Bad

Hmmm.. I did badly in my ORL short case.
The case in the very expected one an easy which is chronic tonsilitis.
But still, I cannot perform well.
hahaha.. my bad my bad my bad.
Still got mcq this evening, pray for me ya..
Im sorry :(

DEAL

Kalo I boleh study 4 jam setiap hari,
I will reward myself with
- McD forthnightly
- Ice cream yg best weekly
- Air terjun/Pantai/shopping mall weekly

Ok. Kalau x buat x leh dapat reward.
Ok. I will try.
kita tengok jalan ke x.
Kalau x jalan x leh reward tu.

Nak latih diri berdisiplin.
Changes has to start now.
bye2 ^^

adiks adiks

Hi... malam yang sama macam malam malam sebelumnya.

ada bulan ada bintang dan ada hujan.

Minggu ini minggu exam.

Tapi bolayan sama buku.

Buku Dhingra ORL selamat aku export ke bilik K.azwa.

Sorry parents sebab x study.

Sorry ainin jugak sebab buat masa kau rugi.

Yang pasti aku mahu rehat.

aku rasa penat.

Adik adik yang aku sayang.

Rasa bahagia dengan menjerit melalak.

Diam bila sakit tekak.

seringgit pun cukup, janji dapat beli coklat.

Ah! seronok sangat tu.

Saja nak letak gambar K.Azwa

Cantik. Ini bukan puji saja saja

tapi memang cantik.

ah! tapi semua kawan kwan aku cantik.

sebab aku punya kawan kot.

ngehngehngeh.

kepada yang x kenal, ini mamat namanya ajeng.

tapi aku panggil supik je.

4th year ni mane2 aku pegi, mesti ade K.azwa n ade supik ni.

supik ni kate aku kumbang.

katenye feminin itu bukan aku.

ah , die memang suke hati.

tapi aku suke. suke kawan jela.

sebab dalam nakal, ada baik.

n now, aku , k.azwa ngn supik wat program Oh My English!

haha. macam goat goat jek.

Buat mereka yang aku kasihi

Ketahuilah sesungguhnya cinta itu bukan melemahkan,
malahan ia menguatkan!
Jom bercinta!
Jom jadi kuat!

kanvas

Madah yang tiada helah.
Lama sungguh tidak aku lontarkan.
Kanvas putih yang tiada aku hiaskan.
Harapanku, biar akrilik sendiri datang melumur warna.
Automatis. Magis.

Terbiar berdebu.

Sang artisan tua itu berjalan hincut hincut.
Dikendong easel kayu yang senja umurnya.
Dipegang erat palet yang tersisa akrilik.
Menghampiri kanvasku?

Tik.
Tiktik.
Tiktiktik.

Tiga musim telah berlalu.
Kanvas itu dipulangkan kepadaku.
Utuh. Namun bukan lagi kanvas debu.
Bukan kanvas aku yang dulu.
Malahan, ini kanvas yang baru dan diberi makna baru.

Ya, ini bukan kanvas aku yang dulu.
Ini kanvas yang putihnya telah disalut akrilik.
Yang hambarnya dihakis pisau palet.
Senyum. Terima kasih artisan tua.

P/s: When U feel ur heart is full of dirt, STOP! dont throw away your heart. Give it to the expertise. They know what to do. U dont know.

Picture talk?

This is pizza. Kenal x?

This is a slice of chocolate cake. meOw!

This is how your vocal cord is. Cute is it?

P/s :  Motif? LIfe is calories! Live it, enjoy it and be fat! And sing with loudest voice eva sampai dapat vocal polyps... Sweetnye macam cake tu.

EsCaPisM

Sometimes it is okay to escape from the typical cool me kan?
Sometimes it is okay to be weak, differ from the daily strong me kan?
Sometimes it is okay to follow your heart instead of your matured mind kan?
Sometimes it is okay to be angry to the small matter things kan?

Ahahha.. Tapi masalahnya sometimes je ke I wat camtu?
Notime > sometimes > few times > many times
hahah.. thats how the "me" evolved and growth.
kan2?

Jawab je YA.
Sebab memang itu jawapannya pun. ^^

giVe aNd TaKe

Huhu.. My parents were such a great parents.
since young I was trained to give and take.
Now Ive decided to give.
I might call it give in also.
hahaha..

U r such a kind lady.
Beautiful also.
U deserve to own ur happiness.
Fight for it dear.
I love U more than I love that buddy whom I barely known.
huhuuhu

Be happy dear.
Own that happiness. (^.<)b

eXaM oftal fEvER

Oh, tomorrow is my ophtalmology end of posting exam.
I have been sleeping early all this while.
But tonight I inject myself with nescafe.
I am damn sleepy aite now but my mind wont just go to sleep.
Oh padan muka!

