cantik

Cantik cantik cantik... This is really a curse! 

Cantik is floating everywhere in my mind. My brain neurons keep on transmitting this signal.

My mom says it is normal. The selekeh me at last have intention to be cantik. haha. Normal!

glad to be normal. Pimples hanya tahu naik tapi x mahu surut. Left me in frustrated.

Bio oil.. minyak zaitun.. bedak kapur cina... honey.. hot choc added with collagen.. 

traditional way... conservative ones... 

name it.. Semua I balun.. Sayangnya, no different. Main problem is I x continuous pakai. I use satu product tu sekejap je, n eager to try another. Kata mudahnya I x sabar to see the effect. ah! gedebush!

So, things I hate doing now  is, looking in the mirror. Seriously, the image is worse than the reality.

hmmm... Never believe the commercial. haha.. I read a quote in majalah  Ujang. funny. Lol. " Men are like commercial break. never believe in them" hee.. kasihanlah mereka. 

So part of my activities now was googling some testimonial on certain product. I guess it was only placebo effect. Contohnya kan, when I read someone who use Himalaya product for hair said tumbuh anak2 rambut lepas pakai few weeks, some others pun cakap " aahla..memang tumbuh anak2 rambut kat depan.... Bukan ke kat depan kepala kita memang banyak anak rambut ke.. haha.. I talk bukan dari my judgement only, but I come with my own experience as the proof. I pakai product Himalaya ni n asyik tunggu je anak2 rambut tumbuh. Hari ni pakai, esoknya dalam hati " eh, nampak makin lebat la plak anak rambut ni.. haha.. memang placebo sungguh. 

So if U wanna try any product better do some research first like how they  give effect and any future complication ke and what so knock. Tell U, product pemutih kulit sekarang ni banyak yang ade hydroquinon which can lead to skin cancer. 

huhu.. Baeuty and women memang kamceng. Problems nowadays are they are not merely maintaining the beauty like our old folks, but they wanna change it. Be extraordinary. rambut hitam mahu ditukar perang. Hidung pesek mahu dimancung mancungkan. Tak sah kalau takde 14 suntikan collagen dekat dahi. hmm.. itulah cantik yang menyakitkan.

pepepun adik2.. sendiri buat sendiri tanggung k. tanggung kat dunia n tanggung kat akhirat sekali. 

selamat berpuasa!!