Jeram mengaji

Wajah wajah manusia

Aku menilai..
Kalian menimbang..

Aku lihat... Aku perhati... dan aku mula mengerti...
Manusia itu pelbagai...
Cantik wajah, mulia pekerti,
Buruk paras, rosak peribadi,
cantik wajah, rosak peribadi,
Buruk paras, mulia pekerti,
dan kalian teruskan melihat......

Saat aku menulis, aku makan asam plum pow tow,
Saat kalian membaca, kalian makan kacang..
pelbagai bukan??

Potret diatas direalisasikan dengan tangan
dan keindahan perilaku seorang warga asing..
"Sir, do u need my help to take d photo"
ayahku berkata.. "yeah..sure2"..
Warga asing??? aku sendiri pon x pernah
menawarkan khidmat sebegitu...
Dimanakah sikap bangsaku (aku) yang aku bangga2kan..
Yeah... memang pelbagai.

Saat ini.... celaru fikiranku...
aku merancang.. terlalu banyak...
dan terus merancang..
sedangkan saat terus berinjak...
tik...tikk...tik...
n i feel so longlai..
tetiba su kate,
NIN, u wont know how strong u are,
until to be strong is ur last choice...
haha... nice n STRONG phrase...

Justeru,
to be strong n indah perilaku is my last choice...
By hook or by crook,
to survive is to have my last choice on..
hahah... merapu....

reaching the tower

I once dream,

I wanna touch the moon.

I wanna colour the sky.

I wanna count d stars...

2day, i count the stars of scorpius..

16 main stars made d scorpius all..

Antares... D brightest one in da family.

I want to be like Antares...

Shining bright and sharing d light in d nightime sky.

When i was a child,

I asked my dad, how to differientiate between a satellite and a star.

U know how???
My dad said,

look! bintang berkelip2 whilst satellite is not..

N dat is when i first start observing the stars with full interest...

N i keep on looking and staring the stars till now.

trying to differentiate between stars and satellite.

N i dont care which one is which.

I enjoy and appreciate them both......

World is revolving in circle.

i grew... and become older

I saw and listened...

My she pulak yang asked my dad,

naper bulan tu suka ikut kite...???

naper yerk...

hahhaa... i sigh in my heart..

huh!! soalan aku dulu2 tuh..

aper ayah aku jawab yerp???? nggak ingat sudah...

yang pasti, when i saw d moon..

kami, my siblings mesti tutup buka mulut n create a sound"wa..wa...wa...wa"..

reason??? x nak bagi gagap...

N ...have u ever notice,

at d moon surface,

theres like a muka ayam (due 2 d kawah2 actually)..

haha... my childhood imagination...

Sebab i read a tale in KAWAN,

a naughty boy, kna bawak lari oleh giant cock to d moon...

die nangis nak balik ke bumi tapi x ley..

Sebab die hurt his moms feeling...

Sebab that tale, aku pernah takut 2 c ayam n bulan..

oh bulan.....

whatever it is,

nightime sky is d most amazing and wonderful creatures for me.

N i will keep counting the stars...!~

Life is like an open diary...~

Pantai mana yang x pernah dirempuh badai...?
Bumi mana yang tak pernah ditimpa hujan...?
Langit mana yang tak pernah dilitupi awan..?
Kalau ada katakanlah....

Aku yakin..
Diary A yang penuh dengan pen2 bewarna merah n kesan cecair liquid.
Lebih bermakna dari diari B yang kemas dan tersusun.
Cantik zahirnya, tapi pengisiannya hambar.
Aku memilih diary A.

Everywhere we go..
keatas, kebawah, kedepan atau kebelakang.
Kita pasti TETAP akan menyakitkan dan disakiti.
Itulah kehidupan.
Tanpanya, life gonna be very dull.
But with it,
we learn about resistance..
Sakit yang tersangat-sangat sakit yang akhirnya
akan hilang makna sakit itu sendiri..
We learn about controlling, adapting and modifying and curing the illnesses.
Time heals..
but do ensure the healing process is without any scarring.

So,
i am sorry.
I know, this time,
i am the one which yang menyakitkan.
Aku percya,
dengan kesakitan.
we will appreciate ones better.
It is just like a practice to be an adult.
How we wanna put our futureself in we confront this situation again n again..
But of course with our future spouse la.
I saw many of my mom's tears oredi.
Tears bila susah... tears bila disakiti... tears bila melahirkan ak ( but of course, i didnt c dis one)
N my moms keep on survive..
she keep survive dude...
N of course, we also can..
Go!!! we must harungi this together!!!
I must be strong... U must be patient...
Untill we developed resistance, life will be ok then.
ukhwahfillah~

Serius ingin terbang ke langit...

Ermmm...
Life is full of challenges..
Hampir saja i fall down.
But, i really learn a lot of things.
Aku hnya bisa jadi kuat with support of my frens.

Course night nearly arrived to d late phase oredi.
Tyme which i afraid the most.
Tyme to face others reaction.
Huhu..
i learn something from nad.
Tangan yang memberi adalah lebih baik dari yang menerima.
I learnt from d context,
tangan yang memberi mampu meleburkan dunia.
If kita diberi kehampaan,
balaslah dengan kesenangan.

i tried on my pblmate,
dy kate he didnt wanna go..
i said, its ok, i pay 4 u..
up 2 u, wanna come or not..
n he said, ok2... ill pay...
But i serious da nak treat dy after all..
my ketua pbl jer ponn... sangat baik hati.
hahaha...

