Arghhh...
20th is really like a bad omen...
Hate 2 step inside and feel the doom myself...
I once thought, life gonna be wonderful..
time to view world as a woman.
not as a girl anymore..
haha, but lil did i know,
i really dont ready for it yet.
Please...do understand me...
When i said, i hate...
I really mean it...
No more hope please...
D part which i hate the most is to hurt others.
So, please dont hurt me.
I might talk nice,
talk sweetiestly,
I might say its ok,
but it doesnt mean i allow,
giving space neither enjoying the feeling.
No.. U are dealing with wrong ex teen ager.
I am different.
Really DIFFERENT.
Its hard to describe in words.
but i am really DIFFERENT.
its not phobia... its just kinda bad feeling...
i am not a perfect human..
Jus a girl with too much weakness.
So please... do respect me...
Do have me just as a friend...
no less, no more... thus, no harm...
For those outsiders who doesnt know me,
who think i am great, ketahuilah...
itu hanya kaburan mata2....
n who think i am bad...
itu jua kerana anda tidak mengenali me well..
(special 4 outsiders)
few things about me,
to love me is to be hated...
so, be ready...
to be my love,
is to be cool with me...
sedingin salju...
which me myself cannot reach deep inside.
Semoga Allah mengampuni dosa- dosaku...
Amiiinnnn..
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