Eyes, y dont U listen to me.
If U do, U are a great help to me.
Listen listen listen..
Be normal be healthy
Never wear contact lense unless u wanna take 50% risk of getting corneal ulcer.

Corneal ulcer? Whats that mommy?
Oh it just  a monster who will take over your eye.
U  cant see well, it is painful, tearing and the sun will hit your eye badly.
But it is okay, dr will do the corneal scrapping  and do the gram staining of the monster.
Dr will give U intensive topical antibiotic every hour.
Dont worry, if monster attack your eye, mommy will bring U to ophtalmologist instantly.
Otherwise U will get corneal perforation, permanent corneal opacity so on.
Be happy baby..

Caption: Corneal ulcer. Close-up of the eye of an 80-year- old woman showing severe inflammation caused by a corneal ulcer. The location of the ulcer is shown by the green fluorescein dye. The cloudy colour of the pupil is caused by a mature cataract (opaque lens) that had caused loss of vision in the eye prior to development of the ulcer. A corneal ulcer is an infected break in the surface of the eye that fails to heal and becomes inflamed. The condition is caused by injury or infection and is very painful. Treatment depends on the infectious agent present; bacterial ulcers are treated with antibiotics, for example.




Eye eye eye,
It is not your fault if U got Primary close angle glaucoma.
Yeah what to do, U r more than 60 y.o, female, got large lense, and we have first degree family history.
Mommy wont tell U the dilator mc theory and sphincter mc theory coz mommy also dont understand it well... hehheh
U have fix and mid dilated pupil, hazy cornea, halos around light and painful red eye
Thats y mommy know it is PCAG instead of POAG.
That ophtalmologist told mommy that ur eye got shallow anterior chamber,corneal edema and optic disc edema.
Yeah, mommy know U wont understand. But its okay, when U get bigger, Ull understand this.
Oh, that doctor ask U to take IV Acetylzolamide, B blocker, Pilocarpine and steroid.
If it still did not resolve, we will do the laser iridotomy.

Oh baby,
Mommy still have a lot to study.
U just take care of urself k.
Eat vitamin A and carrot.
K, now U go to sleep first.
Nite dear.

P/s : hahahaha.. jom gelak sama2.. ngantuk ni

Time is precious

InsyaAllah in another one year I will be graduated.
Then say bubye to my schoolhood.. hehheheee..
Lately i keep on talking about creating memories..
Yeah, I dont know what will be promising for me tomorrow.
Thus, Im creating today's memory.

This is really a sweet memory. Watching sunrise and learn how to determine the kiblat. Bukan arah matahari terbit tau. Matahari terbenam.. hehheee... 291/292 degree kalau kat Mesia. Ada kisah lucu mengenainya.. wakakka

If anyone said this is poyo. No! It is not. At least we had tried once. Sungguh this hijab give me some sort of different feeling. I feel so safe and comfort but somehow to permanently wear it, I just can say InsyaAllah one day. It needs commitment and Im not ready for it yet. This picture was taken after we went for ceramah Ustaz Don and Ustaz Azhar Idrus at Stadium Raja Muhammad lV.

hahaha.. The girl in blue scarf is dead fan of Siti Nurhaliza Taruddin. Sanggup x lunch, tinggalkan OSCE trial, hulurkan medical book to get the signature (biarpun sign ct x dapat, tapi dapat sign david teoh ngan si model wanita perfume tu je lepas gaduh2 ngan mak cik guard) muahahahha... Ok, I cancel balik kg for her okay... heheh... sib baik she offer me to use her washing machine at d rumah sewanya..huk2.

This picture was taken more than one month ago during our toppies trip to Jeram Mengaji. Hmm, Alhamdulillah for giving me such a great friends. I love them all although behind it penuh dengan personaliti masing2 yang tersendiri . Segala sukaduka tangis dan tawa aku banyak yang bersama mereka.

This picture was taken at airport Pc.. Tapi poyo2 je.. Nyamuk banyak. Sumpah lain kali x nak wat bday party kat c2 lagi.


Haha... I am 23 years old. Friends are getting married one by one. Singlehood is leaving us soon. Thus let create memories as much as we could as time is precious. Who knows is there any tomorrow for us.

P/s : I have someone I like. I dont care if it is one sided love or whatsoever. I just enjoy the feeling. But to  U, do let me know if U dont need me anymore.  Huhu.. sadis kan bunyinye. Nolah, I wont put my pride sooo low untuk cinta yang ntah ape2. but I just want to be truth to myself. So, leave me if U found someone better. Dont like me so much as I also cant promise U anything. But for this current being, I like U.. hahahha... Maap2! ^.< ... ( maaflah sedare2, besele jiwe wanita. fitrah yang terkawal InsyaAllah. hikhik)