Sungguh, im tired oredi..
But saat tulah,
nad xtrakan effort dy..
Su x putus2 support me...
mira treat me makan kat umi add..
aien n hikmah treat me better..
hahaha..
thanx frens.
frens which i cannot buy with money..
hanya kerana rm 10..

I also received nice 2 be heared news..
Puvin kate, no prob with 4 th year..
He even offered himself nak wat performance..
Sungguh... aku happy...

Terima kasih semua...
pasni insyaAllah, aku nak gi semua makan malam ...
mki, cny... mpi.. iiiii...hahahha~

hasil kerja nik suke ice...

so cute..
heron likes this..
today, i went to her room.
she looked so sad..
i feel like telling da world..
who d **** making my fren sad.
huuu~ no worries baby,,
if he/ she make u sad again...
report to me..
t sy bawak gang g cari insan2 tuh..
huh!!! berani diye..
(ces.. im acting cool again... heee~)

Killing me softly~

This post is special 4 her...
hahaha... cam men balas2 emel lak...
aku suka kamu kerana ketulusan hatimu..
aku suka kamu kerana nilai persahabatanmu...
aku suka kamu kerana kau suka baca blog aku...
aku suka kamu kerana kau biarkan aku suka dia..
aku suka kamu kerana disamping pembiaran itu,
kau ingatkan aku jalan yang lurus..

aku suka kamu kerana kau suruh aku gi surau selalu..
aku suka kamu kerana kau rajin dan bermotivasi...
aku suka kamu kerana kau bagi aku instrumental soundtract..
aku kini fall 4 romance n killing me softly..
aku suka kamu kerana kau ada adek yang hensem..
aku suka suka kamu kerana kau sering ada when i need u...
aku suka kamu kerana kau ada a very great personality..

tapi..
aku benci kamu kerana kau tak mahu kehadapan setelah apa yang kau usahakan
aku benci kamu kerana kau hanya ingin menjadi lilin...
menerangi others, tapi kek yang selalu dikenang..
aku benci kamu kerana aku sering sakitimu...
aku benci kamu when u dont want 2 susahkan me..
aku benci kamu when u ezily affected by emotion..
aku benci kamu kerana aku sayang kamu..

aku x kisah kau macam pau..
aku lagi x kisah kalau muke kau merah tahan malu..
aku x kisah kalau kau suke ct..
ak x kisah kalo ko nak suruh ak jd kd...
aku x kisah kalo kau da matang..
minum coffee instaed of nescafe ice..
baju maroon instead of pink...
aku juga x kisah untuk susahkan kamu
(at lis i can try 4 dis.. n hampir success da pown)

...tapi...
aku kisah kalo ko x senyum..
aku kisah kalo ko x wat lawak...
ak kisah kalo ko ponteng lecture..
ak kisah kalo kau x nak share ape yg kau rase...

apa2 pon, kau adalah kau..
aku adalah aku..
n aku hepi bangat 2 have kau 2 be kawan ak..

i love my friends

Dengan nama Allah yang maha pemurah lagi maha penyayang.....
Alhamdulilah... kami dpt no2 pentomin muslimat...
This is a very great sign for us...
We have to work harder to make us 1.
one in erti kata, satu hati...
Not the hamper that we care much,
The value of friendship n effort n commitment are things that we we appreciate the most.
Kenapa harus aku yang amik hadiah???
it is supposed to be nad, oye or farah or aisyah...
masalahnya... kawan2 aku semua pemalu...
huhu....
aku hanya insan kecil di situ..

hahaha..
i mis my family so much now..
lama da x kol...
asyik2 my mom yg kol me...
adus, maaf ibu.. ankmu sibuk jual donut skunk...
wahahahha...

I love my frens so much...
a love nad, su, farah, karimah, aina, mira, jenny, kak chaq...
semua la...
n aku harapkan kasih sayang ni jua berkekalan
sebagaimana aku mencintai my family...
huhu..
thanx frens..
what a great day we had today...
x luper...
congrats to wawa too...
hheeee~

Aku fikir aku tegar

Sometimes, when i look outside,

Deep staring on the sky,

I see birds flying.

And i knew, human also can~

I want to fly high.

Fly away happily.

And Im trying right now.

Sometimes, i feel like a maron.

hardly in effort deleting the im from d impossible.

And i know,

To make it possible, is to be brave.

and more hardwork.

I dont mind.

I dont care the result.

What i care is,

u... he...she... they... them...

whoever with me, to realise the dream.

I believe we all can fly..

hari isnin di bulan january

ermm... lately i always go speechless...
plus brainless..
in lecture, owes sleepy..
mlam owes malas tidur...
huh!!! what a curse!!! apa salah aku ngn mahsuri??? ape!!!

Tadi our ct went nicely...
dr andy is a great dc.
He teach us what is a great history taking n how should it be..
even thousands times been repeated,
we always produce rubbish..
Hopefully, after 2day lesson,
we would be a great history taker.
hahah

Tadi juge ade usrah ngn k.syu..
Hari ni, iffah talk bout complication of banyak gelak!!!
LIVER NECROSIS @ hati mati.
huh.. terpempan di c2.

Lagi tadi I went to c tda..
syangat malu... huhu..
cam bluurrr g2... ampun ibu..

waaa... syangat rindu elin...
she resembles my sister.. weee~
td da jumper dy, but ramai org . malu nak main ngn dy... hahaha
hopefully esok ley main ngn dy g..
elin yg nakal....