Pemilik cintaku~

Ive just finish reading "pemilik cintaku, sesudah Allah dan rasul".
A kind of very nice and short islamic novel.
Written by mdm Fatimah Syarha Mohd Nordin.
huhu, cuti2 malaysia la katakan...

I start thinking,
my mind once again analysing vigorously.
How was my life 2 be compared with her.
We both muslim, we both women, we both tied with d same aqidah..
We both disyariatkan with d same tuntutan.
The only difference is, shes married,
n im single... unavailable...~ hahaha

But d way im living on,
d way i express myself is ..
terlalu berbeza dengan dia...
I was too fanatic chasing after d sukaduka of dis temporary life.
It was too beatiful in d eyes of me.
I was not greedy..
Not greedy to hope 4 better n d best,
Akhirat selamanya.
Menyesalkah aku???

Sahabat2ku, Dayah, farah, Alia is getting better..
much2 better than me,
kemanakah aku,
2010 is traking nearer..
I wish i could be a better person.

Doa pengasih
"Ya Allah jadikanlah hamba-Mu ini menyintai orang beriman dan jadikanlah orang yang beriman menyintaiku"

Doa which i suppose to read everyday,
everytime every after my pray...
tapi have i ever read???, have i ever ask???
x pernah pon... MASYAALLAH...
Terasa jahil sesangat..
Ainin, tolonglah...
I just wanna ask 2 things from u,
amal n istiqamah...
dats all...
do it for me... do it 4 ur own self...
InsyaAllah.... go ainin.. aja2 fighting...