Peoples changed...

Hurm... dont know what should i write about..
Matter is, i dont feel it right..
I hate when people bad mouth about others..
But i did it tonight..
I hate myself on what have i done..
Astagfirrullahalazimm!!!

Im so sorry..
I think i have changed.
I love talking about others.. (like jage tepi kain org)
Thing that i really hate to do before..
Oh im so sorry!!
But your story is just so interesting..
I hardly control myself to not talking about it.
But still i have no right to talk about it.
Mengumpat@ hibah..
Things that loved by satan..
N hated by Allah..
Nanti kna makan daging peoples yg kita talk about tu..
Oh!! aku takut..

Conclusion is, I have a bad heart..
Its damn hard to have a nice one.
Its damn hard for me to cuci it..
No jokes!! it is hard... harder than i thought.
The more i wish to change to a better muslimah,
D more sins i commited...
Oh!! Aku mohonn.... AininTasneem... Work harder..
And i believe, one day i will grab it..
things dat so called "halawatul iman"= kemanisan iman..
So nice to own it...

Percayalah... dunia ini hanya sementara..
Aku meniti duri2 kehidupan dalam laluan ke akhirat sana.
Aku punya peta..
Namun ros2 berduri itu seakan akan merantai kaki..
BEBASKAN AKU...~