.. tq much.. luv it

cheerioo~ live life to the fullest!!!

My 20th birthday... thanx to my she 4 organising dis sweet party... hahah

satu cerita

wawwaawa...(luv dis now)
hahha... smlm i update my fb relationship status to:
in relationship with mohamad shafiq...weeee~
caya ker????
ada satu kisah di sebaliknya...
i said oredi, my lovey dovey life is so much complicated...
no one would understand,
me either x berape pehe with myself...
yg pasti, i hate biler der people **** me...
lets just me yg usha org..wawawa...(luv dis now)
ala ami!!! tapi nape budak tu gitu...
i hate all d pictures... really obscene...
rosak my reputation...
daaa~ camtu tu ke my boyfriend.
isk3... ops beraninye, ainin bercerita di blog ini,
ak harapkan dy membaca... huhu...
tapi dy x kan bacer kot...
i prefer x der org visit, so dat, snng la i nak berceita apa saje..
huhu...
2day, 25 nov is mira birthday...
we celebrate at 1 restaurant... romantik seyy kdainye...
makey cheese cake... so sweet~hahah

aku bermain dengan api...janganla mmbakar diri~

23 nov 2009, ainin lari dari bermain dengan api...
tapi dia memilih masuk dalam oven...
still terasa panas... uwwaaa...~
I got no choice. In life, we have 2 sacrife even d most important thing.
I sacrificed my heart... my feeling...
just not to broken others...
im doing escapism...
i wish i could be more telus....its torturing me inside,
kalolah mereka mengetahui...
huk3... tenanglah ...

kugumbiraan yg ilang...kanku cari pulang!!!

hahha... nothing is everlasting in da world...
moment by moment kita face,
sometimes ada tawa sometimes ada tangis,
times keep moving...
Aku rasa dia da berubah..
my sensitive emotion is analysing again...
i am not a perfect gurl...
far away a good fren...
i cannot promise anything...
but i can give my best..
Just, dont hate me..
dont treat me me like i am d one yang menyakitkan...
kalaulah aku mengetahui...

hari ni, time solat asar terdengar dialogue akak pencuri tu with her collegues...
badmouth bout me...
ikot ati, nak show berani n appear in front of her...
terkedu agaknye dy...
But , ive made my mind not to prolonge dis matter anymore...
sabar~
I went 2 see dr fuad tadi...
have sort of sharing session...
I like him very much... as my caunselor la..
talking to him, like talking to my other fren..
feeling free 2 citer ape2 jer.
n i love his humbleness...
esok, dy ajak makan kat umah dy..
sume bg sib la... der open house sket..
huhu... wish a cheerful day 4 me 2moro~

ainin tengah suka hati

bukti my enset back 2 work... daulah~

yooo~ wuusup...

I returned home dis passed weekend..

enjoyed my time preciously with my family~

thanx mom n dad~

DISASTER!!!

Dr Fuad wanna see me. ayoyo~

I suppose 2 go to big sib camp.

but, i bought tiket balik umah last minute instead...

try u imagine, kol 9 mlm khamis gitu... tnga makan kfc lagi ngn aina n mira...

kol 10 mlm i made my mind nak balik..

i called mira n asked her help 2 acmpany me cari tiket at langgar.

Lucky me, tiket ade..kol 11... bju n da readi dlm kete da.. YEA!!

huhu~ fam prob... haha~ dats true...

Peperpon, i wish d besh 4 them..

n i gain d best 2..

KENAPA AININ HAPPY~

because dye da relieve her omesick...

so balik ni, lot of things 2 be settled..

-psp project,

-study~ exam da dekat wooo~

-enset da settle, life back no normal cheer mode...

-nak amik ignore situation jer ngn akak pencuri 2...

wish her insaf n repent cepat...

dis is latest quote in my life~

stop analyzing bad side~ hunt 4 good la plak... heee~